You know, whenever I think about Grandma is really not around anymore.
I feel my life is not perfect, something huge is missing. But I'm better now.
I'm better when I don't think of her, but every day I'll still think of her.
Last time, when my cyst came back after I did surgery, which I don't really understand why.
When I told Grandma, she said "Why do you have so many pain? Aiyo."
She gave me a pity look and she was really cute. Just seeing her face, I feel that everything was alright.
I thought I'd to take out, but when I went for doctor appointments.
I can actually choose not to take out. Of course, there're advantages and disadvantages.
If I take out, it might come back again. Which is bad.
But if I don't take out, my armpit will have something there and it's quite uncomfortable.
Because I can't shave/pluck my armpit hair. Even if I take out, it's better not to shave/pluck too.
I can only cut it. Which is hard for me to cut for my left armpit. Luckily I don't wear sleeveless.
Even if I can wear, I won't too. It's too ugly to wear when I can't shave/pluck it.
But when Grandma left this world, I would think about my cyst and I feel so sad.
If Grandma was still alive, it's still alright for me. I wouldn't really think about it.
Now, somewhere I got this thing at there for a long time. I hope it's nothing.
These 2 things make me worried. I hope I'll be fine and it is nothing.

Name: Wang/Ong Jiale
Age: 20
Nationality: Singaporean
Zodiac: Leo

Grandma & Family is always my top priority.
basketball, badminton, pingpong, softball.
I started to read books after twilight were published.
Hate heavy metal and techno, sucks.
movies, shopping, eating, studying.
soft-hearted. easily influence. friendly if you know me well.
anti-social by the face. talkative and nonsense.
true to friends and easily trust people.
loves to laughs, love to joke.

. Grandma to sit up soon!!
. FIFTH CHINA TRIP!!!!! <3
. Trip to KOREA, HONGKONG, TAIWAN, JAPAN AND NEWYORK
. Roam around the world
. Overseas trip with best buds

. FOLDED WALLET!!
. COLLAR LONG SLEEVE SHIRT!
. LONG SLEEVE DRESS!!!!!