今天真的很开心，很多欢笑。
时间过得满快，可是今天来大姨妈。肚子很痛，那边也痛。
可是还是很开心，觉得很多人关心我。真的很满足。
希望等一下真的会读书。是有点迟啦。可是还是要读一些。至少可以读那么一点。
刚才Sharon还真是好笑的！计程车叔叔问他那一位下车。
他却说我的名字，哈哈！！计程车叔叔哪知道我是谁呀。真可爱的Sharon。
让我不停的笑。走路也笑。。其实朋友说的话还有一点影响到我的。
可是我知道他是一位很关心我的朋友。所以反而更开心。
其实是很多影响。只是没说。很轻松他在也没再说什么了。
我也跟他坦白了。说我多么烦恼哪些是真话嘛。可是也无所为了。
做一个无知的人也好，人也更快了。做人就是要开心嘛。别为难自己=)
所以从今天开始，我要珍惜自己，别想太多。。
跟他说了许多话。就像以前没什么仇恨一样。可是有距离吧。
这样也好。。就到这里了。

做好人难，做坏人也难，做人更难。
为什么每个人不可以都做好人／诚实？也不敢去想太多。。。顺其直然吧。
可是我很幸运，我有两个人平很不错的好朋友。可是。。一定有一点点缺点啦。
我自己也有。每个人都有！好吧，我要乐观一点。。明天会更好！＝）
我对自己说，别想太多，由他的，你也没办法控制他要干嘛。
他开心就好，你也管不了多少。顾好自己吧，管别人那么多干么？！
专心想外婆就好。别烦恼别的事情。。多的有你烦呢！

我要珍惜眼前的人，可是我又没办法控制自己别想太多。
我知道想太多也没用。但是我总觉的不安。。
我多么希望我能顺其直然，希望明天会更好。
真的有好多想说，好多去烦恼，好多去想。
可是我不能这样。一定要坚强。
我真得很害怕自己会的出病来。
真的想不通为什么。。可以给我一个真实的答案？
那我就不用再想太多了。。。。。。。。。。。。

最近真得很累。
今年是什么年啊？
朋友吵架年？
真的好像是。。１，２，３
有一个是误会。不然就４个。
总觉得很倒霉？怪怪的。。。
哎呀，哎呀，王佳乐！！
别再说下去了。。可是我好像不可以停止打字。
我只想一心一意的孝顺妈妈。可是，又懒。
有时真觉得自己太不孝了，妈妈那么疼我。可是不见得我疼她。
妈妈这么辛苦。爸爸呢？好轻松。好难跟他拿加卡钱。
哎呀。。。。。。

真是的。为什么我要像爸爸那么懒？
我看我不能不承认我真的像爸爸那么懒。

I've decide, I should stop writing bad stuff about her. Even if its the fact or what.
I'll try I mean. I can't promise I'll not write about her in the later future if anything changes or what.
I feel so juvenile to do all these sometimes thus I've change my mind set towards things. Many many things.
Recently I've try to let go and take things easy. If fate forbids it, there's nothing I can do.
There's always a saying 'It takes two hands to clap'. So I really can't do anything about the facts that I'm facing now.
Anyway, I'm in school now. Planned to watch 'Be silence' a malay movie in the afternoon later on but cancelled.
Guess will be catching it on friday or sooner. Darn it, now my public area there got something swollen.
I scare its something that will cause what in me. I hope I'll be fine. Still, I'm worried about grandma more.
I couldn't care much for myself. 30 more days to seeing her. Can't wait.
OH AND A GOOD NEWS TO MYSELF IS. *give me a tap on myself*
I studied a little bit today, that abit push me on. I hope I can pass my subjects in mid-year and I'm satfisy.
Till here.

IN SCHOOL NOW :)
I dragged so much to go to school in the morning when I slept early yesterday and mum #*&#$^&$^!
I LOVE HER STILL KAY.

