Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 10:08 PM
Why is there humans and earth???
Nobody knows why.
LIFE is too much like a dream and I feel so untrue about it.
The first time in my life, I feel that humans sitting and walking around is just like ROBOTS.
Nonsense thoughts but it's really weird.
I was thinking if something that had happened which obviously cannot be change.
I was thinking all the IF(s). Like what if it didn't happen this way, but the other way round.
How will everything be like.....
Mum replied to my thoughts:
Why not you just say 'What if there is no humans on this earth'.
Ye, majority of us might think about this question but of course, never get an answer.
I told Mum:
Maybe there were no humans and earth to start with.
Experienced: the hard times, the good times. (suan tian ku la - sour sweet bitter hot)
Well... Now, I'm experiencing my young life, studying.
Followed by young adult which is working life?
Middle aged, retirement? And have a own family or maybe not.
Old, waiting to lie in the coffin.
It just totally feels like a dream, don't you think?
Once I step into the coffin, the dream will eventually end.
Even now, I can feel the keyboard, touch my own face, it feels like it's a short moment.
HA, I'm thinking too much. Nature take it own course la, Jiale.
Wanted go eat something good and work but end up visiting Grandma, which is also good!
GRANDMA, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!
I love you super much.
Nobody knows why.
LIFE is too much like a dream and I feel so untrue about it.
The first time in my life, I feel that humans sitting and walking around is just like ROBOTS.
Nonsense thoughts but it's really weird.
I was thinking if something that had happened which obviously cannot be change.
I was thinking all the IF(s). Like what if it didn't happen this way, but the other way round.
How will everything be like.....
Mum replied to my thoughts:
Why not you just say 'What if there is no humans on this earth'.
Ye, majority of us might think about this question but of course, never get an answer.
I told Mum:
Maybe there were no humans and earth to start with.
Experienced: the hard times, the good times. (suan tian ku la - sour sweet bitter hot)
Well... Now, I'm experiencing my young life, studying.
Followed by young adult which is working life?
Middle aged, retirement? And have a own family or maybe not.
Old, waiting to lie in the coffin.
It just totally feels like a dream, don't you think?
Once I step into the coffin, the dream will eventually end.
Even now, I can feel the keyboard, touch my own face, it feels like it's a short moment.
HA, I'm thinking too much. Nature take it own course la, Jiale.
Wanted go eat something good and work but end up visiting Grandma, which is also good!
GRANDMA, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!
I love you super much.
Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 11:02 PM
EBS preparatory work was just 1 practise.
CPA preparatory work was just 2 - 4 practise.
TOO LESS PRACTISES.
No choice. Just hope everyone can do well for EBS and CPA.
Good luck to all!
Finally, today got the time to visit Grandma as I skipped work today.
4 days didn't visit Grandma, feel like weeks. Grandma thought the same way too =)
Spent the time with her 5 hours today, so rare and I like.
From next week onwards, will be full of supplementary class and coursework I supposed.
Schedule will be so pack for the first time in my life, I guess.
Trying to love 2010, though many unpleasant things happened to me.
I believe tomorrow will be better! =D
Few days ago ate Night market' food, just ate few minutes ago and I'm SO SICK OF IT.
In one week, I ate twice and I'm so damn sick of it already.
Unlike in the past, I used to eat so much and didn't feel sick of it. Which's weird.
OH, somebody said I'm weird just by my face, appearance and JUST.. everything.
SO FUNNY, first time people said I am WEIRD. Which makes me burst out laughing like shit.
He's weird to say I'm weird. I'm just normal, like everyone. Or am I not? O:
WOOWOO~ Hiakhiakhiak ;) Can't wait for Shopping and Kobayashi on the 31st!
CPA preparatory work was just 2 - 4 practise.
TOO LESS PRACTISES.
No choice. Just hope everyone can do well for EBS and CPA.
Good luck to all!
Finally, today got the time to visit Grandma as I skipped work today.
4 days didn't visit Grandma, feel like weeks. Grandma thought the same way too =)
Spent the time with her 5 hours today, so rare and I like.
From next week onwards, will be full of supplementary class and coursework I supposed.
