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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 10:42 PM


Miss my individual picture? HAHAHA. Maybe you do maybe you don't.
Was just bored :) OH and the last picture is just for laughs! WAHAHAHAHA!







FuckerDan, HAHAHAHAHAHA! inside joke.
Sprained my leg while I was walking home just now.
Surprisingly, I saw somebody, it was well, VERY SCARY.
.... wanted to turn but .... didn't, luckily .... didn't.
I scared .. will chase me with ....'s bicycle O:O:O:
ARGH. Why must I see ...
I was lucky to not get any closer and I'm smart for being pure. *relieve*
If not I'll be like super regret. Zzz.

5 more days and grandma will be leaving to china.
I....................................................... hai.

Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 2:45 PM
Cause of grandma, I didn't go out again.
But its all worth it, may god bless grandma get well soon.
I don't want and don't like to see her keep nagging till mum got irritated of it and shouted at her.
If I'm mum, I will too. Everything mum take responsibility, its hard for her.
Yet grandma don't understand. Said that mum bullied her -.-
AND IT BECAME JOKES AND LAUGHTER TO BOTH MUM AND I.
Grandma keep nag nag nag want to go see doctor and guess we've to go faraway place to do so.
Anyway, a million sorry to Sharon! Terrible sorry!

I SO MUCH want to go out and take a break.

Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
Its how creepy yesterday I thought a man was following me but I didn't confirm it if he did.
I just got that scary thought and I faster used the stairs and walked to the 5th floor and take lift from the 5th floor to my house floor.
Today something creepy happened. Shall not mention.
I was so terrified that my hair will grow something.
Oh yes, I heard from mum that there's actually this china guy whom know all the languages in the world.
And he know fully well of it, not a little bit of it. Its like so cool! He can be like a super tourist guide if he wants to (:
I find dad so disgusting, like even if he want to do something, be considerate. LIKE WE, his family members is freaking HERE.
There's female at home yet he doesn't mind his actions. GRR. I wouldn't mention, too EWWW.
Tomorrow FAHRENHEIT will be coming to singapore IMM by 3pm at the third floor.
Come early like in the morning 6am like what some of my friends are going to do if you're their fans!
Come like in the mid night and be chase by the security if you're their super super crazy fans.
HAHAHAHA. And I agree, FAHRENHEIT only depends on their looks to get famous.
I don't think their songs are really THAT GREAT. Oh no offence to those fans. Or super fans.
Its just my personal opinions. Though how much I onced super liked Wuzhun and quite like Arron onced.
Now I've no interest in them unless if I go Imm I believe I'll have the urge to see them but confirm will be like damn crowded, squeezy and noisy O:
Recently came across 2 unknown numbers, don't dare to answer. HAHA.
Alright, I shall end here and Sharon, can we don't go Imm tomorrow?
Lets go somewhere else! It'll be so noisy even if we're at whatever floor!

Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 8:49 PM
Just now Mum and Dad quarrelled.
All was started by Grandma. She asked for me.
As she was going to sleep and she can't reach the button for the fan.
Thus she called me but I asked her to wait.
Guess she couldn't hear then she walked out with the walking stick to the living room asking for me.
Dad was poking his nose into it and kept telling me to go.
Mum got pissed off and shouted at him. Its none of his business, correct what.
He also don't care about this kinda thing usually, not even the family.
Mum left over food for him especially cause he asked if house got cook.
Nvm he doesn't do his part as a father but he still doesn't even know how to clear the plates?
Cannot wash all in once? He even left 1 plate outside. Its like wth.
I cannot tolerate this kind of father, totally cannot put up with him.
But for Mum, I tolerated and sekali when I criticise him how bad he is he kill me how?!
I didn't wanted to say this, but normally this kind of untalented man are not so normal.
You criticise them abit, they get fed up and even will have the thoughts to kill you.
Cause they can't accept comments yet they don't want to change for the better.
At least you get a proper job, give Mum money, care for this family and help out a little I can at least understand you've put in your best.
BUT YOU DON'T. All the while you don't. You just eat, sleep and go out. You treat this home like a hotel.
1 year I see you mop the house's floor for like 1 time only? Cause the number you help out is like so little that no one sees it.
You never give Mum's money already forget about it, she worked hard herself to bring all of us up.
Yet you still can't wash the plates properly and mind your own business.
I wouldn't want to provoke you like what Mum said sekali you go bonkers I'll die.

