Tomorrow'll be the new start of 2009.

A happy sandwich made by Weisiong and I. Idea from me or Weisiong? -forgotten
But I remember we got praised by teacher! :)


Seldom talk to Grandma cause I don't know hainanese.
She's just always saying 'xiexie' or 'thank you' to me then I'll only smiled back.
Cause I can only smile, lol. I reply 'welcome', she also won't understand.
So... the point is I'd a few conversation with grandma just now. And am happy:)
I find Grandma damn cute lah, in fact, I've always find her cute.
I browsed through my past entries and I saw a sentence which is.
' I wish Grandma can walk on her own, at least with a walking stick. '
And it has come true, which I got to thanks god.

Cancelled movie trip for 'Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging'.
Seems like buying white bra is more important, first.
As Mum seldom have time, and school's going to reopen in 7 days time, damn.
=.= Please don't reopen school can. CONFIRM CANNOT. Zzzz.

Me, myself and I :)

Happy 15 Birthday Sixian'Jie!

Though we're not best of friend anymore,
I still treasure you as much as before.
Cherish this friendship of ours.
Of cause, every precious friend of mine too.
Sometimes there tends to have little gossip.
But life's like that, people gossip and doing whatever human should.
So.... I can understand even if people say me alittle.
Saying me said things from other people's mouth.
I didn't mean harm, yet it sound as if I meant harm.
Wasn't being a kpo, so hope people stop pushing all the blame on me.
People know who they are, I didn't tell you things means I didn't.
Just admit it you heard from people saying I said.
And not I said it to you, but other people told you I said.
Well, bbq yesteday was definitely fun. Cause of everybody was there.
I didn't ate much, and so does majority of them.
Its a waste that we threw all those leftover food away.
As those boys nagged this black, that black.
Its like that for bbq what, no common sense.
If there's a cake, it'll be perfect. If Alex thought of it.
After all those cleaning, Shiela, Suvd, Racy, Sharon and Lily cabbed home.
Guoxiang, Hanxiang, Alex and their friends + we girls, Shuyuan, Liyin, Weiting and Sixian walked over to ehub watched mid-night show 'Yes Man'.
Not up to my expectation, but its still alright.
Thanks to Guoxiang as he helped me forked out 5.50bucks.
Thanks to Liyin's cousin, lol. He still self-praised himself good leh.
Good lah you. LOL. Finally another show cut off from my list.
Can't wait for expo and movies time!
School reopen in 9 days time, damn.
I so don't want, man.
abraham, classes, scoldings, faces, nagging, books, quarrels, whatever.

85 soon, sisters!
More photos upload tmr! Stay tuned! :P

Fuck, made me teared like hell just now.
Recipe was lost, and I fount it quite creepy.
As everything went creepy, I kept lost things and found it at the very end.
Guess cause I spouted nonsense, and leg went pain the next day.
I shall not think much and everything'll be alright.

Found back recipe, feeling very relived and happy of course :D
Later heading on to Shiela's house first and followed by Sharon's house.
Then cab to pasir ris and bbq I supposed.

Anyway, photos of yesterday with Sis will be posted soon.
Went out with Sis and Mum yesterday to vivo. (:
Long time never went out with them yo.
The food Sis treated us was fabulous, so does the dessert.
But its expensive! And its fattening. Aha. Still, I'm gonna miss it.
Organic, shopping, food, dessert. :P

