I see Grandma yawn , I also yawn .
She's cute as always, but she just not lucky enough to've a pair of strong leg.
She wants to walk, all of us know. We pity her that she can't walk too.
I can see from her eyes full of envious when she saw those old folks who can walk so well.

Visited Grandma in hospital with Mum today.
Tomorrow onwards, I would continue to visit her till she can be discharge from hospital.
The scene that how Grandma fall yesterday's really painful and scary, it kept refresh in my mind.
I can't help but feel heartache. Its so saddening to hear Grandma keep saying that she want die can't die.
May god/grandpa bless her, since 7th month's around the corner.
I believe if Grandpa knows that Grandma's in the hospital, he'll protect her for sure.
I shall go bath and sleep soon, damn sleepy.
God bless & ... May grandma get well soon! :D
I and we'll never give up on Grandma, she must not give up too.
I love her, and I believe everybody in my family loves her too.. <3

Fuck . This couldn't be more worst .
Why must this happened to me , again ?
First , I got shocked by Grandma when she sit on the bed.
After that , I sayang-ed her and hugg-ed her as usual and went to the living room to continue watching television .
How the mother fucking hell this happened again lah !
I scream-ed like fuck-ed when I heard "bong bong bong" !
Followed by Mum scream-ed after that .
Grandma just fall down and knock-ed her head , damn saddening )':
1 big balugu behind her head , I was damn panicked and scared .
Were shivering and nearly cried , luckily Mum and Brother was there .
Brother remembered the private emergency ambulance number . Luckily !
And luckily Brother's home , as I don't know how to do anything .
Grandma's so pitiful , being old and weak's terrible .
Somemore , she don't have energy at all to get up plus she's too heavy .
I don't even dare to hold her up as her flesh's very soft . I scare I might hurt her .
There's only Mum and I to hold her up , it can't be helped .
Ambulance just came , the 2 indian guy's damn strong .
They carried Grandma up in just 2 minutes like that .
Gonna sacrifice my sleep for Grandma , but its okay .
Its worth it if its for Grandma .
Just that , I won't be able to concentrate in school tomorrow .
Well , since I never really study anyway .
Why not accompany Mum to the hospital and as well to accompany Grandma ?
Its okay , its alright , its gonna be fine .
But I'm really sleepy now ): I wonder if I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart .
As I feel I'm so not a human now . Crazy ,,,
Sigh . May god bless Grandma .
May god bless Grandma ):

I'll sacrifice anything just for Grandma ,
even death . I'm willing .

Waaa , damn cool arhxszsx !
Today I vent all my anger on Mdm T .
Its like , wtf lor , Mirza's in the wrong to step on so called my table , as always .
She still helped him , served you right for being so kpo lor .
I scolded her "she sucks, v and alot more" .
Yeah , I do sounds rude and bad to her .
But I don't give a fucking damn , when she go and kaopei kaobu at me & mind people business .
Wtf Wtf Wtf . Seriously fucking hate her laaaahh .

Its like walao, I treat "her" as one of my friend.
Cause I give her face, I don't want to embarrass her, don't want to start trouble.
Yet this's what she give me? HYPOCRITE BEHAVIOUR.
BEING ARROGANT, PROUD AND INNOCENT WON'T BRING YOU ANYWHERE LOR.
Stop stepping lian when you know you ain't one.
And as well, I don't step lian with you.
I talk reasons and don't backstab you if you don't offence me.
Its like we've been friends for so long, yet you still never change.
Still the same hypocrite behaviour. Sucksss.
WHY?!?!! You tell me why la. What did I do to deserve this?
Did I done anything wrong to you? NO.

Seriously, I don't think I can hold on no more when you still keep your that hypocrite-ness, attitude-ness and proud-ness.
Especially, when you act INNOCENT.
Sorry hor,,, I'm not boys.
This don't work on me:)
Why not we just be strangers, it'll be fine.
I don't wanna upset myself anymore cause of you.
Neither pissed almost everyday because of your fucking attitude and fucking fake-ness.
Seriously you do sucks at that.

