Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ 10:06 PM
Fruitful day! =)
Revised, revised and revised.
Moved here and there.
Most probably going to revise on my own tomorrow.
Feel like saying more, but not.
Just.the.biased.one.sucks, use.whatever.eyes.look.down.on.us
Also, I've a new cousin, her name is Xinyuan.
I still have no idea of how she look like.
Awaiting to see her soon!!!
Anyway, Grandma is really sensitive.
She thought Mum scolded me for getting near her.
As Mum did told me not to, as Grandma's old and she do everything on bed.
But Mum didn't say anything anymore.................................... but her face looks.. er..
However, when one's old lying on bed is really torturing.
Thats why we mustn't neglect our health, if not when we old will suffer..
She just asked for urine, Mum slept, so I helped though I cannot tolerate the urine smells.
Its really yellow and smells as Grandma dislike drinking water.
Grandma also don't wish to trouble us nor keep getting awake to urine.
All I can help as much just to pour her urine etc.
She just thanked me, so cute, I told her 'no need thanks', kissed her and she smiled.
Just to see her smile really warms my heart. Always be there for her.
JONATHAN EXTRA!!! HA HA HA HA!
Suddenly appeared when Shiela and I was taking photo.
Damn. HA HA HA HA. Look at his hair~
Revised, revised and revised.
Moved here and there.
Most probably going to revise on my own tomorrow.
Feel like saying more, but not.
Just.the.biased.one.sucks, use.whatever.eyes.look.down.on.us
Also, I've a new cousin, her name is Xinyuan.
I still have no idea of how she look like.
Awaiting to see her soon!!!
Anyway, Grandma is really sensitive.
She thought Mum scolded me for getting near her.
As Mum did told me not to, as Grandma's old and she do everything on bed.
But Mum didn't say anything anymore.................................... but her face looks.. er..
However, when one's old lying on bed is really torturing.
Thats why we mustn't neglect our health, if not when we old will suffer..
She just asked for urine, Mum slept, so I helped though I cannot tolerate the urine smells.
Its really yellow and smells as Grandma dislike drinking water.
Grandma also don't wish to trouble us nor keep getting awake to urine.
All I can help as much just to pour her urine etc.
She just thanked me, so cute, I told her 'no need thanks', kissed her and she smiled.
Just to see her smile really warms my heart. Always be there for her.
JONATHAN EXTRA!!! HA HA HA HA!
Suddenly appeared when Shiela and I was taking photo.
Damn. HA HA HA HA. Look at his hair~
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 9:32 PM
Sunday pictures 
I looked weird, not use to taking pictures??
I like candid shot, very natural!
Coincidentally, today is Fann Wong and Christopher Lee wedding day and my brother birthday.
Seeing their wedding dinner on the television, naturally I feel happy for them.
Happy birthday Ong Chun Ming!!!
Anyway, today came pms. Shit it, hell pain.
Pain till tears dropped, still a little pain now, but better than before.
The stuff in the general office is very nice, gave me warm water and spoke to me.
Slept for around an hour in the sickbed, woke up and realised nobody was around.
Feeling very dizzy now and then, but its okay, all the good luck transfer to Grandma~
Yesterday didn't study, after school reached home slept all the way till night I think?
Forgotten what happened, today totally slept too. Too tired these days. Shit it.
I want to have a real revision this week, but no action. Damn.
Hun.
Dizz.
We.
):
Seeing their wedding dinner on the television, naturally I feel happy for them.
Happy birthday Ong Chun Ming!!!
Anyway, today came pms. Shit it, hell pain.
Pain till tears dropped, still a little pain now, but better than before.
The stuff in the general office is very nice, gave me warm water and spoke to me.
Slept for around an hour in the sickbed, woke up and realised nobody was around.
Feeling very dizzy now and then, but its okay, all the good luck transfer to Grandma~
Yesterday didn't study, after school reached home slept all the way till night I think?
