I've so much regrets in life, that I actually lose count.
I remember ONCE in primary 6, I insisted to dye my hair no matter what.
I was just so stubborn, and I got into troubled just because of my colour hair in Secondary 1.
I'd my hair colour for just 2 months, and I got to dye back black second day of '07.

Still remember, Mom & Sis keep asking me in the salon "you sure or not you want to dye"?
I just keep saying "yes yes, I confirm want". ( SO FUCKING CONFIRM -.- )
And the first day of school (Secondary 1), I got caught by Miss Abraham.
But I was honest, I told her my hair was dyed when she asked. While others said it was natural hair.

I also remember ONCE, I insisted to pierce my ear, as almost all my friends have ear hole.
I felt envy I suppose. Mummy objected to it.
But I was too stubborn, I went to pierce with Merlene.
In the end, I got big swollen red ear 1 day before injection's day.
I couldn't get injection on the injection's day, because of my big red swollen ear.
I was so stupid and stubborn!!!
I regretted, but what done can't be undone.

Mummy wasted ;
$80 plus on my coloured hair dye, $30 plus on my black hair dye.
$12 plus on my ear hole, treatment ( ear hole ) very EXPENSIVE.
I EVEN've to force myself to swallow those medicines, EW!
AND I troubled Daddy as he drove me to the injection's center. ARGH. I was so frustrated with myself in the past. I THIHK, I cried like fuck hell.. REGRETTED.

Now, I know how to think.
So everything I do now, I'll think more than twice.

I've learnt my lesson...

plus the case i kena before ; hai.

was feeling so sick in class.

sick of choir!!!

i want peace!
i want peace!
i want peace!
i don't want to see they 2 quarrel anymore > ):
i'm tired of it, i'm so so so sick of it.
its so saddening to see them quarrel.
i want V.

hope everything'll be fine soon.
NO MORE conflict between 2 of them i hope.

in 1 day, i've to leave you alone for studies, choir and basketball.
but now, i'll sacrifice for you, i'll not go for basketball that often* I PROMISE.
today's my last day of enjoy... ( basketball )
i'll spend more time with you.

i pray hard every night that you'll be fine.

Aww, fucking hell. I'm so gonna sleep whenever it's Mr Shamsul lesson =.-Its like whenever he speak, I'll doze off. He seems like a drug to me, he speak I already can sleep. Don't need drug to help you already -.- Even Mr Shamsul also pronounced "Police" wrong. Still, Mr Issac's the most clever teacher la (: Heez. I realised, home food's always the healthy one, and always the best one. Love Grandma most la! So do Mummy :D And I think Dm's so money face. She actually remember so clearly that we must pay $2. Wtf, keep tell us to spend here and there. You think our parents open bank is it? Still need to stay back every don't know which day to check out skirts. Waste my time, I confirm can pass one ok. My skirt's like so long dude, just for pleasing you. Okay, whatever it is. I feel that Mr Issac's so noble. I'm glad that he don't mind what people thinks. Yes, that's the right attitude. He defend us, maybe that's right. I do agree, everything's gone up. I'm worry about my future, because everything's gone up. The taxi, bus, school fee, water, gas and almost everything. Oh my god la. I believe soon, everything'll gone up.

OH, MY DEAR CHOIR INSTRUCTOR.
YOU SURE'VE A "SHARP EYE".
OH, FUCK YOU. I ALSO CAN SEE EVERYWHERE IF I'M IN YOUR POSITION.
SO, SHUT THE FUCK UP.

"YOU THEN GET OFF THE POSITION."
NOT I GET OFF THE TABLE.

simply feel so upset whenever i see him.
but nowadays, i don't really get to see him.
as his distance's always so far away from me, even though we're at the same place.
i feel upset, not only because of him. also because of my academic.
haa. no idea why nowadays i'm so not willing to leave my friends whenever we need to separate.

I feel so terribly hurt when those person in the market bad mouth Grandma.
But I'm glad that Grandma's a hainanese and that person is not a hainanese.
If not, Grandma'll be sad I suppose. Not worth to be upset over those kind of selfish person.
Please la hor, at least show respect for the elderly OK. Learn how to respect others, AUNTIE.
You all think you all who, market seller nia. Mother Fucker.
At least, there's some kind souls there too :D *glad*
Next time let me see you again, I swear I'm going to scold you like hell.
IF I never went to the market and accompany Grandma, I wouldn't know all this.
I'm glad that I went there just now, stared at them also no use.
I know that they're trying to earn money, BUT is this the way you treat old folks?
NOT the right way, OK.

