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Friday, July 30, 2010 @ 7:40 PM


Two things that will make me sad is Huimin and Grandma.
Talking about this reminds me of Grandpa too..
I had only visited Hainan Dao once with Grandpa there.
Well, better than none. BIG SIGH.
Life is fragile yet cruel.
I lost paternal Grandma in 2003, I lost maternal Grandpa in 2007 and I lost Huimin in 2010.
Grandma kept requesting to go out Market and eat nowadays when there is food at home.
I feel like bringing Grandma to Sharon's house nearby to eat the delicious Duck rice Sharon's Mum said but it's quite far for us to bring Grandma there.
As Grandma couldn't sit too long in the wheelchair, she'll feel intolerable pain.
BIG SIGH. How great if Grandma can walk soon. I know she can, right?
I really wish I can do something in return for her to stand up and walk.
Or exchange something..

I wish...
God bless.

Met Darling today, see you soon again dear.
=)
I love Despicable Me. AWESOME.
Dumpling and Salmon pepper rice with cheese.

SO EXHAUSTED but have to get on with life. It might be a long road for me, it might not be..

Friday, July 23, 2010 @ 2:19 PM
Grandma very easily hungry nowadays, so adorable.
Her routine is like this:
Morning, she eat either bread/biscuit in the morning with coffee/milo.
Afternoon about 12pm or later, she eat rice.
Nowadays, she is asking for rice at about 2pm or later.
Night about 6pm or later she usually won't ask but sometimes will ask for rice.
Isn't that good? Cute Grandma!

I'm super full now.
I still feel like eating one more Chicken pie! Food temptation!
I'm having stomach ache yet I still can eat non-stop!

Thursday, July 22, 2010 @ 4:23 PM
I cannot imagine if I'm in Grandma's position.
She can't put her leg down every single second.
I didn't realise it has been about a year and 2 months Grandma lie on the bed.
Brother, Sri and I brought Grandma down to a.. I think Masseur.
I don't quite understand what she said, as her Chinese is profound.
I thought a lot after what she said, she seems to hint not much help they can do.
I don't want to hear all these and seriously, I don't think they are professional. No offence.
I don't know where to find good physiologist and acupuncture.
I really wish I can sacrifice a little bit for Grandma in return for her to walk like the past.
But one of the Masseur did say that Grandma doesn't look like 80s, she look younger.
She also said, Grandma is quite healthy. Of course. Recently, she don't need to eat diabetes medicine anymore.


Although I had some negative thoughts but Grandma cheered me up.
She said 'You stupid', it felt funny and it also made her laughed.
Can't remember what else she said.

I love Grandma.

Monday, July 19, 2010 @ 1:04 AM
SO FAST THAT IT'S BACK TO MONDAY!!!

I shall post up some photos for Dog lovers..
Even though I'm scared of Dogs but I do find some of them cute.




Ok, I'm biased. I like the other one more. But most of the pictures were not taken by me ok!


I don't think I'll be able to sleep by 2am. Hopefully, I can sleep by 3am!

Friday, July 16, 2010 @ 6:47 PM
Couldn't remember when did Sharon treated me to Xin Wang Cafe.
Jonathan paid some amount, Sharon paid most of the amount.
Thanks a lot guys! Especially Sharon!
I still remember you said you treat me as your small sister but luckily I'm not your real small sister.
If not you're going to be like my real blood Sister.
I'm glad to be your friend and like your small sister. He he.

Some photos of the food.



Too much good food almost everyday, must control!!

Finally it's a Saturday tomorrow!
A good rest for 2 days but it's very short.
Grandma was telling me things and I got so worried. It's not the first time she's telling me.
Hope everything will be fine, hope God will watch over Grandma.
It's really ok if... As long as not..
Yes, only God knows.
-
Very grateful.

Thursday, July 15, 2010 @ 6:19 PM
Some people are just so realistic!

Never mind.

As long as '' don't ill-treat my Grandma, everything is fine as long as it make sense.
Can't reveal much about it..
I've not much to say, my memory is bad. So sorry.