Ranting out is much better.
AND I DOUBT YOU WILL GIVE ME MY 5BUCKS POCKET MONEY.
In the end, also Mum give. Everything Mum provides me and I'll always remember deep in my heart.
Now you don't even fork out the electricity bills, ok, lets say if you did, you also give 1/4 percent of it.
You don't buy groceries for this house, you don't pay for my phone bill, you don't clean the house, you don't give me money for my pocket money as frequently as Mum do.
Even if I don't go school, she gave me pocket money for the next day as I wanted to go mac.
Even if I slept over and didn't go mac, she didn't ask back for the money or ask me to use for the next day.
Instead she didn't mention about it.
So how great is my Mum compared to Dad? 101% better!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 5:08 PM



Ate my favourite dumpling, finally.
Out of guilty I lied. Sorry its a white lie.
Please forgive me though you don't know about it. ;/
Anyway I'm lucky! Today's my lucky day :) The show I missed yesterday was supposed to repeat at 4pm.
But it repeated at 4.30pm today, its like I'm so lucky la.
So I managed to catch some part I missed but I'm too lazy to continue near the ending part.
Guess I'd seen already, just didn't really concentrate on their conversation.
Slept at 4am plus in the morning just now. I was wondering why I couldn't sleep again.
Kept sleeping late in the mid night or either don't sleep at all.
So I was rather awake and missed mac breakfast again. Only mum's the best. You know why mum. <3
In school, was thinking of grandma. As she's leaving singapore soon. So unbearable feelings that I couldn't control my tears.
Nearly shed tears but I tried to keep my mind away from negative thoughts so I was still happy! :)
Talked to someone about alot of things, no fight how will relationship improve ye?
May everything be as funky, as nice, as peaceful! Love.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 9:08 PM
Do I look like a model here showing my side view? HAHAHAHAHA. Just kidding! :D
People commented my hair long for short hair.
I hope it's not............... ): for dm. LOL.

ZZZ, Mum lied that she threw my paper into the dustbin.
Made me scolded 'f**k' in my heart and in the blog.
But I edited it with these new words of course.
Controlled my tears and temper so hard. *roll eyes*

So ye, went to watch 'Hotel For Dogs'.
I was so freaked out in the first place.
We don't know whether should we laughed or cry.
We laughed out loud and heart pumping really fast.
As there's only 2 of us in the cinema. Freaking scary.
After awhile, 2 people came in, more and more came in.
There was only 7 of us in the cinema. It seems like the show isn't nice as the number of people its like freaking small.
But we were wrong, the show its nice but we've no idea why so less people.
I was relieved when I see people came in after one another.
We thought humans were ghost, it was so weird that there was only 2 of us.
Anyway thanks for Lily advance friendship day's gift! Appreciated! :)
And its really nice to see letters friends & I wrote in the past.
It was childish but yet really interesting. Very funny when I read it all over again what I wrote.
Made me recollect alot of memories of what I did, n I totally don't rmb I did all of these things!
It was so funny. Regrettable, but still fun. Pervert and bullies. HAHAHAHA.
Alright, it's the past.................... ..............
Oh and after seeing what Sixian's posted about smaterchild.
ME AKU I want to post something too!
My conversation with the ROBOT, smarterchild. Hiakhiak ;)