I'm so touched by people's tags.
I'm shocked that you all actually care for me.
I really appreciated your care, thanks a million!
<33

I really don't know whether should I continue lie to myself?

Pissed again. Argh! I hate hate hate my life. I'm so down on luck nowadays. Simply Unlucky! 2008 ain't getting better. More sucks. I hate cpa's lesson. Those teachers're so irresponsible. They don't even bother to apologise about misplace my book. Wait! It might not be their fault, maybe someone's playing prank out of me. BUT, the 2 teacher don't even bother to look my book for me yesterday, that's overboard! Fuck Fuck Fuck. Today I got back my book, I suspect Munir play a trick out of me. As I remember we just quarrelled. Anyway, he's the 1 who started the quarrel first OK. I believe he can't take it, so he hide my book and diskette. Oh fuck! If he never play a trick out of me, how come he don't know where did he took my book? Ridiculous! Fuck Irritating, I rushed the work for yesterday like some mad dogs just because my book was nowhere found yesterday. And yet, those fucking teachers was so fast in flipping the pages. Fine. You all're teachers what, I'm just a student. I can't do anything about it either yea. Mrs Yee still told us to shut up, what a rude teacher. I just not happy with simply everything. Fuck Fuck Fuck irrtating. Cheebyez. Always let us late go, you think you all, teachers, big fuck uh? If it's not because I got Choir, I also'll not get so so so irritated. Its like you, teachers, are blaming those who don't have workbook blame you all uh? Its true what. We hand it the book to you, and next day nowhere found?! What's this? Irresponsible Idiots. Skip this. After school, aww fuck. I got more more more pissed. Everything's against me. I rushed like some mad dogs, cause the teacher let us off later than 2pm. Reached Block 61, no souls there. I took the initiative to call them, no choice even though my handphone already reached the maximum of calls. I message them before I called them, but Shimin claimed that she received my message after I call her. So, I can understand. But why Weiting never inform me? Its like fucking waste my time can. She should at least inform me. Or tell Shimin to inform me. I was searching for them like a IDIOT. Luckily, Shuyuan accompany me. If not, I'm really fuck unlucky I tell you. Skipped choir, everything caused me no mood. Fuck Fuck Fuck You!

I'm so damn pissed with everything, everything single thing!
My cpa'workbook can't be found. Argh!
I remember I hand it 2 books, which is cpa'textbook and cpa'workbook.
Cpa'textbook was found, but not cpa'workbook.
I CONFIRM, I did hand in. Even Marlissa also remember.
And obviously, my cpa teacher's super biased la. But I'm not jealous la, lol.

I totally agree with Sy, that fucking bangala's really super different in school.
Got malay friends, forget about chinese friends. Wtf.
What about outside with us? Flirt around with boys.
You claimed to be devoted to your "Sayang".
What? Did I hear wrong? You just want a status, Bloody Hell You.
I know I should not interfere too much. But I hate her to be so HYPOCRITE LA.
If you're really devoted, don't be a flirt bitch then :D
Anyway, I can't continue seeing you flirt, disgusting.

All I wanna say is, I'm damn fucking super unlucky. Fucker.
[ Tears almost dropped out. ]
I've to find my cpa'workbook when I believe I'd hand it.
Maybe somebody's playing a fool out of me? I never know.

Middle of the mid-night, I accidentally kicked Grandma.
I hope it was not hard, as I'm use to kicking people when I'm sleeping.
So whoever beside me, will die :D...................................................:/
Sincere Apologise, Grandma ):
I was like so insane, my two legs were up @ Grandma back, and luckily I heard what Grandma said.
If not.. I think I'll continue put my two legs at Grandma back.
She was saying "Backbone pain, Backbone pain", if I'm not wrong :/

Am damn disappointed and pissed with myself for not bringing calculator today.
I'm so going to fail badly for today Mathematics'Test.
I don't even know how to do mentally, dumb!
I'm so stm that I actually also forgotten to bring my SS'Workbook.
YOU SEE, I hate myself just so much (:

My class've really loads of thief, today just increase 1 or 2 or even 3!
Oh my god, I've to be careful. Maybe they'll aim ME, the next one D:
I think that J's guilty right? (: I hate hate hate you! I hate to talk to you, jiao bin.
I went to the toilet with the urgent mood, and there was insect in the toilet bowl.
Know what? I tried to flush how many damn times also no use.
So no choice, I've to shit on the insect, JUST KIDDING! :D
I've to urine on the insect, poor thing uh. But it was dead and it was gone when I went in the 2nd time! D:

refer to Sharon's blog for more video.