Oh yes, many things happened few days ago.
I, Ong Jiale sincerely hope God will bless my family and not one problem after another'
I'm tired... But if I've to face it, it's alright, it's fated. However, it isn't fair for all of us, is it...?
Anyway, if '' is trying to scare Grandma or what, come scare me, target me, ok.

First time trying Youcam to take photos with Grandma, thanks Youcam!!!
It's much more easier using Youcam to take photos with Grandma!!! He he he!

Pictures with Grandma! ^-^


Another day:
I was asking her to make a pout face and it was so hard to capture it! Ha ha! Focus on my cute Grandma!!
She was trying to make expressions! ^-^
Cheesexze~~!

Another day:
Today:
When Grandma sits too long, she will have this kind of expression... ):

But I insist to take photos with her first...






It's hard to take photos with Grandma.
I kept posing the same pose as I was waiting for her smile.
While pressing the 'Snapshot' button, while saying 'Grandma! Smile! Ha ha, Laugh'!
As she always ask me 'How to smile? Ha ha? Laugh'?
Ha ha ha, isn't she adorable, finally know how to smile during photos taking but I must capture it at the precise moment!!
It's hard.. Ha ha.

Monday, July 12, 2010 @ 9:50 PM
I find that Humans are easily affected by each other.
I ran towards my house's nearby bus stop this morning and I saw a girl running after me.
Likewise, when I was running to school's gate, majority of my schoolmates start to run after me and some ran before me.
I was fucking distracted by Maid, I'm typing her as Maid cause I'm furious of the way she answered me, what a rude person she is.
She showed me black face which she shouldn't show me at all.
I'm just telling her not to pinch Grandma anymore and she has to complain to her 'boyfriend'. It's just small matter. Oh yes, she's still young, not any bigger.
If it's not for I scare she bully Grandma, I won't tolerate her fucking attitude but I've to.
THE FUCKING HELL THING IS THAT SHE DARE TO TALK LOUDLY TO MY GRANDMA! FUCK!
I hope she treat Grandma nice, don't need to be very nice but can't be bad at all. Can't she just do it?
I do not want to scold or give Maid black face but she has to push me this way.
I don't like to scold her either..
Well, I shall not type about this anymore.
God bless Grandma. I know He will help me... *frown*
A :) still!!!

Friday, July 2, 2010 @ 1:53 AM
I want mahjiong sessions for long hours when everyone is so free!!


For the first time, I noticed Mum and Dad laughed at the same time.
As I told them Grandma asked Dad to visit the Doctor.
I told Grandma that Dad's leg is in pain. Dad told me when One is old it's like that.
My Mum and Dad laughed because Grandma always suggest people to visit the Doctor.
I just heard from Mum about an hour ago that Grandma can't sit down and her leg cannot put down straight is most probably because..
The China's (Hainan Dao) Doctor injected Grandma's legs, that's why.
If in Singapore, Singapore's Doctors WON'T INJECT as I think it's illegal?
I felt.. indescribable feelings. If Grandma knows how to tolerate pain, she won't have go to hospital and she might not be like this.

I believe she won't be like this lying on the bed now. Is all this fated?
If it is fated, can she be fated to sit down on her own and walk soon?
At least let Grandma walk with a walking stick, I'm happy, Grandma is happy, Everyone is happy.
This is my one and only wish, I don't ask for anymore. I don't dare to either.

May God Bless Grandma! I love her so much... I always do. Forever.
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Name: Wang/Ong Jiale
Age: 20
Nationality: Singaporean
Zodiac: Leo

Grandma & Family is always my top priority.
basketball, badminton, pingpong, softball.
I started to read books after twilight were published.
Hate heavy metal and techno, sucks.
movies, shopping, eating, studying.
soft-hearted. easily influence. friendly if you know me well.
anti-social by the face. talkative and nonsense.
true to friends and easily trust people.
loves to laughs, love to joke.


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. Grandma to sit up soon!!
. FIFTH CHINA TRIP!!!!! <3
. Trip to KOREA, HONGKONG, TAIWAN, JAPAN AND NEWYORK
. Roam around the world
. Overseas trip with best buds

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. FOLDED WALLET!!
. COLLAR LONG SLEEVE SHIRT!
. LONG SLEEVE DRESS!!!!!

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