(1:38 AM) - SmarterChild -:
u share crushes with:plusaddminusjoy@live.com.sgfaeries_angel93@hotmail.comsomeone else has a crush on u, but i can't tell u who it is unless u say u have a crush on them.would u like 2 send a message 2 either of your mutual crushes?
(1:38 AM) Smile to cover i:
your crushes king kong la!
(1:38 AM) - SmarterChild -:
which would u like 2 do?1 find out who has a crush on u2 c crushes u told me about

Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 7:41 PM
Been sneezing badly everyday from around last year december.
Luckily it's not like every now and then, it depends. Usually in the night.
Mum said she used to be like that too when she were around my age and I forgotten how she got well.
I guess 1 box of tissue will be used up by me for 4 days =.=
And NOW I'M FREAKING SNEEZING, REALLY BADLY. *irritated*

Come to the point, I didn't slept yesterday, not at all.
O: Amazingly, I don't feel like sleeping thus didn't slept.
Caught shows on computer and time passed rather fast.
But when it was near 6am, I was feeling sleepy.
Took a bathe, went to take a nap in the bed, drag myself out of the bed.
DRAG so much to walk to the bus stop and to school.
My eye-lid wanted to close so much, but I just took a few minutes nap every time.
Can't sleep in class, no place is like better than home sweet home. ;)
Although, you still do things to piss us off, we still gossiped you.
I didn't wanted to, but someone started & I couldn't take the temptation. HAHAHA!
But that small moment, just me and you, I feel it was just alright for that time to be together.
It was so peaceful, so warm, so nice. Though I was still feeling freaking sleepy.
Sometimes with some people you just have to choose the right moments.
Catching up only, abit, will be alright. Not facing everyday.
Some people you just can't face him/her everyday.

Got to go and eat my dinner soon.
Tata!

Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 8:34 PM
I was so blur, I didn't know today is sunday and which means tomorrow is freaking school reopen! O:O:O:
Luckily there were some concern friends who sent me a message.
DRAG SO MUCH TO GO TO SCHOOL. *
And oh, how I wish that dream was true. I just asked him all the questions and lets be good friends! :D *only in dreams*
But I doubt so it'll happen. HAHAHA. So ye, back to reality.
I was watching 'Witch Yoo Hee' until half way and went to bathe around 6plus in the morning.
POWER I KNOW. I told you I'll bath. So after I bathe, I went back to the computer and continue the show.
I know how much hours I've been staring at the computer. Its like from 11plus yesterday till 9plus in the morning today.
Thanks sis for not being at home thus I can catch some of the episode I missed.
Though I was really tired and skipped 'The Seventh Day'.
Luckily the xiaolicc for chinese translation no longer having problems.
So I can still watch the show at xiaoli. :) All thanks to Sharon's introduction.
Oh and to those who asked me if got homework, I totally have no idea. O:
Just go with the flow and lets copy copy! ;)

I just scald my hand in the morning cause of catching the freaking show at a rush time. ):
Call me dumb dumby dumbest or whatever!
I KNOW I'm such a show bonkers! Ye that's me.
Lets *clap* for just knowing I'm a show bonkers...! HAHAHAHA :S
I was really sleepy that when I was messaging I actually didn't changed the text language to German. =.="
Which's a dumb act, as I was keep backspacing and I suddenly realised after hitting the button so many times I selected German as my text message's language.
CLEVER ENOUGH, so humans, must have enough sleep to be alert.
Alot of clumsy things happened, like my instant noodle was over boiled (which seldom happens) and my soft drink was over poured.
*claps claps* THANK YOU THANK YOU!

-.-

What a day.