I don't see a need to avoid those bunch of idiots.
And I don't understand why, you, Weikiat avoided them on Thursday.
If everyday you been criticised by them, you hide everyday?
You don't need to fucking even live in this world already, I tell you!
Whenever they say you, you just hide and don't face them is it?
Be a coward and always hide like a tortoise?
Don't do that, they're just bunch of Childish Freak who loves to irritate people.
Just ignore them, they also can't do anything, isn't it?
I believe they'll stop saying you if you can ignore them.
If you avoid them, you might as well admit that what they said about you're facts.

After I heard from so many of my friends break-up with their boyfriend/girlfriend.
I REALISED, there's really no forever love.
So what if the person you love be with you, can you stick with him/her forever?
The answer is NO! No way you can do it.

So what if we both love each other?
We can't be together still.
As we both don't wish to have boyfriend/girlfriend first.
I don't wish to involve with * without a status.

I've never listen to anyone.
Only Grandma makes me listen to her.
Whatever she says, I'll just do it without thinking twice.
But she never harm me, for sure.
Instead she treat me very good, just that she always suspect me.
THAT's 1 thing which makes me really upset whenever she suspect me.

I really don't understand why must "some people" attract attention.
Its a must everyday you know. That "some people" always love to attract attention.
I today, just got shocked, because he/she shouted so damn fucking loud.
What's wrong, huh?

FUCKING HYPOCRITE!

Woke up around 6.45am - 7am today.
Got really no mood to go to school, so I forced myself out of home.
Tired to wake up everyday at 6.30am, also sick of going to school.
Plus I got Choir on Wednesday and Friday, and everyday's lessons are like RUBBISH.

I SWEAR, Mr Lim sucks to the core.
The first impression he gave me IS, LAN JIAO BIN -.-
You think you fierce, I scare uh? I tell you, I'm not scare OK, LJB.
SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT! I'm not deaf OK, I'd rather mean all of us are not DEAF OKAY.
Insane teacher leh, plus your mouth NEVER STOP WANT, so damn noisy EH.
I super hate you, this bloody teacher, and I super hate DNT!
Bloody Shit, I need to waste money like again?
BECAUSE you said need this and that, NO CHOICE I'VE TO BUY.

And I tell you YOU YOU.
I hate all my new teachers, except for my form teacher I suppose.
AHA! That "Freaky" suddenly became sick during Cpa's Lesson.
Serve you right! Who ask you keep disturbing people all the time?
We didn't even complain you or do the same thing back to you, because 1 WORD, we're not childish freak like YOU.

I love Cpa's Lesson but I dislike Ms Hana whenever she make us stay back until like 5 minutes or so.
Hahaa! "Kau punye pepek sungguh lawa". ( whatever the spelling is )

After school, I went over to meet Weiting and Shimin @ Block 61.
Shuyuan took bus go as I can't lobang her.
Left all of them at 3.15pm and I cycled back to school.
Reached school, was hesitating whether to go inside the Choir's Room when everyone's inside already.
But in the end, I went in.
Unbelievable, I'd so much fun in the Choir.
Even though, there's not so much friends I know there.
I don't wish to know too many friends either.
Made few friends there, so called "friends" la. haa.

After Choir, which was 5pm, I cycled home.
And 1 very funny incident happened, WHICH IS..
4 Malay Boys was walking along the path.
1 of the boys, saw I was behind them.
Then he pulled 1 guy away, and told 2 guys to excuse.
Haa. Then all of them act as if they're very scared and *bang* onto the fence.
HAHA! They're so cute la dey.