Feeling very hungry now. 45 minutes to recess. Its like damn long!! *stomach growling*
Just now we talked and I guess we'll maintain like that temporary or forever.
I remember I teared when I said 'lets just be normal friends'.
But when it really happened, when we're really not so close, really seldom talk.
I realised this way is fine too. Though I know I'll definitely miss it and we might just be strangers saying hi & bye when we see each other on the streets after we graduated from secondary school.
Still, I never know I might just be good friends with her back in the later future and forget all the unhappiness.
Perhaps she might even be more mature and change for the better. *laughs*
Sometimes drama is like that and perhaps we'll end up like that too. ............................................................................... HAHA. *lost for words*

Was so elated to talk to grandma on the phone yesterday.
Its really troublesome to call her but at least got to talk to her, awhile.
I was terribly sad when she hanged down the phone. I got to hear her voice for only that few seconds.
I tried recorded her voice but it was like my voice was louder, luckily get to record her voice.
Just that not so clear and I'm glad her voice is loud, at least she doesn't sound sad.
Spoke to her really loudly as her ear drums isn't that good and just to hear the phone its rather tough.
I miss her babe. I dreamed of her just then in the morning. I can't afford to lose her.
I'm in a loss sometimes cause of her. Even sometimes I don't feel like studying cause of her.
I dreamed of her alot nowadays. Knowing that there's 1 month plus to go, I can't wait.
Today its the 23 April, I've to wait for 7 more days to May and 27 more days to 27 May.
Which is freaking 34 days, hai. I try to wait patiently for that day and it'll come in a blink of eyes..............

I hope/............................................................

I feel so disappointed in myself, but I just don't have the urge to study.
Science test was a gone case, I had it hard. Still, this didn't push me to study.
In this whole 4 months, (i thought may already -.-) I guess sat was the first time I revised abit.
I feel disappointed yet I don't have the motivation to study.
I'm damn worried about grandma, and at the same time missing grandpa.
Tears dried up, I really had it hard in school. Times goes really slow.
I don't know who can I confide to, seriously. I find that when I really need someone.
I realised none can help. I realised none is true and I don't know why I've this kind of thought.
I hope may come faster please, I really couldn't be bothered with the upcoming mid-year exam.

God bless grandma, please. I can do anything for her. Really.
For her, I'm willing. Love her, always.

Fearing for the worst.

15 April 2009
Happy yo! What a nice day. Just played basketball with Sharon accompanying me by watching.
Headed to her house, chatted with her, brought the DDR thingy back but to no use! ):
Wasted my trip to actually brought it home and walked home with it so heavy and full.
1 hand with basketball, 1 hand with DDR thingy.
On the way back, saw a guy facing a tree and touching near his public area.
Was thinking 'is he peeing or something'? It was too black that I can't really see anything.
Is he too black? O: He's a bangala I supposed. I only remembered he owns a long hair.
I was like 'OMG, shit, I saw him pee'. And then he faster zip up his pants and walked in big steps. I slow down my steps and looked at him walking hurriedly. He saw me O:
I was terrified that he'll do anything to me. HAHA. Foolish me.
Thanks brother for helping anyway, hehe.
Walking down my house's staircase at night, its really scary.

16 April 2009
Suddenly miss stranger! Hmmmmmmmmm.
I meant yesterday :) As I was holding basketball thats why. ahem*
I want to tell you all something! I don't know what's wrong with eating fish and chips with 2 fish!
Without fries, but 2 fish only and rice of course. Then there was 2 guy who asked me.
'Girl, you very hungry ah'. I just slightly smiled and faster walked off. It felt kind of embarrassing.
When those people who noticed the plate of fish and chips I was holding will stare at it for quite long.
Maybe I was the first one who ordered 2 fish or seldom people did that?
I was really full after eating it, fries gave Zulaika.
I think I'll stop eating this for few weeks until I miss it. Abit sick of it.