Schedule will be so pack for the first time in my life, I guess.
Trying to love 2010, though many unpleasant things happened to me.
I believe tomorrow will be better! =D
Few days ago ate Night market' food, just ate few minutes ago and I'm SO SICK OF IT.
In one week, I ate twice and I'm so damn sick of it already.
Unlike in the past, I used to eat so much and didn't feel sick of it. Which's weird.
OH, somebody said I'm weird just by my face, appearance and JUST.. everything.
SO FUNNY, first time people said I am WEIRD. Which makes me burst out laughing like shit.
He's weird to say I'm weird. I'm just normal, like everyone. Or am I not? O:
WOOWOO~ Hiakhiakhiak ;) Can't wait for Shopping and Kobayashi on the 31st!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 4:26 AM
Unexpected & vulnerable. SUCKS!! This's life. What can we do?
Enjoy to the fullest. Cherish whoever is important to you.
I guess I'm too cope up with stuffs or my brain are either thinking of schoolwork, lump, working and it really left my brain without a word or a image of Grandma for 2 days.
For the past week, I visited Grandma everyday or 6 days out of 1 week.
Now, only few minutes thinking of her, & continue busy with my stuffs.
I should be sleeping few hours ago but I've left my brain awake and ending up thinking of Grandma.
Thinking of the past she used to walk with her walking stick, pushing her to the market, seeing her eating with pleasure, talking to her friends with laughter.
WHY must it be like this now. WHY! WHY! WHY!
FUCKING HELL! Who can I blame? What to blame? Why should I blame?Sigh........... Fucking Life.
Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 1:05 AM
Reminder to self:
28 january - cpa coursework
29 january - 19 february - ebs coursework (internet research) TASK A preparatory work
26 february - 9 april - ebs coursework (non-internet research) TASK A assessed work
16 april - 7 may - ebs coursework (internet research) TASK B preparatory work
2 july - 6 august - ebs coursework (non-internet research) TASK B assessed work
4 - 12 october main examination period
EBS: Coursework (40%) and Theory (60%)
28 january - cpa coursework
29 january - 19 february - ebs coursework (internet research) TASK A preparatory work
26 february - 9 april - ebs coursework (non-internet research) TASK A assessed work
16 april - 7 may - ebs coursework (internet research) TASK B preparatory work
2 july - 6 august - ebs coursework (non-internet research) TASK B assessed work
4 - 12 october main examination period
EBS: Coursework (40%) and Theory (60%)
Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 10:22 PM
I'm very very very disappointed in you.
Utter disappointed in you.
Frankly speaking, this feels like a dream. For the sudden change in you.
The word 'sudden' strike me hard in the head. I feel my brain bursting, I felt vexed.
Now, I decide I shall heck care and I shall try to do it.
I think I'm one step to success. Though I still have that 60% susp
ecting you.
You don't love yourself. That's the fact. Its the fact that what you told me, its still a fact.
It feels like you're trying to prove something. As for me, I think you should live for yourself, not anybody.
You claimed you plainly want try which I believe is purely, I don't accept that.
I believe there is a reason behind it, though I was worried, I don't feel like giving a damn anymore.
Think of the positive way, at least there won't be more problems adding to my problems.
Tell you what, you feel like trying that, its silly and stupid to the core.
I feel like I don't understand you at all.
I don't know why I've this thought that it felt super like a dream.
I don't know why I've this thought that I can't talk to you like normal anymore.
Nor do I feel like seeing you cause I'll have that 2nd bad impression of you again.
Like you've gone insane or gone haywire.
You know who you're.
All I can say is this much, you promised, but promises can be broken.
Even if you make commitment, you might not fulfill it.
I hope you love yourself, if you do behind my back, I'll know.
Utter disappointed in you.
Frankly speaking, this feels like a dream. For the sudden change in you.
The word 'sudden' strike me hard in the head. I feel my brain bursting, I felt vexed.
Now, I decide I shall heck care and I shall try to do it.
I think I'm one step to success. Though I still have that 60% susp
ecting you.You don't love yourself. That's the fact. Its the fact that what you told me, its still a fact.