Reached home, Grandma keep nagging away.
I can hear from her "not-happy" voice that she don't believe I was in Choir just now.
Even though, I don't really understand Hainan.
I keep wanting to tell her its really true, I won't lie to you.
But I just don't know how to, some more CM was not at home.
When CM came back, I asked him, and I guessed as right!
I'm so upset that Grandma don't believe me.
And she's so pissed with me now, because I turned off the hot water.
):

Grandma's really so precious to me.
That I really don't wish to pissed her off.
That I actually replace her over Mom.
When Mom was the 1 who gave birth to me.
Maybe that's not very right, but I don't know why I just love Grandma so muchie.
Maybe also because she's my 1 and only Grandma.
My 2 Grandmother has passed away, so do my Grandfather, so do my Grandpa.
I do really miss 1 of my Grandmother and Grandpa a lot.
I really hope Grandma's happy staying with us.
And I don't wish she to think too much about Grandpa, its no use.
I got so much things to tell Grandma, but I don't know how to speak Hainan.
How I wish we both can be each other's listening ear, YOU KNOW.

the name that i suggested :D

OK. I'm really unlucky sh!t _|_
I got 4 bicycle, yet I only cycle 2 of them.
The 2 of them which I cycle, spoilt before.
I'm not blaming anyone here, but I'm just feeling so down.
Feel like screaming all the vulgarities/shoot all the vulgarities here, YOU KNOW.
Because of this, I can't lend any of my friend bicycle anymore.
Not saying you all can't be trusted, its just that if REALLY, the bicycle is spoil again.
How're you going to pay it? I'd rather mean how're your parents going to pay it.

I'm feeling so pissed and vexed.
Asked you for simple thing also need to give attitude? CB.
Whenever boys is around, you went so hyper.
If there's no boys living in this world, I suggest you go bang the wall and die la.
Since you like boys so much than we girls. Flirty Bitch!
I really suspect, why're you always acting all along?
Acting emo sh!t or hyper sh!t always, ridiculous.

We've got to exchange class, again, OK WTF.
I hate those upper secondary students who thinks we, lower secondary students good to bully.
FUCK YOU LA, if that's what you THINK, Bloody Idiot.
you wanna cut my queue, I KNOW. FUCKYOU OK. SHITYOU OK. i'll never let you cut my queue, YOU BLOODY asshole.

I fucking don't understand, once again.
I helped her, that's why I purposely scolded her "obey la you".
And yet she said I kpkb, KNN !*#%^@%#
FUCK THAT MRS ADELINE TOO, FUCKED-UP-LIFE I GOT DUDE.

Curse that irritating BANGALA in my school.
I'm so gonna dig out your eye's balls _|_ OK, yucks.
That bicycle fall on me, what can I do?
Put it back la, I did put it back, but no stand WHAT.
Then, what you want me to do?
Its not as if that's your BICYCLE, bloody ass.
Stare what stare la, pukima.

But today's a relax day, I cycled home alone, speed went fast.

i love mummy! <3

Grandma's real adorable OK.
(:

i think i'm weird.
i suddenly feel that mommy's like a stranger to me, yesterday.
and, i've to hate small insects. it interrupt my sleep everyday, CB.
ARGH, i wanna save money, but it seems like i can't. it seem so difficult to me.

I REALISED, my hainan standard is really low.
whatever grandma said in the morninig, i don't even understand.
its like we're 2 different country people, but we're not la.
for the sake of grandma, i was being tolerance for a long time in school.
i just wish to faster reach home and see my adorable precious grandma.
(:

6 january, grandma's here :D
i'm so glad, plus happy.
at least there's 1 person whom can always accompany me (:
at least, i'll be her listening ear whenever she need it (:
i don't mind grandma nag about the same thing again & again.
i would really hope that i understand hainan well.
but i think it's really impossible, after my grandmother passed away.
i didn't speak hainan for at least 1 year/2 year or even 3 year?
until grandma came to stay with us because grandpa passed away in the january.
i'm already lost, in hainan language.

she always brighten up my day.
whenever she's here, i'll at least smile once.
i'm so glad, i've her, so glad..
may this stay forever, OK?

damn. i'm confuse about my register, am unsure whether is it 11 or 12.
today test is english, the topic is stress. haa. so suit me yea.
i think that teacher's a little bit too insane, keep shake her body -.-

all i can DESCRIBE school is BORING.