@ 3:23 AM
Oh ye, you're seeing the right time. It's freaking 3.23am in the midnight.
I'm still catching on shows and ye, you may call me nuts or whatever.
Whenever I hold on to grandma, I always have that thought she's going to leave us, soon.
Which's the 5 april. Totally unbearable, but what can I do? Mum got to rest.
As other relatives have some difficulty, I think, thus grandma got to move to china for, months?
Though she said she's going to stay there, forever. But that's only her own words.
So its like she's having cough nowadays, and I'm worried.
When elderly having cough, it's not a small matter.
So its like grandma just woke up with her walking stick very loudly and I heard it.
Paused my show and went out to see her and she was walking towards the living room.
I asked her what happened and she asked me if mum switched off the TV.
Guess cause she can't sleep cause of her keep awaking cough thus she walked to the living room and at the same time she asked me to sleep with her.
Which I didn't do so, apparently, I'm here blogging.
I just wanted to bathe, but so you know I'm just really pure lazy. HAHAHA.
Alright, call me dirty or whatever, I'm still going to bathe later on in the early morning or whatever.
Cause so you know I shall just stay awake till tomorrow afternoon and catch all the shows I haven't catch and then sleep till night and continue watch shows.
Call me a show bonkers or whatever you want! =)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Crazy enough.

Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 12:40 AM
I'm getting SO SICK of my small font.
I kinda a bit, that bit, wanted to continue the ghost show which is airing in channel U now.
So you know, I'm just too lazy and seeing Mum sleeping, at the same time I also feel like playing pet society to earn more cash to buy furniture therefore I switched off the TV.
I'm too afraid to watch alone, anyway.
OK LA, I KNOW HOW LAME IS PET SOCIETY.
But I'm already not playing it everyday though so much I wanted to.
Cause so you know its lazy-ness, again.

I'm like so used to bathing late in the night that I feel so lazy to bring myself to the bathroom.
Forced myself thus I bathe at a late time today, which's 10.22pm, I guessed.

I know the time cause I was waiting a show to air.
Oh and I'm missing 'My Girl' but I've already watched it =.="

Sometimes I'm just so scared of 'ghost' that I don't dare to be alone and when I go to the toilet I scared if something will just pull me down.
Have you ever experience it before? I'm sure some of you did.

Whose fault? The tv's fault. -.- Why invent ghost show to let people freak out? Zzz.

Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 3:09 PM
Just to post a little before I go and catch some of the episode I left out half way;/
Finally I just watched finished 'My Girl' and actually the chairman's grand-daughter is 'Chunxiang & Menglong' which is a show named 'Sassy Girl' main actor and actress.


They just added them in, in the last episode. HAHAHAHAHA.

And I guess Lee Doon Wook is a new comer and its his first time acting as a main actor.
As my mum even said he don't really know how to act in 1 part, which I agreed too.
Thus maybe the show makes him really fall in love with Lee Da Hae thus they be together in real life.
Come to think of it, will there be in life which is as sweet as a show?

This shows that maybe they were together back in the past 2005, maybe still together now.

And alot more actor and actress which I'm lazy to post out. AHA.

Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 4:37 PM

Left to right: Lee Dong Wook, Lee Da Hae and Lee Joon Ki
See the surname, coincidentally, all the same.
Ps; guess lee doon wook & lee da hae were really together before in the back 2005 years.
not sure about now though...


First of all, I've no idea why I was blogging half way and computer just restart.
Argh dung, I hope nothing goes wrong to this computer. ):
But yet again, it shut down the second time and I think it'll be shutting down for the third time.

PARDON ME. I'm so into 'My Girl' recently!
Its really a *thumps up* show. I recommend you all to watch it, worth the while.
I totally can't believe I'm liking Lee Joon Ki. Which is Sixian's recently super fan?
I didn't find him handsome or any nice about him in the first place.
Just find that he looks like girl, HAHAHAHA. Well..... My family members think so too.
Lily was saying 'iljimae so handsome' as Sixian always called him that.
I guess I'm going to catch 'iljimae' this show and I didn't expect I will as I wasn't interested in the first place.
So it was like I didn't get influenced and I said Lee Dong Wook is much more handsome.
But as time goes by, as the more espisode I watched, I realised even though Lee Joon Ki acted in 'My Girl' as a playboy, but it was the first time he's so in love with a girl which's Lee Da Hae thus I felt he's really handsome.
I was thinking why couldn't Lee Da Hae just accept Lee Joon Ki. He's so devoted.
Lee Joon Ki cried almost everyday for her and yet she doesn't noticed, not at all.
SO it was like really damn saddening, even though he has a pair of really small eyes.
But still handsome, in that show. Guess cause he's too devoted that makes me think he's handsome. :D
In the first place, I wanted Lee Joon Ki to be together with Lee Da Hae.
As time goes by, I don't. As he uses 'force' to make her be by his side. So in the end I still support Lee Dong Wook.
However, its just a show. I just feel like saying out my thoughts.
Do considering buying/renting/lending or whatever just that you readers just can watch it.
*thumps up*