It feels like you're trying to prove something. As for me, I think you should live for yourself, not anybody.
You claimed you plainly want try which I believe is purely, I don't accept that.
I believe there is a reason behind it, though I was worried, I don't feel like giving a damn anymore.
Think of the positive way, at least there won't be more problems adding to my problems.
Tell you what, you feel like trying that, its silly and stupid to the core.
I feel like I don't understand you at all.
I don't know why I've this thought that it felt super like a dream.
I don't know why I've this thought that I can't talk to you like normal anymore.
Nor do I feel like seeing you cause I'll have that 2nd bad impression of you again.
Like you've gone insane or gone haywire.
You know who you're.
All I can say is this much, you promised, but promises can be broken.
Even if you make commitment, you might not fulfill it.
I hope you love yourself, if you do behind my back, I'll know.
Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 12:07 AM
Looking back at the photos, I really miss the times when Grandma can walked by herself.
Going out with her to market, seeing her buy things, eating with her, pushing her around.
Feels really fucking sad and tears is dripping in my heart.
NOW, EVERYTHING IS DIFFERENT.
What can I do to exchange this?
How I miss the times... )': FUCK IT BIG TIME!!!
How I miss the times... )': FUCK IT BIG TIME!!!
Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 10:21 AM
I actually slept at living room yesterday while watching some drama until the tv was on till today 7am in the morning.
Wtf, a waste of electricity.
!!!
Wtf, a waste of electricity.
!!!
Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 11:02 PM
I'm loving it~ I got the most comments compared to the whole class.
People wrote some thing like "WOW, YOU SO GOOD.", "Now, I hope I can be there.", "It's great you can contact with your distant relative.", "I want to go there sometime as I only went Malacca before.", "I want to go there, it looks like a palace."
Appreciated, classmates!!! (:
For your information, this picture and writing is talking about Hainan.
My beloved Grandpa and Grandma's hometown.
For a few seconds today, I was soft-hearted.
I MUST BE DETERMINE, I MUST BE!!!
You can do it, Ong Jiale!!!!!!!!!
Alright, get to the point.
I'm such a loser in managing time.
I want to plan a timetable for myself but it's hard.
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P.S: RANDOM PICTURES
People wrote some thing like "WOW, YOU SO GOOD.", "Now, I hope I can be there.", "It's great you can contact with your distant relative.", "I want to go there sometime as I only went Malacca before.", "I want to go there, it looks like a palace."
Appreciated, classmates!!! (:
For your information, this picture and writing is talking about Hainan.
My beloved Grandpa and Grandma's hometown.
For a few seconds today, I was soft-hearted.
I MUST BE DETERMINE, I MUST BE!!!
You can do it, Ong Jiale!!!!!!!!!
Alright, get to the point.
I'm such a loser in managing time.
I want to plan a timetable for myself but it's hard.
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P.S: RANDOM PICTURES
Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 4:06 PM
Now. Whatever I type below, I'm serious. Won't back out no matter what.
Unless things got really a big change. Which I believe a WON'T.
The truth is, I'm soft-hearted. Those who knows me well know I'm soft-hearted.
But I swear towards a thing, I won't be soft-hearted anymore. Which is repay.
I won't repay to Dad a single cent. The most I'll do is to repay Mum.
In the first place, Dad shouldn't played cheat, shouldn't want one more child which is me.
Mum didn't expect to be pregnant and give birth to me.
I was born because Dad played cheat, he doesn't even help to pay money for this family.
All he earned, just for his own, his own, his own. Gamble, maybe? And what else more.
Drink beer and what else more. Fucking idiot.
I once thought of when I start to work, how should I repay Dad when he sometimes give me pocket money for recess and that's just the money he give me. No else more.
Can you believe that? CAN YOU?
He owes Mum too much. Especially he just pay like 1/4 of the house bills.
HE NEVER GIVE MUM MONEY FOR GROCERIES, HOUSE BILLS, OR ANYTHING.
He suggested to give birth to me, he played cheat, yet he wasn't responsible towards it.
I didn't want to remember hatred at all, not at all.
But this kind of Dad, how can I don't remember hatred? How can I?
I even thought of repaying him, wtf. Why should I even?