Haikal Bloody, Ridzwan Selfish, Mirza Idiot.

LMAO! Why do I miss a stranger that I just know for a few hours? *weird*
I'm really sad of the news which the guy artiste just passed away few days ago.
He's always so cheerful, so adorable. His acting's real funny.
May god bless him always.
I'm so irritated la, I just found out the slipper I lent Shimin has lost.
All because of my STM, again, I'm so STM laa.
Forget it, the slipper is very slippy anyway.
I'm real sorry for being so hot temper nowadays, thanks to those who tolerate me.
(:

Real sorry, I don't mean it.
But I just feel so down nowadays.
Hope you all don't take it to heart yea?
I know everyone think I change, but I'm really not on purpose.
SO SORRY, girlfriends.
I even've to replace the correction tape I gave Cy.
Because while taking scissor for Weiting I dropped the correction tape and everything's spoil.
No idea WHY, I'm so irritated about this too.
I hate to waste things! __
And the weather nowadays's super bad, keep raining.
I think I've to suffer when I cycle to school, no choice anyway.
Came across a cute old lady today.
Readers might think I'm insane, because I should not say old lady cute.
As it sounds like a insult. But I'm saying the fact OK. I'm not bullshitting.
What's wrong with a old lady being cute anyway?

GREAT THANKS to Weiting today.
Really thanks to you, without your 20cent, I can't even buy the things I crave for.
Even though, it's just 20cent, I still appreciate your help.
Plus the chocolate you gave me, thanks loads.
THANKS to Lily too, you gave me the biscuit you left when I'm so craving for it.
THANKS to Shuyuan too.

I really don't understand why must Hanwei be so hot-temper nowadays.
I'm really irritated about this, no excuse saying that I'm fat la hor.
If you really have the skill in basketball, you can do things successful what.
I hate I hate I hate.

I truly love you loads, that I can't describe.
My feelings for you never fade, NEVER.

Even if someone ask me to be his girlfriend, I didn't agree.
But one time I did agreed ONCE, because I was trying to test myself whether can I forget you, as it's painful to love you secretly.
But I simply just can't have a boyfriend when I love you so much.

Since I can't, I'll never forget you from now on, I never give up.
Just minus the pain I've for you, alright?
At least treat me as a friend, is it so difficult?

):

i feel really disappointed in myself.
for the sake of my friends, i didn't turned up for Choir yesterday.

am unlucky today, again.
i really hate to be so plain unlucky.
sixian gave me the clip, cannot be found.
but the metal thingy, been found.
even though, i got extra clip.
but that clip is so much more important to me, hai.
i was real upset yesterday, much more upset today.
because mother was pissed with me, and she scolded me vulgarities.
but i can understand.

i really hate you. i do hate you.
you treat me very very very good.
giving me attitude is normal.
but i hate you when you said you look down on me.
you promised to help me in my studies, yet you never do it.
you purposely yea, that's why you broke your promises towards me.
since you're like that. i shall fucking heck care about you. fucker.
you made me cried like hell at night. just because of YOU.
having stress and headache's enough OK.
is being nt wrong? is being nt wrong?
why should i cried so hard?
all because you look down on me.
i thought you're so noble. but NO, i was wrong.

what to do? i really don't know how to get the hang of study.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I'm now writing this post in a miserable way.
I just came back from playing basketball.
Its really tiring, as in my hand is really painful.
Played for too long, I guess?
I from afternoon played till late night -.-

Okay, lets start from morning.
Cycled to school as usual, alone, again.
I'm really super unlucky, my bicycle actually got SHIT on the wheel.
Isn't that super unlucky? I was super irritated and felt like dropping tears.
But I controlled it, I calmed down myself and rubbed off the SHIT with tissue.
So damn smelly, but I've no idea the where that SHIT came from.
I'm so tired of everything, unlucky things happened to me in this year '08.
I can just say its all fated and I can't avoid it, I'm just PLAIN UNLUCKY.
After I rubbed, I got the SHIT on my 2 fingers, left & right.
Isn't that super embarrass and unlucky?
I went into the wash room and used soap to wash away, but I can't!
Then 1 of the teacher rushed me out, then I quickly came out.
But when I smelled it again, the smell's still there.
Okay, I hate it. I've to suffer for so many hours in the hall listening to the Dm's talks.
No choice, I touched my fringe as I need to clip my fringe.
As I scare Dm'll shout my name as my fringe is too long.