Yesterday I kept wanted to pluck off my nose pimple, cause it's been staying there for long.
Finally I plucked it off today, and it's so nice to be clear with no pimple. Woo.
And, after going so many places, Elynia cousin sent us to bugis by flying (driving) after they sent us home and visited grandma.
We went to the temple to pray awhile first.
When mum, elynia, aunt and I was walking passed a thing which look like a statue painted in gold and a basket with a real 2dollar sticked on the basket.
At first, I was wondering.. Why do a statue need donation?
Then I thought, this statue looks like a human and told mum about it.
Mum've no respones, so I heck care and didn't thought much too.
Went in to pray for awhile, and it was real fast, faster than when I was with mum. HAHA.
Mum's always slow, no choice, but I still love her for that.
Then, we walked back and passed by the gold statue again.
Aunt suddenly asked me 'You want to get punish and stand on there too'?
I was like 'Huh, don't want'.
*actually i don't know what aunt was saying*
Thus she said 'The golden man'! *pointing to the golden man*
I had a shocked and went 'O.O'.
Mum and I stopped, mum gave me 2dollar and told me to give the golden man.
As mum said it's hard for him to stand there for Idk how many damn hours.
And he doesn't even blink, or move. That's cool and a difficult thing to do you know.
He just totally look like a statue! That's so amazing and so cool.
Then, I went over to him and faster dropped in the 2bucks mum gave.
I didn't dare to look at him, and I faster walked back to mum's side.
Mum told me to look at him when I was far away from him and he did some movement and said 'thank you'.
It was really cool and funny, I told you. I kept thinking about it when I left that place.
Mum even suggested to go back there as it's a pity I didn't took his picture!!!
He can actually stand there without blinking, moving and totally, he looks like a statue.
But he's totally human, whenever a person put money into the basket, then he'll move.
Soooo.. it's really hard for him. I only see me putting the money inside the basket, and actually alot people don't know he's a human.
Then everyone looked at him with surprised, only. No money insert into the basket. LOL.
Serious speaking, I admirer him for that. He's a great artist. Really cool.
:D


Last but not least, I'm very happy! :D *winkwink*
Mum bought me 1 sling bag and 1 handbag I wanted long ago.
Still, I told mum I owned her money for these 2 bag and I hope I can return mum $100 fast enough when school reopen.
I must scrimp and save!!! I'm not young anymore. Wahaha.
Oh ya, and mum bought me a watch which I like it alot too.
Long time never have a watch with me, as I kept made spoilt of it =x
Rough me. Opps. I love mum for that and I dislike dad for only earn and feed himself and not we, his daughters and son. Irresponsible.
Grr.

Grandpa passed away for 2 years.
Went to pray with mum and relatives.
Had a full breakfast, still I prefer my school luo mee!
Shit.... I not deciding to eat for 1 whole year in sucky school canteen then how can I get to eat?
Never mind, one fine day. WAHAHAHAHAHA.
Went to quite alot of place today, went to Idk whose condo today.
It was cool, big, comfortable. Big for the living room.
As for the kitchen, it's small and squeezy, so does the rooms.
Its real comfortable as you walked by the living room.
Still, I prefer living in flat. =)
Though uncle thought I would like condo more.

A sad thing I can't go buy bbq's things with sisters tmr.
But I finally can go out with sis and mum.
And yet a very happy thing is.. I received my first chrismas present! O:
By elynia cousin, she's sure sweet, though it's 4 days early. :)
Unsure if sisters is disappointed, but this year I've no $$ to buy chrismas's presents for them.
So sorry dearies, hope you all don't mind!
Though I don't celebrate chrismas, but.. I still like presents rolling by my side. HAHAHA.

By the way, we'd a hard time finding my grandmother ashes + photo.
In the end, we realised we were at the wrong floor :O
Bent till my knee went soft, but its alright.
We went to pray grandpa first, it was a surprised mum, aunty and elynia cousin didn't teared.
Yet I teared, and I really just couldn't helped much but teared.
Perhaps they just hold'on their tears as they could.
I miss grandpa very much, but doubt he knows.
Cos he doesn't even know where's my new house.
I want to dream of him, but I just can't dream of him.
Its really a pity he can't visit our new house, very pity...