I only need to repay Mum because she is responsible towards me, my sis and my bro.
Every single thing she pay, EVERY SINGLE THING.
She is like my Mum and my Dad. She plays two roles.
I don't even need a Dad who don't remember our birthday, don't care of my birthday, don't bother to buy a birthday cake, when I'd a school trip to Malacca for 3 days he didn't give me money, when I was a baby don't even bother to buy diaper etc whatever the baby needs, (every single thing Mum buy with her own hard earned money), many else more... which will be never finishing by his selfish-ness. I FUCKING CAN'T BELIEVE THIS.
ALL SINGLE THING MUM FORK OUT, MUM WORKED LIKE HELL.
Which I'll note it down, forever, till the day I lie in my coffin.
I won't change this thinking for not repaying cause so you know I must change to be hard.
I shan't be soft anymore. He push me that hard. He knows it.
He knows how much I sent messages to him to tell him how much I owe my friends money because he refused to give me money to pay the school things, top up money, whatever money.
Some things I used my own money, till left nearly $0, but know what?
Mum gave me the money again. Mum is the best. OF COURSE.
And also, guess what, the second person I should repay is Sis, my blood Sis.
Not the Dad which most people will be repaying or love.
SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED, SAD AND UNHAPPY. MANY MORE indescribable FEELINGS.
Now am only wanting to faster finish this grudges post.
Teared for why I've this kind of Dad.
Whom came to me laughing the repeating messages I sent asking him for money and he said that he will off his phone to avoid my messages. COOL thing he did.
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I remembered asking him to drive me to the hospital Grandma was in, in 2008 after I came back from Malacca, he denied, he left me in the van, I was crying, he even laughed.
THE MOST FUCKED UP THING IS THAT HE WANT ONE MORE CHILD AFTER MY SISTER, WHICH IS ME YET HE DON'T REMEMBER OUR BIRTHDAYS. WHAT IS THIS?!?!
Why did I wished him 'happy birthday' when I was in China. !!!
That is not right of me to do that. I shouldn't be so nice, I shouldn't do that.
He was happy in the phone hearing I wished him, you know.
I even thought of asking my blood sis to buy him a cake from my savings.
I swear I won't wish him or care his birthday ever again.
Other things, I'll note it down and remember in my heart, forever.
Thank you Mum and suck you Dad.
I LAZY TO LINE THIS POST PROPERLY, I SHALL END LIKE THIS.
Going off to visit Grandma. Bye everyone! I'm a remember hatred people if you push me way too far.
P.S: I know my english sucks at most point of the time but I don't bother to correct liao la. Too fucked up.
Unless things got really a big change. Which I believe a WON'T.
The truth is, I'm soft-hearted. Those who knows me well know I'm soft-hearted.
But I swear towards a thing, I won't be soft-hearted anymore. Which is repay.
I won't repay to Dad a single cent. The most I'll do is to repay Mum.
In the first place, Dad shouldn't played cheat, shouldn't want one more child which is me.
Mum didn't expect to be pregnant and give birth to me.
I was born because Dad played cheat, he doesn't even help to pay money for this family.
All he earned, just for his own, his own, his own. Gamble, maybe? And what else more.
Drink beer and what else more. Fucking idiot.
I once thought of when I start to work, how should I repay Dad when he sometimes give me pocket money for recess and that's just the money he give me. No else more.
Can you believe that? CAN YOU?
He owes Mum too much. Especially he just pay like 1/4 of the house bills.
HE NEVER GIVE MUM MONEY FOR GROCERIES, HOUSE BILLS, OR ANYTHING.
He suggested to give birth to me, he played cheat, yet he wasn't responsible towards it.
I didn't want to remember hatred at all, not at all.
But this kind of Dad, how can I don't remember hatred? How can I?
I even thought of repaying him, wtf. Why should I even?
I only need to repay Mum because she is responsible towards me, my sis and my bro.
Every single thing she pay, EVERY SINGLE THING.
She is like my Mum and my Dad. She plays two roles.