Oh ya, I suddenly remember that there's 1 accident outside my school's road.
It's real scary, the woman mouth was damn wide opened.
Plus the blood was thrown out on the road path.
I think its a really dangerous road, but simply no choice, I still've to cycle to school.
I'm also scare, because every morning my heart went up & down, up & down.
Real scary to cycle near the road, but what can I do?
If I cycle inside, those peers" of my school will let me way meh.
So crowded, I'll take forever to cycle to school even it's more safety.
NO, its not safety, I'm wrong. There's SHIT okay. FUCK PISSED*
I'm still QUITE PISSED about yesterday's incident.
It goes like that, my father want me to help him to pass to his friend $50.
Lily accompanied me to wait for him for like 15minutes or so.
He think he what uh? BOSS? @#$&@#$#@*!
Another thing which really REALLY pissed me off is that.
THOSE MALAY BOYS IN MY CLASS ARE PERVERTS.
They fucking touched me anywhere, they're not even my boyfriend or what OK.
They think I what? Cheap girl uh? WHAT THE HELL.
Hate me right, still touched me for what? CCB.
Skip this subject _|_

I THINK, its rather disgrace and scary to ride bicycle but I try not to give a DAMN.
Because people's looking at me now & then. They're still not use to it.. I THINK
Been *BEEPBEEP* by so many cars, really scare the hell out of me.
If 1 day, Dm or whoever teacher passed by I'll be death.
And I'm really curious why did him ignore me in school? JUST WHY? shit you.

The pain's killing me.

This post will be super long + craps.
Don't bother to read if you're not interested.

WHAT THE FUCKING HELL.
I ALWAYS THOUGHT MY FORM TEACHER IS A NICE LADY.
BUT I AM TOTALLY WRONG, SHE IS BIASED INSTEAD.
DON'T ACT 1 OKAY, SO WHAT IF YOU'RE A TEACHER?
YOU LEFT ME ALONE YET STILL TELL ME TO HURRY UP.
I LISTEN TO YOU CAUSE I DON'T WANNA WASTE MY PARENTS'S MONEY, FUCKER.
don't ever mention any t-score OKAY. hai.. really upset. your FAULT.

Everything simply sucks a lot, it really do sucks a lot. I hate my life now, simply bored and tiring. I don't have confidence in myself, I lose confidence in myself I suppose. I totally lose interest in everything. Everything don't seem to go well for me. I feel so upset every single day. I got accepted by Choir today. But I'm still not happy, cause its 2 days a week. Argh! I can't rest on Friday, you know. Really not worth to stay at school just for the sake of Choir, I'm so not willing to. But I don't wish to leave school with 1 paper only, that's so embarrassing. Anyway, its a waste to spend $22 on school things. I hate it, damn you, shit you! You all think, we students, very rich is it? Fuck you la, Curse you, Shit you! @#$*^&!^@&! Taking from Dad money is already very difficult, yet you this fucking school still tell us to spend here and there. FUCK OFF LA. And I know why that damn Bedok View didn't accept me. Cause I'm a Normal Technical student. Not like some others who're in Express or Academic, that's why they got accepted. What world is this? 1 word, UNFAIR. Sucker. The damn thing really pissed me of is, whenever the dm shout, I'll lose concentration. She always speak in a loud voice when she caught students who break the rules. I can hear it very clearly cause her voice is super SHARP and my class is so super near her, WTF. We already so near her corner, yet she still speak in that kind of super loud + sharp voice. How can I continue study in this way? Luckily she was quite happy today, if not I'm doom. I was so frightened + shocked just now, I thought she was scolding me as my fringe is quite weird today. Watched "Phantom Of The Opera" at school today, again, I suddenly realised that the Phantom is quite handsome with the mask :) Those costumes in the show is so gorgeous can. Watch the shows how many times also won't bored, cause it's like so nice can. Its a surprise that Miss Marina actually arrange Shiela & I sit in 1 table. Was talking about a lot of topic with Shiela today. Stm, so I forgotten what we chit-chatted about. But I remember that Shiela said Mr Shahid's bicycle can be fold. How nice :D I love Mr Issac loads as a teacher. He's really nice, he treat us really good. Only him, the only 1 teacher who let us enjoyed yesterday & today. Because he know we've no mood to study as we still have the holidays mood. But when it's serious time, he'll be really serious. He's just real niceee ^^ But I don't know why Marlissa hate him, maybe because he's pervert. But he's just talking about pervert-jokes-stuffs. He won't anyhow touch we girls or what want. I'm super glad that Mr Issac is still our English Teacher. Mr Majid? Haa. I don't give a damn whether he'll be my p.e teacher this year, not important anyway. Even when I use hand phone, Mr Issac'll let me off. And he pretend that he never see, so nice of him, really nice :] He even let us off school early 5 minutes, isn't he super super nice? :D Riding bicycle to school can be embarrass at times, plus I'm a fat ass. So ya, heck care still. Need to save money, so I must cycle, no choice. Everything changed this year & I feel super weird about it. Luckily none of the Seconday 3 Malay Boys retain in our class. Guess they've learn their lessons? They seem more obedient than last year. Hai.. After what Miss Marina said in class in the early morning. I started to drop tears, just a little bit. Because I don't wish to broke down so easily in front of my classmates, and I already tried very hard to control.