Lonely , find us .
Got friends , dump us .
"THUMPS UP"

I shouldn't pity you in the first place . SHOULDN'T BE SO SOFT HEARTED!

Your not a true friend to say .
Fuck off , whore .

No matter how healthy a person may be, there always tempt to be accident.


Indians talk ahbunehneh language!
Don't treat me like a fool and talk infront of me la!
Fuck you all, indian :D Like as if I would.
Too cheap for you all. Whore'll suit you, indians, better(:

Dm's being kind, seriously.
And I like her when she's so gentle.
Omfg, so in love with her gentle-ness.
Must be mad,,, hahaha! xD
Walked pass sec4 class to take books for Mdm Tan.
Before I saw Dm. Huimin said she might be around 2nd floor, and tada, before I could let down my hair.
She caught me! But to my surprise, she was so gentle. (partly because sec4 were having exams)
That was so hush, lucky! :) After school, I went to see her.
She shouted at 2 girls, that do scare me!
I'm afraid of her loud voice and stare, that's all.
I don't wish her to've bad impression of me, which'll leads me to NO GOOD.
By the way, before I went to see her, she did caught my long nails.
I listened to her and cut my long nails away.
I'd a hard time growing it ok >):
Never mind, think positively, nails'll grow.

Alright, I'll try not to be late for the 4th time already.
As I'd been told, if I'm late for the 4th time, I'll get offence slip.
FYI, Dm always love to say it alot more serious when it ain't really serious.
Its okay, as long as she'll make us get scared. Why not?
Last but not least, faster faster change math teacher lah!
EOY's around the corner, yet I like mother fucker 1 single thing also don't know about math -.-"

YEAH! Gonna throw my drafts all in here.. :D
By the way, I got a "new name" call Jiali by Dm -.-"

Sometimes, I wonder if I smile to cover that incident in me or I smile cause I'm really happy that it happens.
I know, somebody purposely wanted to show me something.
I purposely avoided it, when I shouldn't.
Cause somebody must know I don't give a damn.
LOL, apparently.

Miss Toh might've some bad opinion about me.
But I believe, that isn't the way to treat a student if you don't like him/her.
Cause a teacher's supposed to treat every single student equally, no matter he/she's ugly/handsome/pretty/fat/thin/or more.
Hey, even though my form teacher got some misjudge towards me cause I sometimes am rude to her, I admit.
Especially when I come pms, or he/she attitude's a teacher shouldn't have it.
If not, its because he/she's biased.

By the way, my form teacher gave me my birthday present in advance(:
Thanks Miss Marinah, appreciate it ^^
Will post the picture soon.. :D

I think I'm smart! xD

I'm still here finding topic to blog away.
When I got to meet my girlfriends in 30minutes time.
I haven't even prepare and I got to make-up.
Hahaha, how clever.
I'm gonna post some kfc pictures.
As, I kinda miss kfc. LOL!
Just some random post with random pictures.
Update more tomorrow, okok? :)

Kiss my ass. Save your saliver dude. Don't tell me you're sorry and all. Sick of it.
Mak kau, I can't be bothered. Anyway, your mum pussy's damn smelly(:
Its a so what what what compliment. Thanks me for that, "hunk"?
You think you're a "hunk"?? Boss? KISS MY PUSSY LA.
Mind you, you're nothing in my eyes. Just a lump of shit. Kanasai, shit you ok.