I don't even need a Dad who don't remember our birthday, don't care of my birthday, don't bother to buy a birthday cake, when I'd a school trip to Malacca for 3 days he didn't give me money, when I was a baby don't even bother to buy diaper etc whatever the baby needs, (every single thing Mum buy with her own hard earned money), many else more... which will be never finishing by his selfish-ness. I FUCKING CAN'T BELIEVE THIS.
ALL SINGLE THING MUM FORK OUT, MUM WORKED LIKE HELL.
Which I'll note it down, forever, till the day I lie in my coffin.
I won't change this thinking for not repaying cause so you know I must change to be hard.
I shan't be soft anymore. He push me that hard. He knows it.
He knows how much I sent messages to him to tell him how much I owe my friends money because he refused to give me money to pay the school things, top up money, whatever money.
Some things I used my own money, till left nearly $0, but know what?
Mum gave me the money again. Mum is the best. OF COURSE.
And also, guess what, the second person I should repay is Sis, my blood Sis.
Not the Dad which most people will be repaying or love.
SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED, SAD AND UNHAPPY. MANY MORE indescribable FEELINGS.
Now am only wanting to faster finish this grudges post.
Teared for why I've this kind of Dad.
Whom came to me laughing the repeating messages I sent asking him for money and he said that he will off his phone to avoid my messages. COOL thing he did.
__
I remembered asking him to drive me to the hospital Grandma was in, in 2008 after I came back from Malacca, he denied, he left me in the van, I was crying, he even laughed.
THE MOST FUCKED UP THING IS THAT HE WANT ONE MORE CHILD AFTER MY SISTER, WHICH IS ME YET HE DON'T REMEMBER OUR BIRTHDAYS. WHAT IS THIS?!?!
Why did I wished him 'happy birthday' when I was in China. !!!
That is not right of me to do that. I shouldn't be so nice, I shouldn't do that.
He was happy in the phone hearing I wished him, you know.
I even thought of asking my blood sis to buy him a cake from my savings.
I swear I won't wish him or care his birthday ever again.
Other things, I'll note it down and remember in my heart, forever.
Thank you Mum and suck you Dad.
I LAZY TO LINE THIS POST PROPERLY, I SHALL END LIKE THIS.
Going off to visit Grandma. Bye everyone! I'm a remember hatred people if you push me way too far.
P.S: I know my english sucks at most point of the time but I don't bother to correct liao la. Too fucked up.
Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 10:08 PM
Fireworks belongs to Hainan's island, I still miss there so freaking much.
How I envy this 2 girls' Grandma still can walk. Hai, ren bi ren qi si ren.
I never ever in my life walk with Grandma like the 2 girls above. I wish to do that 1 fine day.
How I envy this 2 girls' Grandma still can walk. Hai, ren bi ren qi si ren.
I never ever in my life walk with Grandma like the 2 girls above. I wish to do that 1 fine day.
SO SUPER SLEEPY RIGHT NOW. But, things is still undone, so that means I can't sleep yet.
WORTH IT, WORTH IT, SUPER WORTH IT.
Bedok to Ang mo kio everyday. Around a week $10 ezlink will be finished. I've a selfish Dad.
So.. I really don't know how to get from him top up money for ezlink when I think he won't give.
DAMN IT. Why I've this Dad and that friend? All selfish, petty, no brain and ridiculous.
I don't say people like that. I really don't. But because this 2 have gone way too much.
DAMN IT. Why I've this Dad and that friend? All selfish, petty, no brain and ridiculous.
I don't say people like that. I really don't. But because this 2 have gone way too much.
Its alright, I shall be tolerance.
Ok. Anyway, this's shocking and sad. Sis is sick. I hope she gets well soon!! She keep vomit.
Suddenly, I feel that I got to buck up on my thoughts and don't let anything affects me.
If not, how do I pay attention in lessons? That's so not good.
Alright, hope tomorrow school ends at 12.15pm if really got to end later, please, not too late.
I got to go Ang mo kio and visit Grandma before I go bugis at 7pm for some healthy talks.
I got to go Ang mo kio and visit Grandma before I go bugis at 7pm for some healthy talks.
Nobody understand. Only my family. So no point explaining about healthy talks.