Miss grandma. ):

13 April 2009
2 hours of sleep only. Thought I'll just stay awake till morning but I can't hold on anymore.
So without brushing my teeth (if i didn't rmb wrongly), faster went to the bed and -zzz-
Heard from Suyin and Jonathan that they slept for 3 hours yet I was even more awake.
They slept in class but I didn't though feeling a bit sleepy. Seeing them sleep doesn't affect me :P Everything was so fine in class :) Everything was so nice. This feeling's so great.
Majority of the malay boys had a hair cut, including me. Lets not say about my hair. HAHA.
Think they had a hair cut cause of spot check and as well as photo taking.
They looked smart compared to usual days. We'd class photo taking btw.
It wasn't what I expected for the fun shots. Still it went okay. *wide smile*
Felt relieved after the photo taking and I guess majority of them too.
All of us went 'woooosh' and took out our tie immediately as the weather was burning hot.
Can't wait for the photos, guess I'll look ugly in them. But who really cares.
So I planned to study in the afternoon. But you see, 2 hours of sleep makes me feel sleepy.
Straight went home, left my bicycle at school. Reach home immediately ate chicken rice.
Kind of delicious you know ;) A bit salty too. After that, used computer and slept on the floor.
Planned to study but failed in the night. Was engrossed in shows as it was the last episode.
2 bowls of rice. WTH. Power. But didn't finished the rice of course (: That was Dad's share.
Since he was also full, so just helped him finished with it and he was glad that I finished his's.
Felt so full all the way till I slept. Anyway I got a good news is that I don't need to see dm.
As I didn't attend school on last thursday, those who absent must see her and get offence slip.
I HEARD ONLY. Still, form teacher told me I can don't see her and no offence slip. YAYNESS.
What for seeing her anyway! My hair is already *insert*. Feel like absenting myself on the 14/4.
Guess did I absent myself? NO I did not, but nearly slept over. Thanks mum huh. *sarcastic*
Its okay la! HAHAHAHA. I must push myself to attend school too :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
I've no idea why am I writing this post for a day SO LONG. First time? Perhaps.
And I want to continue, bet nobody will read but as long as I enjoy why not?
So its like this year is weird, handbook arrived so late. MASS PE, no more? I MISS IT.
I want see *insert* and I enjoy running with classes. Its a great day to start with running.
No basketball for pe as the stupid court was renovated last year and only being a Sec2 student can play basketball. FUCK. Yes, fuck =.=
I feel like playing during recess, but there's only half hour. And who fucking will play with me?
During recess, majority of the humans rather eat than play and I got to trouble myself to change t-shirt here and there if I were to play.
Cause of the sucky rules. I've so lost touch in basketball. It's been long since I last touch them.
And OH how much I miss stranger, the time I played/chat/laugh with him.
It was like non-stop chattering. He was like so talkative like me. Yet I still don't know his name.
WELL........ ......... its time to forget it once and for all! Got fate then ask him ba.
I kinda miss Mr Majid, he has left this school and I wonder who's next pe teacher of ours.

14 April 2009
Nearly late for school. Didn't wanted to attend school cause of lazyness and tiredness.
Still I did attend. School was boring! ;)

Happy friendship day!
First of all I would like to post photos of my beloved friends and write something to them.
ACCORDING BIG TO SMALL. As in age/birth dates.


Meiling, I included you cause we've been seeing each other at school alot and we do talk! LOL. And ye you're nice. Go out soon! Take care. :)


Sharon, its like the first time we talked about our so called 'bad points'. O: Its good to say everything out. Whenever your face expressions seems black/angry/sad/disappointed, I don't know is it a sad feeling to me or a scared feeling to me. But I know whenever you seem angry with me, I can confirm its scared and sad feelings. I don't know why you shouted at me that time ): Since you said you don't mean it and I believed you really didn't. This let me know you more by you didn't meant what you said or not purposely shouted and you didn't know etc. Its unexpected how we used to be backstabbers to each and became good friends now. We're seeing each other almost everyday now. Seems great :D Don't get sick of seeing me and change to Suyin leh. AHAHAHA. Kidding. May everything be good with you and him. If can, stop thinking about him, try to think if he's worth it. Always here and care for you. Love you dearest!