Once again, Grandma's cute.
Once I agreed to bring her to the market, she jumped to joy.
Haa, and I love her shy looks. Especially when I hugged her.
Actually I should be rollar blading in the ice happily now. >):
But because I've to save money for things, and as well, I don't even know Lily's malay friends.
So yah, perhaps next time I'll go with my sisters, it'll be more enjoyable yea?
And even if I, today, go and make friends with Lily's malay friends.
I wouldn't play with them like crazy, as they're different from my close friends.
Still, will feel awkward to hold them when I gonna fall or something.
Its something like that I would say.
I can sense that Lily's disappointed, but that's the same thinking for majority even my Mum:)
OHYA! I actually went ice skating with Marlissa and Nastriya before.
(suddenly rmb)
Alright, gonna go and continue my shows. Bye lovelies. :D

One of my favourite china girl so far:D . But she's far too shy to look at the camera and she's damn tall compared to me >):


The gentlements with Miss Hanah.


The ladies with Miss Hanah.


Last year, 2007 ( i hide behind )


This year, 2008


The balloons making session with the fushun students.


Completed by the fushun students.

Cute la him. Power seh. (the balloons he made)




She's very willing to take photo with me lor.

It's been 1 month++ since I last worked.

Walao, really sick of my math teacher, Mdm Tan.
She always talk then suddenly no air, as always.
I know I'm bad to say that, but if you talk always suddenly no air then don't be a teacher larh -.-
So difficult to concentrate, if you're a good teacher, never mind.
But you're very unreasonable, loves to make trouble, loves to call dm and complain about us.
Its like wth, what wrong've we done if we really wanna change you to another teacher?
Just that some of us don't bother to complain, some bothers, but never got the chance to.
Principal's always busy.
But that's not the point, the point is.
End-of-year, is around the corner.
WE MUST SCORE GOOD GRADES FOR OUR MATHEMATICS.
If this carry on, I doubt we'll get promote to sec3 lor.

Anyway, I don't like being jobless.
Even though I don't have a job, I'm very restless everyday.
I'm sure, if I go back to my job, sure damn tired and can't concentrate in class.
But I miss doing and miss getting pay. Haha.
The feeling of independent's great, really.
And right, Mdm Tan even threaten me to call my Mum if I never hand in my math worksheet.
Made me've to promise her I'll bring tomorrow for sure -.-"
Its like LOL lor, so childish.
I bet I'll not complete the worksheet anyway, its like I don't even know anything.
Argh, sucks lah. I even get 7/30 for math test.
This's not something which I can be proud of.
But better than 0 la, when a teacher's so lousy, and when I always make a fool in class.
This result's OK already. Wahahahaha.
Mum urge me to've tuition, I insisted not to.
Actually, I really want, just that I always can't concentrate and feel like sleeping if I try too hard.
Perhaps I'm weird, really not use to be the hardworking me like sec1.
Argh,,,,, forget it.
I'm just gonna think of fun things like...... MALACCA TRIP.
Thinking of it makes me high-woo-lalala! :DDD
Oh my gosh. Sec3's tagging along, 3 person.
Better not the malay guys or girls or chinese guys. Sucks.
Better all don't go la. Easier. HAHAHAHA.



I think, I really think I'm gonna be crazy like what the chinese-teacher says, I always call her dong mei. Liu dong mei lao shi from china says "You might be insane if you continue think of rubbish and anyhow talk"
God don't make me mental please.
No laughing matter.
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Siao la.

Tried so many of the kebaya and kurung costume, yet I wear which one in the end?
Very obvious laahh. :D

Name: Wang/Ong Jiale
Age: 20
Nationality: Singaporean
Zodiac: Leo

Grandma & Family is always my top priority.
basketball, badminton, pingpong, softball.
I started to read books after twilight were published.
Hate heavy metal and techno, sucks.
movies, shopping, eating, studying.
soft-hearted. easily influence. friendly if you know me well.
anti-social by the face. talkative and nonsense.
true to friends and easily trust people.
loves to laughs, love to joke.

. Grandma to sit up soon!!
. FIFTH CHINA TRIP!!!!! <3
. Trip to KOREA, HONGKONG, TAIWAN, JAPAN AND NEWYORK
. Roam around the world
. Overseas trip with best buds

. FOLDED WALLET!!
. COLLAR LONG SLEEVE SHIRT!
. LONG SLEEVE DRESS!!!!!