Misses him always, every now and then.
Forever;

What's wrong with stone.
Mum do everything for us, but him...?
If you ask me what's bad with my mum, of course there'll be something bad, but only 1.
That is... naggy. That's all because she worry about us, so no comment.
Majority of the parents are naggy, so what's wrong, I should even appreciate that my mum are a nag.
Dad don't even nag, he only bark unnecessary.
He came back from work, sponsor us money everynow and then necessary, then nvm.
But he don't even give us money when necessary, only give me money like once in a month.
I got to open my mouth first before his hand take out ten bucks to my pocket.
And sometimes he do talk behind me, bro, mum, grandma, or even sis sometimes.
Where the hell would a father do that right? Want talk, talk infront of us and teach us right.
(how old liao, still want badmouth we all, his childrens/wife/in-law)
Even if he want teach us, he also don't have any good etc to teach us, unlike mum.
I know, mum knows and Idk who else knows stone's unhappy with grandma staying here, right now, at our house.
But mwhahaha, a good point is, he doesn't even have the rights to be unhappy about it.
Cos mum support this family all the while, fyi.
This's all fate, mum've this husband, we've this dad. But this's fate, so how can we deny it.
Yet for mum, whenever I don't need open my mouth, she at least will give me some money necessary and sometimes unnecessary.
Cos.. just 1 reason. She truly dote on me, perhaps you would say too-over, but she doesn't want I get cheated by baddie cos of money.
I understand, and when sch reopen, I must keep pester dad for my recess, ezlink top up money etc.
You ask me how much mum fork out for me, of course x10000000 compared to stone.
I still need to open my mouth before his hand do.
Whereas mum'll give me without me asking or when I ask her, she won't avoid me, like how dad does.
I merely ask stone for 10bucks 4th time from oct till now.
Compared to stone how much mum had gave me. x5 compared to dad? (in this holidays)
I won't count how much mum gave. Cos I know mum's always the one, who won't ask for repay when she did so much for us.
Though she nag, but which parent won't nag?
At least she nag, not like stone, he won't nag, he'll bark unnecessary.
Sooo.. I know definitely I'll repay a good mum like mine. And won't rmb how much $$ she give me.
Cos I know she's the one who always fork out the most, be it food, clothes, electricity etc etc.
And I'll definitely rmb stone gave me how much, cos... he's too stingy and will keep nag about his smelly money.
Like as if I want take his money, I just don't want mum the one who always fork out money.
As a man, he should fork out more. Take from him that less already good on him lor. Fuck la.
So smelly, also cannot auto abit go bath after his work, still want share the same living room and watched tv with me.
Fyi, his money, he use for his own expenses. Not for us, man.
Still anyhow touched my head when his fucking hand's so dirty. Yucks.
I really don't feel like telling people I've him as a dad. Like how sis don't mentioned 'dad' this word in front of her friends.
Nvm, he smelly, I tolerate and watched the same tv with him and stayed in the same living room with him.
I merely just change to other channel from 56, and he keep barked.
Then nvm, I changed back to 56 cause I also wanted to watch 56, after I switched back, he switched to channel 8.
@#$%^&()! #(#(#*(@*(&$(&!(&(#!($*U(!*()*@(#*)!#*()
Since I also cannot tolerate his smelly smell, I went back to room, now I'm here blogging.
Sprayed perfume and putting vicks on my nose also won't helped, it only make it worst.
How worst can it be this time, damn.

I don't wish to say dad too. But this's really... too intolerable.
You know I can write alot more, but there's no end to it if once I start typing.
And I'll be bringing him down more and more in front of you readers.
Whatever that is. I don't want to even depend on him.
Only want repay from me when he never even do anything much for me.
(from his smelly mouth he kept saying 'doubt you'll repay me')
Serious speaking, where the hell will a dad say a sentence like this?!?!?!
Yet mum is the one who do everything for us and who doesn't want repay.

Moreover, I know for sure I'll repay mum. Him too, but not by $$.
Only by some things I'll do, I won't say how I'll do it to repay him.
Definitely not money, cause he'll use away for beer and so on.
So what's the point?

Blame me on my fate, my family's fate.
But mum's the most poor one.
I always say I'll try to help mum with housework and so on..
And I realised I'm lazy to help, don't know how to help, and all sort of excuses I've in my brain.