Forgotten what happened, today totally slept too. Too tired these days. Shit it.
I want to have a real revision this week, but no action. Damn.
Hun.
Dizz.
We.
):
Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 10:46 PM
Can't stand him.
Unexpected.
The sudden brightness of the light made me feel alarmed. Felt safe?
Had group study, finally I did some revision, always stuck at the same place. Ha ha.
Hot. Headache when carry heavy things. Sweating profusely. Felt fainting. I hope it's not that?
Impatient!!! Had a hard time waiting for the bus arrival, so damn slow. Weak. I mean me.
From tomorrow onwards to 11 oct, I got to really revise all the way for Math. Science too.
I hope, I hope not too soon Grandma will be send to hospital............... or old folks?
I know I got to accept the fact, but, but, I can't put in my heart to study without her by my side.
God bless her, you can let me suffer.
Till here.
Unexpected.
The sudden brightness of the light made me feel alarmed. Felt safe?
Had group study, finally I did some revision, always stuck at the same place. Ha ha.
Hot. Headache when carry heavy things. Sweating profusely. Felt fainting. I hope it's not that?
Impatient!!! Had a hard time waiting for the bus arrival, so damn slow. Weak. I mean me.
From tomorrow onwards to 11 oct, I got to really revise all the way for Math. Science too.
I hope, I hope not too soon Grandma will be send to hospital............... or old folks?
I know I got to accept the fact, but, but, I can't put in my heart to study without her by my side.
God bless her, you can let me suffer.
Till here.
Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 1:04 AM
Tired.
Headache.
Emotional.
He was sarcastic, assuming, unreasonable, loud, advising, crappy.
She was kinda loud, nice, pity.
To me.
Whatever it is, I shall let bygones be bygones.
Have been crying a lot, but its great to let it all out.
I'm crying because I'm heart pain, not because of his's scoldings whereas he might think this way.
I don't care, whereas I think he's rude, arrogant and demanding. Always think he's right.
Anyway, I hope this come to an end. No more questioning pls. I don't like crying.
I got to really thanks my english-kpo-auntie teacher for questioning my chinese teacher.
TOTALLY CAN'T STAND HER, thank you huh, you've been GREAT to my class.
I'm so lucky for the last chance chinese teacher gave me. Grateful for that. ^_^
Examination is coming in 1 week 5 days, revising maybe starting from monday. Wth me.
Grandma looks tired, she's sleeping soundly now, wait, she seems to be awake, well, she is.
Think she's asleep again, feel nice to see her sleep well, love her!
Headache.
Emotional.
He was sarcastic, assuming, unreasonable, loud, advising, crappy.
She was kinda loud, nice, pity.
To me.
Whatever it is, I shall let bygones be bygones.
Have been crying a lot, but its great to let it all out.
I'm crying because I'm heart pain, not because of his's scoldings whereas he might think this way.
I don't care, whereas I think he's rude, arrogant and demanding. Always think he's right.
Anyway, I hope this come to an end. No more questioning pls. I don't like crying.
I got to really thanks my english-kpo-auntie teacher for questioning my chinese teacher.
TOTALLY CAN'T STAND HER, thank you huh, you've been GREAT to my class.
I'm so lucky for the last chance chinese teacher gave me. Grateful for that. ^_^
Examination is coming in 1 week 5 days, revising maybe starting from monday. Wth me.
Grandma looks tired, she's sleeping soundly now, wait, she seems to be awake, well, she is.
Think she's asleep again, feel nice to see her sleep well, love her!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 9:55 PM
Starting yesterday, we were told to learn to fold paper frogs for charity.
Majority learned it. It's an enjoyable thing to do, as some don't uds why I kept folding it.
Learned as much as I can during math lesson's today, hope it'll help a little.
Caught 'Aliens in the attic', didn't felt like watching it, but didn't expect it'll be nice.
Thumps up thumps up! :-) Would like to watch 'White out'... lets see the ratings and reviews.
