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Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 8:50 PM
I got like quite a number of things to blog about.
But forgotten, HAHAHAHA! Sister was occupied with the computer.
But its okay, haha, of course it got to be okay.
I got so many shows to catch, as usual.
Sort of can't wait to see Luozhixiang (known as xiaozhu) this coming friday at eastpoint.
I hope I'm not too lazy to go see him in real life. HOHO!
Just now was out with Lily for early lunch?
Saw Clarre (unsure of the spelling), then she sat with us and ate Wanton noodle with us.
Spoke to her quite a number of things about school. Never ending, man.
She went home and Lily and I headed to some places and in the end went to 35 to slack.
YEAH! I didn't buy bubble today, around 3 days I didn't drink it.
A uncle spoke to us when we were under block 35, he's pityful.
As he's alone, without a wife and children.
He has got slibling, but his sister doesn't often visit him.
So as you can see how pityful he is. He always eat packed food and drink coke.
He has got a weak pair of leg and heart problem, he told us he just had a operation on his heart.
He used to be a teacher and he has a cert until University, how pity he doesn't have a family.
Kinda wasted, but at least he has some cash with him. The point is, he was a teacher so I don't uds why he doesn't have the cash to marry.
Well................. Nvm. Hope he'll eat more as he said sometimes he have no choice but to skip breakfast, lunch and dinner the whole day.
He gave us his number and I told him to find us for help whenever he need to.
Had a nice chat with him but I don't like his cigarette's smell -.-
Its difficult to quit smoking thus can understand.




Somemore photos to be uploaded next time.
YOU WANT SEE OUR STUPID PHOTOS?
You can't see it cause we're so gonna keep it for ourselves to see. HAHA.
Too STUPID to be SEEN.

Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 6:36 PM
I suddenly miss the time with my loud and hypocrite long friend! O:
Should I be sad? I don't know.

@ 3:01 PM
I love dm as much as that time! O:
I love it when she spoke to me so nicely.
We talked about things, I don't mind staying back, seriously.
Maybe I got to thanks somebody. But I'm not going to do so, obviously.
We had a nice talk with dm. I didn't know I was attitude to her last time.
As she said I was! Suddenly I remembered the incident when I got caught by her the second day in secondary 1 cause I didn't dye back my hair to black thus I cried.
Wanted to joke about this, but too bad, I forgotten. HAHA.
Its rather fun to talk to her, for 20minutes, man. We stood there for 20minutes -.-
Well.... She said I'm snobbish...? (is it meaning proud?) When I was sec 1 and 2.
She said my skirt are short as I look tall and elegant. Do I......? o;
I feel so honoured to get praised and at the same time to get said being proud):?
But I don't feel anything bad la, as many people told me I look proud/anti-social.
Many people said my sis too. And its normal la. HAHA. Only to strangers btw.
To dm.......... I guess its cause I don't want to get caught by her or sth? I've no idea actually.
Didn't know she'll noticed me man. Am I honoured.
SO I hope people stop asking me about the past friend and oh, thanks to those who didn't tagged me (-.-) but said my post regarding 'her' is touching.
Last talk about her, just hope she'll make better friend and stop mixing with those childish hooligans and have a better life.
Oh, and dm says it might be call attention seeking. (her) I agreed too. Don't you all, Weikiat and Suyin?

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 12:47 AM
Was out with Suyin and Sharon.
Rarely I woke up on time, hehe.
Thought I would just left them alone as I would just sleep over usually.
To add on, I'm not really involve in the quarreling of Huimin & Weikiat.
As I didn't sms her at all. She apologised to Weikiat & Suyin.
I was thinking if they will decide to forgive. As I just don't feel like forgiving.
You may call me cruel or whatever you like. As this's the first time I feel this way... When she didn't really did anything wrong to me.
Perhaps I'm holding up justice for Weikiat...? despite I used to gossip Weikiat with Huimin as he always lied to us.
I guess she'll be going to school still. And I'm unsure why she's asking for their forgiveness.
Thus I somehow can guess why she ask for their forgiveness...
Well...... Guess she doesn't know I'm included.
Shan't talk about her anymore.