I need around 3 hour ++ in walking, waiting for bus and bus ride. 1 - 2 hour with Grandma.
Shit it, I guess 5pm I got to start taking bus if not dang, late for the talks.
Aww..... So less hours with Grandma. Vexed about top up money from Dad. Damn.
PLUS THE FUCKING $3 for individual photo, why so fast take!!! I use my money till no money liao can.
Aww..... So less hours with Grandma. Vexed about top up money from Dad. Damn.
PLUS THE FUCKING $3 for individual photo, why so fast take!!! I use my money till no money liao can.
The selfish dad of mine also don't want return me my pathetic $3! Expect me to pay on my own for so many things.
What a dad. Very nice of you. Thank you.
Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 11:19 PM
LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING GRANDMA EVERYDAY.
I MEAN EVERY SINGLE DAY.
EVEN IF EXPECTATION, MAYBE I ALSO CAN'T BEAR TO STAY HOME AND GO VISIT BELOVED GRANDMA FOR A GOOD FEW HOURS.
Cool or not, Bedok to Ang Mo Kio. (Y)
Good or not, Ang Mo Kio to Bedok.
2 hours ++ ride plus all the walking.
Why didn't Grandpa buy a house near my house last time?!
Fated.
School officially reopen today. =)
Main target: Do well for N'level. Especially Math. Jiayou :D
Today was a fruitful day. Went to school in the morning, afternoon went home, followed by Grandma's house, night met Sixian for study session, no, tutor session instead.
She taught me math, thanks a lot. Appreciated that you forked out the time.
;)
1 hour ++ in bus from my house to Grandma's house and from Grandma's house to my house was so... a long ride. Nearly missed my stop, slept in the bus -__-"
Even though the fucking toilet queue today is very ridiculously long, waited for 10 -15 minutes when my bladder couldn't take it anymore.
Luckily still can hold on. If not dang, ha ha ha, urine on floor. NO LA, still can control I guess.
I just feel like saying, not complaining. For Grandma, just doing little things for her like:
Brushing her fake teeth for her (was scared to touch it last time), feeding her congee (she can feed herself, but not easy to, as the congee will drop on her shirt and know what, ants will come), helping her massage and so on.
Sigh. When old.. Every illness love to come. Unless you're really lucky.
So ya, like what Aunt June said, should book a old folks home for ourselves in the later future.
THINK TOO FAR. Ha-ha. Well, frankly speaking, I don't like when I old to be in a old folks home.
But even if, how, face the fact lor. If not just die there lor. See how my future childrens treat me la! LOL!
I love Grandma so much so much so much. Its worth to visit her everyday if I've the time.
Maybe an expectation for saturday. I want to freaking rest on a saturday at home.
For dramas or whatever. That'll be really nice.
*
I love to study. Hope it'll last. For 2 hours. Not bad, I think.
D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N
:)
I MEAN EVERY SINGLE DAY.
EVEN IF EXPECTATION, MAYBE I ALSO CAN'T BEAR TO STAY HOME AND GO VISIT BELOVED GRANDMA FOR A GOOD FEW HOURS.
Cool or not, Bedok to Ang Mo Kio. (Y)
Good or not, Ang Mo Kio to Bedok.
2 hours ++ ride plus all the walking.
Why didn't Grandpa buy a house near my house last time?!
Fated.
School officially reopen today. =)
Main target: Do well for N'level. Especially Math. Jiayou :D
Today was a fruitful day. Went to school in the morning, afternoon went home, followed by Grandma's house, night met Sixian for study session, no, tutor session instead.
She taught me math, thanks a lot. Appreciated that you forked out the time.
;)
1 hour ++ in bus from my house to Grandma's house and from Grandma's house to my house was so... a long ride. Nearly missed my stop, slept in the bus -__-"
Even though the fucking toilet queue today is very ridiculously long, waited for 10 -15 minutes when my bladder couldn't take it anymore.
Luckily still can hold on. If not dang, ha ha ha, urine on floor. NO LA, still can control I guess.
I just feel like saying, not complaining. For Grandma, just doing little things for her like:
Brushing her fake teeth for her (was scared to touch it last time), feeding her congee (she can feed herself, but not easy to, as the congee will drop on her shirt and know what, ants will come), helping her massage and so on.