I remember when I was a kid I used to pluck the flower anywhere I saw and sucked on it with my friends.
HAHAHAHA, sounds dumb and stupid don't we. But we still sucked on it.
LOL. Well, we're lucky nothing happened to us or are we infected with any illness or what.
Just heard that it can be suck, thus we sucked. Haha.
Actually the taste is quite nice, if I didn't remember wrongly.

最近，情绪很不好。
我觉得很不快乐，可是又不想分享。
不知为什么。可是我还是会快乐的，一定会的！（=


Didn't turned up for Weiting and Merlene's date.
So does Xinyi and Huimin.
Hope there's a chance to see them when school reopen.
Apparently, not referring to Weiting and Huimin.
Will be able to see Huimin damn often, as for Weiting quite often lah.
:)


Finally going to alter skirt later on.
I'm so gonna go to salon and have a hair cut later on.
Can't take it, man! So thick and messy.
As well as to trim my eyebrown! Aha.
Being a girl is quite troublesome uh, but its like that.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Its time for me to cut my hair! Very soon.. thick and messy hair I've man.

This isn't the way how a dad should look at his daughter.
but forget it, he has always been so.... ridiculous.
shan't carry on tales about him.

I don't want be like him keep talking tales behind people like a coward yet don't dare say infront of people.
Though tit for tat is always in my mind.

Get to the point, didn't expect all the groceries bought were so damn heavy.
I got to bite my lip all the way from inter shengsiong to ntuc to wait for dad to drive us home.
Luckily he wasn't late, if not I kill him! Just kidding.
Now, I feel abit pain in my hand. I sprained my fucking hand!!
Apparently, my waist and my leg!! =.=
Didn't sleep for the whole day again, eyebag more bigger, but it doesn't matter, for now.
All I need now is money for sth upcoming, but I really too tired and have no strength to work today.
Guess I got to cancel 1 of the movie trip with people I never watch movie before with and for the other one I got to see first. Sigh.

Off to sleep now. Tata.

Sleeping in disorder sucks. But I got to do that.
Can't sleep in the midnight is my habit nowadays and you can't expect me to change this habit overnight.
Luckily the twilight book Sis bought for me weeks ago I managed to read from page 1 to 94 yesterday when in the first place I merely just turned 2 pages and lost interest in it.
But the yesterday-awake-me actually read it like there's no tomorrow!
Cool yo! No wonder majority loves it and people whom doesn't love reading storybook like me eventually falls in love with it.

I admire the author for it, Stephenie Meyer.

Even all my favourite shows I'm giving it up and catching it some other year!! MWHAHAHA.
That's so a joke. I'm so gonna catch it when I've the mood for shows! :)

Finally went to bugis yesterday after so long!
I thought I wouldn't see anything I like.
But then I saw the handbag I wanted long ago.
Sis helped me ordered it online, but as there's not much people ordering it.
Thus the order cancelled, the handbag I saw at bugis has the different colour but same pattern from the one I saw online.
Now I'm so in need of money cause of sth important, but I'm gonna buy that bag if only the colour is ok.

PLEASE INFORM ME IF YOU KNOW WHERE GOT SELL THIS KINDA BAG.
IN FULL DETAILS PLEASE.

Name: Wang/Ong Jiale
Age: 20
Nationality: Singaporean
Zodiac: Leo

Grandma & Family is always my top priority.
basketball, badminton, pingpong, softball.
I started to read books after twilight were published.
Hate heavy metal and techno, sucks.
movies, shopping, eating, studying.
soft-hearted. easily influence. friendly if you know me well.
anti-social by the face. talkative and nonsense.
true to friends and easily trust people.
loves to laughs, love to joke.

. Grandma to sit up soon!!
. FIFTH CHINA TRIP!!!!! <3
. Trip to KOREA, HONGKONG, TAIWAN, JAPAN AND NEWYORK
. Roam around the world
. Overseas trip with best buds

. FOLDED WALLET!!
. COLLAR LONG SLEEVE SHIRT!
. LONG SLEEVE DRESS!!!!!