Presentation for science tomorrow, nervous? not? confident? kinda? :-O
Topic: magnets. Wanted to contribute help but failed. Forget it, since they want do it so much.
Friday: oral. So its a must to attend school, though 3fridays I didn't attend.
Prepared for scolding}
Can't wait for holidays, 1 november.
Totally can't wait for china trip, awaiting Suyin, Weikiat and Jonathan answer.
Hope all of them can go with me, as long as Suyin can go, very happy already! I've a partner!
The more the merrier, wooohooo.!!!
Majority learned it. It's an enjoyable thing to do, as some don't uds why I kept folding it.
Learned as much as I can during math lesson's today, hope it'll help a little.
Caught 'Aliens in the attic', didn't felt like watching it, but didn't expect it'll be nice.
Thumps up thumps up! :-) Would like to watch 'White out'... lets see the ratings and reviews.
Presentation for science tomorrow, nervous? not? confident? kinda? :-O
Topic: magnets. Wanted to contribute help but failed. Forget it, since they want do it so much.
Friday: oral. So its a must to attend school, though 3fridays I didn't attend.
Prepared for scolding}
Can't wait for holidays, 1 november.
Totally can't wait for china trip, awaiting Suyin, Weikiat and Jonathan answer.
Hope all of them can go with me, as long as Suyin can go, very happy already! I've a partner!
The more the merrier, wooohooo.!!!
Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 6:24 PM
*SHAKE HEAD* to this shitty month quarrels.
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 12:57 PM
Today is Grandma 83 birthday, can't wait for the celebration later on!
HAPPY 83 BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GRANDMA!!! :D
HAPPY 83 BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GRANDMA!!! :D
Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 10:44 PM
Mum is really hot tempered towards Grandma nowadays.
Sigh........ Is it because its getting more & more difficult to take care Grandma?
Guess so, hard on Mum.
): Hai......................................... Damn.
- Hate the smoke smells in Brother, and don't know what smell in him. SO SMELLY.
I revised like 1 pathetic chapter for math, shit, I don't know how am I going to continue...
I need teacher's help, yet I don't want to go math clinic after school and I can't.
Shall seek help for others if possible, hope someone could help me!
Sigh........ Is it because its getting more & more difficult to take care Grandma?
Guess so, hard on Mum.
): Hai......................................... Damn.
- Hate the smoke smells in Brother, and don't know what smell in him. SO SMELLY.
I revised like 1 pathetic chapter for math, shit, I don't know how am I going to continue...
I need teacher's help, yet I don't want to go math clinic after school and I can't.
Shall seek help for others if possible, hope someone could help me!
@ 1:16 AM
Boring )-: Tomorrow school reopening.
Mum cut Grandma's hair yesterday, super short!!!
Not to mention weird, as long as it feels comfortable for her! =)
Mum said this's the last time of bringing Grandma to bathing.
As Grandma is getting heavier, when one can't do exercise much and lying on bed.
Though eating less rice, still will add on weight, when one sleep, eat and everything on bed.
2 times today I nearly dropped Grandma, I wasn't strong enough to hold on.
Luckily,! Luckily Mum used all her strength and force by Grandma's arm to hold her back to the wheelchair.
If not doom. Was really terrified at that time, relieved when we brought back her to the wheelchair and to the bed.
As when she's naked, its much more difficult to carry her, and she's big size upper body, lower body damn skinny.
Aww, was so scared, damn scared.. Indescribable feelings.
Remembering after carrying her to the wheelchair, I felt breathless, nervous, shocked..?
I don't know,, scary? Many more?
*relieve* Everything is well now, very happy now.
:-D
Was thinking if there's any body who will look like Linda Chung.
Hey!! Saw 1 today in 'I guess', her face shape and her lip.
At least 2 features look like Linda Chung.
But still can't compare to Linda Chung. Ha ha.
Till here.
Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 3:20 PM
Miss my Niece in China!!!
Will be seeing her in 2 months time.