Sigh. When old.. Every illness love to come. Unless you're really lucky.
So ya, like what Aunt June said, should book a old folks home for ourselves in the later future.
THINK TOO FAR. Ha-ha. Well, frankly speaking, I don't like when I old to be in a old folks home.
But even if, how, face the fact lor. If not just die there lor. See how my future childrens treat me la! LOL!
I love Grandma so much so much so much. Its worth to visit her everyday if I've the time.
Maybe an expectation for saturday. I want to freaking rest on a saturday at home.
For dramas or whatever. That'll be really nice.
*
I love to study. Hope it'll last. For 2 hours. Not bad, I think.
D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N
:)
Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 10:24 PM
Mum cooked congee today ;) Yummy.
- With prawn, meat, carrot, century egg and apparently, youtiao.
It's weird I'm starting to love century egg when I hate eating it last time.
I always like youtiao, especially just congee with one whole piece youtiao.
YUMMY YUMMY~
MY MATH SUCKS BIG TIME!
SOMEONE HELP ME!
DESPERATELY!
Too bad, it's too late. Not late if I can bring myself out and if anyone can help me is at home.
Didn't go expo and tampines. And yet I also can't make time for study in the afternoon.
Initially, Sixian was free, but she had tuition. Others not free. Aww.............................................................................................................................
Anyway, I didn't realised the time is 10.27pm now. I guess I'll be sleeping at 12am or earlier.
I'm actually very tired now, tomorrow there is school for the first day in 2010.
2010, WOW.
I guess I'll be writing mistake for worksheets for the year. Confirm write 2008.
Oh if you realise, I was on purpose, I mean 2009.
Now I'm going to like trying to work out on my maths, which my brain isn't really working.
MOREOVER, I'm a fucking dumb in math. How? Guess I won't complete the math worksheet. Confirm.
Never mind, shall seek help from teachers tomorrow or any day.
Thinking if I should go school with Shiela and Zulaika or Sharon.
Guess I would like to choose to be on my own with my own bicycle.
SO... after school go home and the usual, off to Ang Mo Kio to visit my lovely Grandma.
See you humans tomorrow!
P.S: GUESS WHAT! Today is the freaking first time I ate 'Angmoh durian'. It's sour yet quite nice. Hmm, don't like to eat too much too. Very sick. Just eat 1 small piece will be enough. (Y)
- With prawn, meat, carrot, century egg and apparently, youtiao.
It's weird I'm starting to love century egg when I hate eating it last time.
I always like youtiao, especially just congee with one whole piece youtiao.
YUMMY YUMMY~
MY MATH SUCKS BIG TIME!
SOMEONE HELP ME!
DESPERATELY!
Too bad, it's too late. Not late if I can bring myself out and if anyone can help me is at home.
Didn't go expo and tampines. And yet I also can't make time for study in the afternoon.
Initially, Sixian was free, but she had tuition. Others not free. Aww.............................................................................................................................
Anyway, I didn't realised the time is 10.27pm now. I guess I'll be sleeping at 12am or earlier.
I'm actually very tired now, tomorrow there is school for the first day in 2010.
2010, WOW.
I guess I'll be writing mistake for worksheets for the year. Confirm write 2008.
Oh if you realise, I was on purpose, I mean 2009.
Now I'm going to like trying to work out on my maths, which my brain isn't really working.
MOREOVER, I'm a fucking dumb in math. How? Guess I won't complete the math worksheet. Confirm.
Never mind, shall seek help from teachers tomorrow or any day.
Thinking if I should go school with Shiela and Zulaika or Sharon.
Guess I would like to choose to be on my own with my own bicycle.
SO... after school go home and the usual, off to Ang Mo Kio to visit my lovely Grandma.
See you humans tomorrow!
P.S: GUESS WHAT! Today is the freaking first time I ate 'Angmoh durian'. It's sour yet quite nice. Hmm, don't like to eat too much too. Very sick. Just eat 1 small piece will be enough. (Y)
Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 9:34 PM
Tomorrow is the last day of sales at expo.