Labels: Principle got bad impression on me, I guess D:

Didn't wanted to blog at first. But suddenly got the "feel" to blog. First day of school today, really bored. I don't know why nowadays I keep forgetting things, I seriously hate it. But I don't know what to do about it. I'm still 13, yet I've to suffer this. I really HATE this super a lot, but who can help me? Or rather cure me? (STM) I hate my house's lift, it was playing with me all the while. I was urgent, real urgent, yet the life don't let me take the lift until about 15 minutes or so. It was damn fucking long alright. School was real bored, but luckily Suyin & Huimin accompany me. We loiter around, fun fun! Saw Joseph, Qi Kwang & some others. They were so cute wearing the uniform. Afternoon, was supposed to meet Sixian they all. But in the end, no mood to, as they don't know where's the place we were at. So in the end, I decided to eat with Shuyuan alone will do. But so coincidence, just so coincidence. We bumped into them, & bumped into Joseph & Qi Kwang. Lily came by also. So all of us slacked together @ 61. Chit-Chat a lot of topic & I'm here now. Might not blog often, if I've the mood, I sure'll blog (: Sorry readers.

I fucking hate it, reopen school need to waste so much money.
I'm so not willing to, but can I don't listen? Sian.

i hope this'll maintain always.

sorry for the lack of update nowadays, readers.
i'm here to update now :D

Happy New Year Everyone! ^^
i would wish that 08' will pass very fast.

Frankly speaking, 07' wasn't a good year for me.
My wishes never come true, but I believe this's Fate.
So I won't blame anyone or anything.
I shall let bygones be bygones & start a fresh 08'year.

Nowadays, watched quite a number of movies with peers.
Mommy am not very happy, I suppose.
Anyway, Alvin And The Chipmunks is a confirm great show to watch.
Catch this show people (: I'm sure you all'll like it. Heh!
I'm so loving it, those chipmunks is really damn cute in the show.
How I wish those chipmunks in life will know how to talk after I watched the show.
A lot of things caught my eyes today, but I've no more money left.
I really hope I'll have a lot of savings for the upcoming days.
Because I need to buy presents & those things which caught my eyes.
Especially, I need to save plenty of money into my bank.
Hope all this will be done fast enough, take care everyone!

With much loves.

Name: Wang/Ong Jiale
Age: 20
Nationality: Singaporean
Zodiac: Leo

Grandma & Family is always my top priority.
basketball, badminton, pingpong, softball.
I started to read books after twilight were published.
Hate heavy metal and techno, sucks.
movies, shopping, eating, studying.
soft-hearted. easily influence. friendly if you know me well.
anti-social by the face. talkative and nonsense.
true to friends and easily trust people.
loves to laughs, love to joke.

. Grandma to sit up soon!!
. FIFTH CHINA TRIP!!!!! <3
. Trip to KOREA, HONGKONG, TAIWAN, JAPAN AND NEWYORK
. Roam around the world
. Overseas trip with best buds

. FOLDED WALLET!!
. COLLAR LONG SLEEVE SHIRT!
. LONG SLEEVE DRESS!!!!!