Lets freaking talk about today! =)
Was out about 7pm, intended to met Sharon at bus 9 as it was on the way.
But you know what, the driver didn't saw Sharon signal thus he drove away without Sharon boarding the bus.
Luckily there were another bus 9 behind the bus 9 I boarded.
So Sharon took different bus with me =.="
Met Suyin at phone booth at usual and we went to the handphone shop as Suyin wanted to change her phone.
She changed to ice cream phone. Its pink, its freaking pretty I think.
The colour, light and all. I know its like everyone is getting it. LOL.
So I guess its like majority of the humans know about this phone? O:
I desperately want to go other countries for school trip.
Its the freaking last year overseas trip ):

Awww.... .................................
Hope mum will let last minute =/
Shall let pictures do the talking.








Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @ 3:22 PM
I've officially ended friendship with Huimin.
To add on, Suyin and Weikiat too. Not sure if some others are counted.
I know this's not something to be proud of.
But I hope you all won't ask me anything concern her anymore.

Well....................................................................................................................
Hope she won't come to school as she intended to quit school earlier on.
Perhaps if she stop coming school, I would forget her more easily and not thinking about those happy moments with her anymore.
As we've things that we intended to do together etc.
Apparently, every commitment we promised to do together are gone.
2 years plus friendship is hard to forget, but I don't know why I don't feel in the least sad.
Maybe because I've sorted out this'll be the ending few days ago though I didn't expect all these would happened.
I shall say, the story started when she didn't attended school for 4 days and I don't know where the hell was she and what she was doing.
She let us fend for ourselves and last minute informed us she'll be quitting school for good.
At that point of time, I cared, but awhile more 'I was thinking why we care'.
By advices or maybe you would call influence, but I won't be influence if I don't think the person advices is right/true.
I hope she stop crying and I guess it just all fated to end this friendship, today.
I don't wish to wish her 'best of luck' or whatever. No point.
Indescribable feelings I would say. And I don't think I hate her.
Its just........................................................ her attitude problem.
& her childish friends who still never grow up talking about meeting up and settle.
Its like freaking what generation already. Its between our friendship problem.
Mind you, you're just an outsider.

Unsure if she would read this post.
But I guess I also couldn't care much.

Just to pour out my feelings & hope everything'll be good for me from now & no more ending friendship with anyone.


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BYE, ONCE BEST OF FRIEND.


*suddenly thought if how great if this is a joking post*
but it seems like its all FATED.

@ 12:19 AM
Feeling very irritated when my speaker has no sound.
Thus I stopped playing after few minutes of serving net in the afternoon.
DO you guys feel the same way too?? Dislike speaker mute??
Well...... I went to sleep in the afternoon and woke up in the night thus feeling quite awake now (:
There isn't left over for me for dinner. Thus I ate chocolate, tidbits, fruits and ice-cream. Drank plain water and milk.
So anyhow and mixed. Regretted eating ice-cream! Lol.
My mind are full of foods, but I can't possibly eat all at ONCE.
How I wish I can ah.............! o:O: I dislike Mum's nagging.
But, what can I say right? Who likes their parent to nag?
Who likes their parent to heck care about them? Half-half will be the best right.
But its difficult to balance. SO I don't blame ah. Just abit irritated and how can I BLAME?
Grandma is the cutest folk in my life!! She was worried about my eye sight towards seeing books.
Damn lovable I tell you! :) I just can't get enough of her..
Mum might be a bit unreasonable sometimes but I don't blame. I know she still care.
I love you still, MUM!

Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 6:47 PM
Taken yesterday./



Was out with Suyin and Sharon at night yesterday.
Finally bought my favourite strawberry red tea!! :D
Suyin wanted to buy Sushi, so we went, thinking that it was closed.
Thus Suyin went in to ask the person there whether still got sell Sushi.
We were lucky, there were still left over. The auntie sold us at half price.
Not every time like that, the auntie said. So we were very lucky huh.
Sharon and I bought fried rice and I'm kinda addicted to it already.
All thanks to Sixian's intro uh. ;) We went to block 32 slacked. SOOO WINDY. I like.
Close to 12am, Suyin and I sent Sharon to her house down stair.
Afterwards Suyin accompanied me to 7-eleven and bought 2 rolls of Vitagen.
Wanted to cab home, but luckily there were still buses at 12am plus.
Suyin suggested to take '222' and she doesn't want neither of us to be left alone at the bus stop.
Thus she suggested of that, so sweet of her uh.. So we took bus 222 together.
To my surprised, we saw a guy who have my length of hair and rebonded his hair and he put make up.
Obviously, you know what I'm saying O:
Suyin was asking me 'its a guy or a girl'? I was like 'huhhhh'? O:
I looked at him and I was like thinking 'he got the figure of a guy but wearing like a girl'.
So I told Suyin 'he's a guy' then we immediately burst into laughter.
We just can't controlled it, no offence to that guy but as you know this kinda thing cannot control =/
Suyin looked at him and he stared at Suyin. I looked at him but I don't dare to glance at him.
It was kinda scary you know, I just can't stop laughing for the few minutes.
I told Suyin to be careful before I dropped down to my bus stop.
To my surprise, he and his friend (which is a girl) dropped at the same bus stop as me.
Of course I was terrified, I faster rushed my way to my house's lift and at the same time calling Sharon.
(Heart pumping very very fast) while talking to Sharon, Suyin called so I hanged up Sharon's phone and I told Suyin how scared I was.
Luckily got 1 auntie in front of me, so I followed her and walked long route to my house.
I was so terrified that the 'guy' will just follow me to my house lah. O:
Just can't stop laughing=/, I was asking Suyin 'why did you stared at him'?
Then she replied 'of course stared at him la, can be guy don't want go be girl for what'.
Thus I said 'its scary to stare at him ah, sekali he rmb hatred how'.
So damn.. hilarious yet scary.
O:O:O:O:O:O:O:


Suddenly got this heat inside me, feeling terrible HOT now.
Fuck it, I'm going to be sick soon? O:O:
Didn't went to somewhere today, some other time*

Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 4:41 PM
Taken just today.

Hello! My classmates were like damn happy today.
As dm was away for ep...? As for math teacher, she was absent I supposed.
So majority of us was like 'woooooooooing' away, I'm not included.
I just felt rather happy, time passed fast and was a enjoyable day.
Not including PE, I was all-happy-ready for PE, but in the end badminton was cancelled.
We played what rope 'game' pushed here and there with some classes and see who win -.-
We lost to many classes, as some of the classes play cheat (from what i heard) and they were so STRONG. Like seriously.
I pulled till my hand went red, nearly fall, but didn't. Shoe nearly came out too.
Doesn't it sounds fun? Its real fun to see people play. But when you pulled it, its hard.
Putri, Marlissa, Rini, Shiela and I was having our heart pumping real fast when we saw those people pulling here and there and fell down.
Suyin didn't tried in the end, aiya! Should have tried though its painful.
And I felt like I didn't have any lesson today, not at all.
I hope badminton for PE next friday. Wooohooooooooo!
Kobayashi with Sharon and Suyin just now, sedappppppppp!
For your information, its located at Simei, 2nd floor. Got 1 big sign board called (Kobayashi).
MUST TRY! Unless some of you don't like japanese food, or hate strong cheesy smells. ;)
I'm loving it..... & I know I've been eating it quite frequently. HAHAHA.



I'm going somewhere tomorrow.
GUESS where will I be going.....?
Stay tuned for next update.
-wink-

Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 5:02 PM
The view is like rather nice right?
Ignore my fat body):

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Notice the difference;
OPEN IN NEW TAB to see clearly.
Doesn't grandma look younger?!?!
Ignore my stupid face. Just focus on cute grandma ;)




I realised everybody are like saying..........................
"Even though school is bored, but if there's no school, it'll be boring at home."
After school........ Dad, Mum, Bro and surprisingly, Grandma were in Dad's car waiting for me.
I was high upon seeing Grandma, so ran towards Dad's car fast enough before I saw her.
The weather were real hot, even NOW, when it should be vice-versa.
So we headed to eat 'Dim Sum' at changi village. It was delicious, as usual.
After that, headed to beach nearby and jalan (walk walk) around.
I don't know what's wrong with this year. I even don't know why handbooks are still not distribute to us.
WHATEVER. Seems like I'm use to Huimin not in school for, 4 days..?
Tomorrow dm's lesson, think I still got some work undone. Gonna do later on~
Shall post pictures before taking a nap.
Damn full now, no dinner for me today!):

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 6:07 PM
Taken yesterday and today.
2 days without Huimin.
I don't know if I should advice you.
But I guess I should just get influence and heck care?