Can't wait to go expo and tampines tomorrow.
Am feeling itchy mouth now, going to eat something I craved and like, tomorrow.
Ate many fruits today. I LIKE! It's weird I'm starting to like Banana. I don't used to like it.
Oh, I missed out the banana boat photos on the hainan's post. Shall post the photos here.
LAUGHS, banana~ I'm starting to like Banana and then it reminds me of the banana boat photos.
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This was taken by Mum's handphone, on 2009 April/May (when I stayed there for 1 month)
Now, taken by me, by Sis's camera, on 2009 November/December it has become like this!! Aww~
Can't wait to go expo and tampines tomorrow.
Am feeling itchy mouth now, going to eat something I craved and like, tomorrow.
Ate many fruits today. I LIKE! It's weird I'm starting to like Banana. I don't used to like it.
Oh, I missed out the banana boat photos on the hainan's post. Shall post the photos here.
LAUGHS, banana~ I'm starting to like Banana and then it reminds me of the banana boat photos.
I was still kind of terrified of it even though this's the second time I sat.
(see how tight I hold on to the handle or wtv, when everyone was so relaxed)
We still took a pledged, if whatever happens, its our own responsibility -__-
(see how tight I hold on to the handle or wtv, when everyone was so relaxed)
We still took a pledged, if whatever happens, its our own responsibility -__-
Hello, I don't know how to swim. Its scary. Like what happened in camp, luckily a guy saved me.
Everyone naturally smiled, but Suyin didn't look at the camera!! Wasted.
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Photos I left out, taken by Mum's phone. Ignore the background, HA HA. I fucking like the view!
I think Mum's handphone camera is not bad too ;)
This was taken by Mum's handphone, on 2009 April/May (when I stayed there for 1 month)
Now, taken by me, by Sis's camera, on 2009 November/December it has become like this!! Aww~
HOW? HOW? HOW?
I really miss Hainan a lot a lot a lot.
I really miss Hainan a lot a lot a lot.
Frankly speaking, the house, the food, the people there.
Fucking god. I wish to go back there on summer. (LOL, cause I really miss the dessert!!!!!!!!)
And of course not for the fucking dessert only la. Apparently, the people like I said Uncle, Second cousin, Neenee and relatives.
And of course not for the fucking dessert only la. Apparently, the people like I said Uncle, Second cousin, Neenee and relatives.
I know its not highly possible to go back there on summer. $$.
Sian. Sian. Sian.
Long time never use this word.
Sian. Fucking sian.
Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 12:04 AM
I observed 2 of the cats at my house area love to look at my basketball. Made me think a lot.
(I don't know why would I observe cats out of a sudden. When I'm not even observant.)
I think I'm really unlucky yesterday. I got my both end toes red, shoe thing came out and watch's diamonds dropped.
Played basketball with Sixian, even though both toes was pain, still tolerable. Lucky for that.
Mum said that the shoe I wore yesterday is a unlucky shoe, like bus 45 came late for 2 times, that's rare.
I think I agree.
Seriously, the shoe is very uncomfortable even though the appearance look nice.
I feel like throwing it. I guess I'm throwing it.. Quite unbearable to. Throwing $$ away.
Alright, I would like to introduce you all a movie which is 'I Love You Man'!
For me, its really a thumps up movie!!!
Time for me to start to get use to growling stomach-
;)
(I don't know why would I observe cats out of a sudden. When I'm not even observant.)
I think I'm really unlucky yesterday. I got my both end toes red, shoe thing came out and watch's diamonds dropped.
Played basketball with Sixian, even though both toes was pain, still tolerable. Lucky for that.
Mum said that the shoe I wore yesterday is a unlucky shoe, like bus 45 came late for 2 times, that's rare.
I think I agree.
Seriously, the shoe is very uncomfortable even though the appearance look nice.
I feel like throwing it. I guess I'm throwing it.. Quite unbearable to. Throwing $$ away.
Alright, I would like to introduce you all a movie which is 'I Love You Man'!
For me, its really a thumps up movie!!!
So far, this is the first movie which makes me feel like watching it more even until after the ending.
Time for me to start to get use to growling stomach-
;)