Bet she won't really remember me.
But never mind, I shall start to know her again in november =)
She's a clever kid, a sticking kid to me. Ha ha ha! Adorable she is :D
Will be seeing her in 2 months time.
Bet she won't really remember me.
But never mind, I shall start to know her again in november =)
She's a clever kid, a sticking kid to me. Ha ha ha! Adorable she is :D
I miss this, in China
At Grandpa China's house living room
At Grandpa China's house rooftop
At the beach~
At Grandpa China's house living room
When she was smaller.... (taken from her dad)
Look forward to her coming Singapore, if possible!
First time seeing her this year, she's already 3 years old!
Wow, didn't know my cousin married and have a kid until this year. Ha.
Till here! See you soon Neenee (:
@ 3:14 PM
This was 2 months ago, ha ha. Forgotten to post the pictures.
Kinda miss it :-) Sakae tempayaki!!! Sis treat :>!
Kinda miss it :-) Sakae tempayaki!!! Sis treat :>!
Miss the fun :-D
Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 11:21 PM
WTF. I can't believe I'm checking up meaning of what those turkish words means.
A guy who kept typing turkish words to me in msn is simply irritating.
I totally don't understand a single word, yet he keep on saying his turkish words. LOL!!!
Not sure if I should trust the translator on google, but guess it should be right.
My last word for him was like 'shut up asshole' and blocked him.
He still dare to ask his turkish friends to add me, ha ha ha ha ha! Think I stupid?
His friend's nick also full of turkish words. If the translator is not wrong, he said fuck you.
Heard I got fuck? Crazy turkish, I also don't know you at all. Siao lang.
GO HELL MAN, say me bastard and what fuck me hairy?
Translator from what he said:
you have a bastardy he got a little warm death he got a little warm waaaar twill torolalık Solen Solen wince
All this is crazy! Madness!
Laughs?
A guy who kept typing turkish words to me in msn is simply irritating.
I totally don't understand a single word, yet he keep on saying his turkish words. LOL!!!
Not sure if I should trust the translator on google, but guess it should be right.
My last word for him was like 'shut up asshole' and blocked him.
He still dare to ask his turkish friends to add me, ha ha ha ha ha! Think I stupid?
His friend's nick also full of turkish words. If the translator is not wrong, he said fuck you.
Heard I got fuck? Crazy turkish, I also don't know you at all. Siao lang.
GO HELL MAN, say me bastard and what fuck me hairy?
Translator from what he said:
you have a bastardy he got a little warm death he got a little warm waaaar twill torolalık Solen Solen wince
All this is crazy! Madness!
Laughs?
Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 11:17 PM
After math remedial on tuesday, ate lunch with Shiela, Weikiat and Suyin at Suyin's working place.
Had a really super full lunch, forgotten what I did rest of the day.
Thai bandung, quite nice
As for yesterday, went to Meiling's new house with Sharon.
A really nice condo. Look forward to go her house again.
I've not much to say. God bless Grandma, once again, I'm willing to sacrifice, anything.
Knowing Mum and Grandma is hard, but none can help.
I once told Grandma...
'Everyone have to die one day',
'When I old, I also have to die'..
I want to tell her, 'just that you're older than me, so you won't see me old, if vice versa, i might also be so painful, just don't think too much, i'll always be here for you'.
Idiotic me for not knowing hainanese much, so whats the point even if I feel like telling her all these.
Yet I only know simple sentence like 'Everyone have to die one day, when I old, I also have to die'.
I know Grandma is not afraid of death, but whenever she mention die, I don't feel good about it.
I hate to hear from her mouth talking about it, argh, damn it.
As for yesterday, went to Meiling's new house with Sharon.
A really nice condo. Look forward to go her house again.
I've not much to say. God bless Grandma, once again, I'm willing to sacrifice, anything.
Knowing Mum and Grandma is hard, but none can help.
I once told Grandma...