Sixian, the same thing, I remember how I recognised you as my best friend and if I'm not wrong, I asked you to be my best friend? And you agreed and I guess I was damn happy? HEHE. So it was like Jingyi was jealous bla bla bla.. Still we 3 became best friends for a short while, wrote letters to each other and when we read back the letters, it felt so interesting. Alot of things I written to you, I totally don't remember! It felt so embarrassing reading it back but really interesting! :) So writing letter in childhood is really good you know. Luckily we wrote letters back then! HAHA. I hope everything is always fine between you and Alex. Always here for you my dear!


Liyin, the same thing, I missed your caring messages. But its like all the past! We were like so close last time and we're totally not now. Didn't expect the huge change, but this should be expected. Remembered you promised to always stick with us/meet us often? I don't know which one but I supposed many remember? However, you seems busy with tuition and cca. So really can't blame you. Missing you here.


Shuyuan, read my last year friendship day post and saw that I actually quarrelled with you last year over some things. Apparently now we've been better. Now you're busy with your friends & cca? Its okay.. At least you were here today, celebrating your belated birthday with us and friendship day. Hope you enjoy today ok, though its not any big celebration. Remember I used to scare of you, why you so hooligan-ish last time! HAHAHA! Care for you always ok. ;)


Shimin, it's been long since I last saw you! MISS YOU! Like what I say, you're never forgotten. Just that you're like disappear in my life already. Hmm. Ask us out when you free okay! Miss you.


Lily, you're my best listener. Almost everything I can tell you. Of course you're my good friend too. Thanks for always being by my side and be there whenever I need you. We used to bicker, and thanks god we doesn't bicker anymore. Maybe the last time we bickered was like 1 year ago? Now, whatever we don't like about each, we point out. Isn't that great? It'll help us to improve our friendship and I like it. It's honest between us that makes our friendship gets better and this way friendship will last. Always here for you. Love you!


Weiting, the last time I saw you was like on Sixian's birthday bbq? Ye that was the last time I saw you. Heard from people that they saw you but I just didn't get the chance to see you. I miss you and I totally have nothing much to say to you. Moreover, just to let you know I'm always here for you. Put your boy/girl r/s aside if you can. Not worth it. He's meant to be yours, he's yours. If not just let it go. Don't think about it too much. Miss you sis.

PICNIC PICTURES UPDATED. : Thanks for the necklace Lily!

The last photo I took of her before she went back to Hainan Dao.



Photos Marlissa want.
Grab from here :)
In case you wonder what is this about.
Its about two secondary 1 student fighting and everybody were like kpo-ing including me.
LOL. First time happened and it was chidlish enough.
WANT TO FIGHT? FIGHT ALL THE WAY LIKE A FIGHTER MAN! O:
SCREAM *FIGHTER*! FUYOOH.





THE END.

Name: Wang/Ong Jiale
Age: 20
Nationality: Singaporean
Zodiac: Leo

Grandma & Family is always my top priority.
basketball, badminton, pingpong, softball.
I started to read books after twilight were published.
Hate heavy metal and techno, sucks.
movies, shopping, eating, studying.
soft-hearted. easily influence. friendly if you know me well.
anti-social by the face. talkative and nonsense.
true to friends and easily trust people.
loves to laughs, love to joke.

. Grandma to sit up soon!!
. FIFTH CHINA TRIP!!!!! <3
. Trip to KOREA, HONGKONG, TAIWAN, JAPAN AND NEWYORK
. Roam around the world
. Overseas trip with best buds

. FOLDED WALLET!!
. COLLAR LONG SLEEVE SHIRT!
. LONG SLEEVE DRESS!!!!!