(i don't know why i look like single eyelid in pictures lah ):*)
I KNOW sleepy eyes, looks like single eye lid, but I'm not!!
Terrible ugly, but shall heck care.
Edited pimple, alot pimple and ugly!):



Dm's ain't in a good mood today O:O:O:O:O:O:
Sometimes do scare the freak out of me!
She was damn fierce to Arham today, like I've never seen before.
Went to 85 night market, bought nugget and fried fish as usual.
This time, Shuyuan was with us. Saw Teobing and Yiling too. It's been long since I last saw them.
Spent around 12bucks today. Damn, my 2bucks is with Jonathan.
Hell, play play play. Luckily I've enough cash with me, man.
I sort of hate those settle things with gang and gang fight all these.
Its like, what's the point? Won't a sorry do? What's with all those immature acts?
As well, you think you gain something? You gain nothing, but troubles.
GOSSIP is common in life, so its alright.
If no gossip, no fun, right?
Just heck care is the best if you can.
Unless one out of the blue gossip you for nothing, you should just demanded a sorry.
Apparently, no gang fight lah. This won't settle anything. Only make people scare you, probably?
Why have hatred with each other? Why let people scare you like as if you're some big triad boss?
I shan't continue and hope none of my friend is like this.

I don't know if I'm right for being still rather nice to you.
Or rather I'm just purely fucking dumb for being nice to a hypocrite.
Why not you just treat me like that past? This way, I won't be soft-hearted.

Thanks for all the gifts, LIM SIXIAN!
Lazy to play pet society anymore. HAHA.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 10:11 PM


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FREAK SHIT. I slept over ):
Didn't success in meeting sisters today.
Ring planned, gone.
Maybe next time if majority still want to do the ring.
Still, even if I woke up on time. Also less 2 people.
As I forgotten to inform Shiela and Weiting can't be contacted.
Well......................... I'll be doing the ring for the sake of fun, tmr ;P
Anyway, last minute met Sharon at night market. Saw Racy and Liyin at my house downstair.
The shouted at me and I'd a shocked, went to look for them and gossiped.
Liyn went home first and Racy went with me to the night market with meeting Sharon in the bus.
Spent $11.20 for goodness sake. There goes my saving and my top up money =.=
Tomorrow dm's lesson, wondering what will we be doing for her lesson.
I seriously don't know what to say regarding her,
but I guess I couldn't care much.
Its her life ; its her choice.

Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 2:54 PM
Lily was saying this picture of mine (on the right) look like the host of Twilight/New moon/Eclipse/Breaking dawn.
Its like of alike lah, as you know eyes are alike ;)


I don't know what's so great about showing off (there's people who like you/people smile at you/you've a cheebye etc). HAHAHAHA, I'm kidding about the cheebye.
But well............... I'm sure you know it yourself some things needn't be say out or apparently, SHOW OFF.
You know what you're doing, so don't act blur. =)
I don't care if you see this, seriously... If you're guilty, then you're the one.
I didn't know why you want to did all these.

Lets talk about always-boring-school.
BUT, EXCEPT FOR TODAY, IT WAS FUN.
Even without bestie. There was only Suyin and I face to face for the whole day.
Surprisingly, many were absent. Was everywhere with Suyin.
Gossiped non-stop about somebody and talking non-stop.
Didn't study for the whole day. Just kept talking for the whole day.
Except for science lesson, we didn't have a chance to talk.
Was awkwardly facing each other at first, but slowly got used to it... (maybe i was the one thinking like that)
Was helping dm pasting some papers of notes @ her corner.
Time passed really fast. O: I LIKE.

Going out with Sharon and Suyin later on.
Maybe blogging later on. Stay tuned for my next post.

I feel like ending this freaking friendship, for out of a sudden.

Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 10:36 PM
Muscle ache everywhere, very sticky and hot now and I still haven't bathe from the time I woke up.
Lazy and don't feel like bathing first, people asked me out but I feel lazy though I feel like.
If not, I'll only be green envy of couples. Like obviously.
Anyway I'm so stucked at home with thousands of shows for me to catch.
I'm like going to bath in a few hours, soon. Still feeling lazy.
Lazed around at home, cause there's like nothing to do. BULLSHIT. =.=
I got like tons of homework, housework and cleaning to do.
But I'm just pure lazy lah...................... I'm desperate for strawberry red tea!!
Tomorrow sure must buy bubble tea, man. I'm missing my classmates. (some)
Well................. I shall post some random random photos.


Just suddenly felt like posting photos when I was a kid.



Fucking craving for strawberry red tea.
But the shop has closed down at this time ):
For the ever first time,
I feel this way..............
I know you'll stop making me feel this way.
It's still not the right time, sorie.

Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 7:28 PM


Cancelled........................................................ O:
I regretted things, I should have done ____, and ___.
Never mind, I believe I'll ___ a b____ ___.
Well..........................................................................................
Today school passed really fast. I LIKE.
Hope I can try to attend school everyday till next year. Like as if ah.
Many works to be done, sucks. Badminton, rocks.
I enjoyed playing badminton. Once again, I'm starting to love it.
Hope next week we'll be playing badminton again, not like some stupid pain-hurty softball.
Its call softball, but its not in the least soft at all.
I only like typing at school and I don't know why.
Finished my cpa's work rather fast today, the first one...? O:O:O:
ZEH ZEH. Helped Suyin, Huimin and Rini to finish it as I was damn boring.
After helping them, went to play pet society, friendster, nuffnang and all. HEH.
I shall end here cause you know I don't feel like typing anymore.

. .... ... , ... ... ... ..... .. ..... , . .... ... still.

Fucking ******!!

Thursday, February 12, 2009 @ 9:07 PM
Seems like I'm in luck today.

OMFG, Sharon and Putri are like my lucky star in pet society lah.
I bet on their's pet, and I win alot of cash, especially Sharon,!! I totally won 135points from her's pet!!
Now it looks like Weikiat's more of my lucky star, his's pet helped me won 300points,!! Lucky not?!?! HEHEHEHE.
I know I'm so chiong in games lah..
Looks like Sixian's my lucky star too, though her's pet helped me won 25 points the double..?
Stupid blogger, pictures can't be seen, every blogger.com I go also the same =.=
Was giddy to bring myself to the night market, so in the end didn't go.
Perhaps go tomorrow? Not sure if tomorrow going tampines or pasir ris.
Hope going tampines, I can't wait for the dumpling!!* SEDAP.

Ate kobayashi with Mum.
Noodle with teriyaki chicken + cheese.
My favourite 'Man Yu'.
Some sort of dumpling. Yummy!!

And just now Grandma went 'hehehe' when we reached home but she were going to sleep.
SHE IS DAMN FUCKING FREAKING CUTE TO THE HELL HOLLA!
:D
LOVE HER TO THE BITS.
I want to spend my valentine's day with her! HAHA.
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Updating abit about school life.
School was a bore, but today passed rather fast, watched 2 dvd for 2 lesson.
All got Joshua in the drama, I didn't know he's around 19 years old, now. (http://www.nutzhen.com/)
That's rather big, well............................. He's handsome. But will sick of his looking, ah... ;S
I think majority of the girls like school's toilets alot ah, always staying at the toilet for long.
Including me, even we clarify things also in toilet. Enjoyable ah, HAHAHAHA. Smell the toilet's smell.
I totally cannot tolerate is whenever I face the toilet's mirror..
I see my blackheads/pimple/acne/scar at my face, I feel so disgusted that I feel like smashing my face ):
Why so many extra blackheads/pimple/acne pop out at my face, huh O:
LMAO, we sat down inside the toilet for nearly 1 hour like that I supposed.
After settling the problem, we go our own ways. I followed Marlissa and co.
A sudden decide to go 122 buy bubble tea so there we go.. ;)
Didn't wanted to try coconut ice-blended at first, but since the 3 babes are ordering that.
I ordered the same too. Not bad though. Can try. Guess many of you'll like it. Special favour huh.
Headed home with Putri after that, thanks for accompanying me to the bus stop.
Thanks for not being stubborn and change for the better. Hope you'll stay this way.

... A great day to start off tomorrow.
And end off great with beauty sleep. HAHA!
- quite a sudden thought of wishing mum letting me go overseas last minute for june holidays
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Name: Wang/Ong Jiale
Age: 20
Nationality: Singaporean
Zodiac: Leo

Grandma & Family is always my top priority.
basketball, badminton, pingpong, softball.
I started to read books after twilight were published.
Hate heavy metal and techno, sucks.
movies, shopping, eating, studying.
soft-hearted. easily influence. friendly if you know me well.
anti-social by the face. talkative and nonsense.
true to friends and easily trust people.
loves to laughs, love to joke.


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. Grandma to sit up soon!!
. FIFTH CHINA TRIP!!!!! <3
. Trip to KOREA, HONGKONG, TAIWAN, JAPAN AND NEWYORK
. Roam around the world
. Overseas trip with best buds

Wants
. FOLDED WALLET!!
. COLLAR LONG SLEEVE SHIRT!
. LONG SLEEVE DRESS!!!!!

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