'Everyone have to die one day',
'When I old, I also have to die'..
I want to tell her, 'just that you're older than me, so you won't see me old, if vice versa, i might also be so painful, just don't think too much, i'll always be here for you'.
Idiotic me for not knowing hainanese much, so whats the point even if I feel like telling her all these.
Yet I only know simple sentence like 'Everyone have to die one day, when I old, I also have to die'.
I know Grandma is not afraid of death, but whenever she mention die, I don't feel good about it.
I hate to hear from her mouth talking about it, argh, damn it.
Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 9:53 PM
Was excited upon meeting Merlene. Finally met her today.
Went to bugis and caught 'G-force', a cute animation show :>
Nice chatting away, see you soon again Darling!
Remember, hats date - ;)
Went to bugis and caught 'G-force', a cute animation show :>
Nice chatting away, see you soon again Darling!
Remember, hats date - ;)
Fringe looks a little weird here.
Eye bag looks really big too.
Ha ha ha, heck care la!
Some of the pictures my eye ball were like looking up, not going to post it.
Damn idiotic looking, guess cause long time never took photo with Merlene.
Damn idiotic looking, guess cause long time never took photo with Merlene.
See you soon!!!
Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 10:49 PM
A POST WITHOUT A WORD 'GRANDMA'?
Coincidentally, Shiela, Weikiat, Jonathan & I was absent from school today.
Hope Shiela and Weikiat is fine. I'm so fine already, he he he :D
Browse through movies, I hate the fact so many of them is either nc16 or m18.
Not much of m18 movies I would really love to watch... Majority I want to watch nc16!!!
I don't think 15 to 16 year old makes a difference??? Just 1 year old different.
Moreover, I don't think some nc16 movies is really that obscene/gross or whatever.
Forget about it, save my money then.
Anyway, looks like the whole class of mine will be attending school on friday only till next year.
Tomorrow I don't know what would I do? Might be typing again and detention for I was late.
End of year examination coming, out of 2 times, I attended studying session 1 time, at least.
Thats a good start right? :)
Oooh, I do miss Kobayashi! For few months since I last ate it.
: the final destination, i love you, beth cooper, dance flick, the last house on the left, blood ties
Hey, 11 more months to 16 years old.
I wish more movies coming up will be PG and nice.
Finally, watched 'up' already. A really thumps up animation show! O:
Hope there's more nicer animation movie like 'up'!
Can't wait for 'bandslam', 'g-force', 'the ugly truth'.
Still thinking if I should watch 'the time traveller's wife'.
Shall see the ratings. 'bandslam' don't look nice, hope it'll be nice.
Till here.
Coincidentally, Shiela, Weikiat, Jonathan & I was absent from school today.
Hope Shiela and Weikiat is fine. I'm so fine already, he he he :D
Browse through movies, I hate the fact so many of them is either nc16 or m18.
Not much of m18 movies I would really love to watch... Majority I want to watch nc16!!!
I don't think 15 to 16 year old makes a difference??? Just 1 year old different.
Moreover, I don't think some nc16 movies is really that obscene/gross or whatever.
Forget about it, save my money then.
Anyway, looks like the whole class of mine will be attending school on friday only till next year.
Tomorrow I don't know what would I do? Might be typing again and detention for I was late.
End of year examination coming, out of 2 times, I attended studying session 1 time, at least.
Thats a good start right? :)
Oooh, I do miss Kobayashi! For few months since I last ate it.
: the final destination, i love you, beth cooper, dance flick, the last house on the left, blood ties
Hey, 11 more months to 16 years old.
I wish more movies coming up will be PG and nice.
Finally, watched 'up' already. A really thumps up animation show! O:
Hope there's more nicer animation movie like 'up'!
Can't wait for 'bandslam', 'g-force', 'the ugly truth'.
Still thinking if I should watch 'the time traveller's wife'.
Shall see the ratings. 'bandslam' don't look nice, hope it'll be nice.
Till here.