OH, and I don't know how can Lee Joon Ki cried so many times as he's a guy.
SUPER GOOD in acting. *thumps up* :)
OH and I think 'My Girl' is rather similar to 'My Lovely Samsoon'.


In case you all are wondering what's nice. (shows)
Here are some suggestion.
It might be published long ago, but you might haven't watch it.
; ALL KOREAN-
My Lovely Samsoon
Que Sera Sera

My Sassy Girl
Witch Yoo Hee
Hello Miss

Mei Dang Ye Wang

Its amazing how I know my malay classmate actually watch korean show :P

In case you're interested.
; ALL HONGKONG-
Ten Brothers
Tang Xin Feng Bao
Du Chang Feng Yun
Ying Jie Fu Qi
Tong Tian Gan Sheng
Liang Qi Shi Dai
The Seventh Day
Xiu Cai Ai Shang Bin


;ALL TAIWAN-
Hot Shot
To Get Her

So far I remember I watched all of these, some half way. But I'm sure it's nice.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 10:28 PM
Sometimes I thought to myself why're this world full of nevertheless misunderstandings, quarrels, conflicts and so on.. ........
NOW I know why. And I wanted to say a simple 'sorry' to put an end to the conflict as we just ignored it and treat it as nothing happened but so you know I didn't.
IF NOT, there'll be much more misunderstandings. Anyway I hope they're OK now.
Sometimes its not who lose face when you said 'sorry', seriously I don't mind if I say 'sorry' even is he/she at fault.
As long as we get back to the past and I don't like to bear grudges or dislike anyone, anymore.
Cause so you know I'm becoming more optimistic.
Its good to see people smile when you apologise and see everything is back to normal.
Don't you people agree? I hope everything will maintain the same and not hating and cursing people here N there.
Awww..... holiday is ending soon. And in the holidays, I've becoming lazy and bathing late in the night.
I know that's rather disgusting but I'm really lazy and only stays in the sofa majority of the hours.
I don't like going out recently and I've not much cash to spend and I got to save money for Weikiat so belated birthday present and cash for my bank.
I'm so stuck on tv that sometimes when I missed it I just felt like killing myself.
Okay, that's just kidding. I'm just so stuck on it that I must watch it.
Thats why I say I can just reject people's dates (alot of them) cause of shows. Sincerely sorry, here! O:
HONGKONG/KOREAN DRAMA BEST! OH and I can't wait to watch 'hotel for dogs'!
I wanted to watch 'Detroit Metal City ' but its HELL NC 16.
Hell to the NC 16, freaking idiotic, I WANT WATCH YOU KNOW!!! *SUPER ANGRY*

OH, and I want to improve on my english.
And a random picture here as it seems really boring with words.
Right? :)

Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 9:29 PM
Accompanied Grandma to hospital today for check up.
Finally ate my favourite tom yam japanese noodle. Huhu.
I'm glad to hear that her leg is fine as she fall down the other day. *insert big wide smile*
She's just simply so cute!
She'll be going back to china, soon. And I dreamed that I went to china with her..
I'm not sure if I got the chance to go visit her on june but I hope I can!!
Stupid timing for holiday, june will be hot in china. *insert super sad face*
Just now, I'd problem with breathing before I sleep. I just like couldn't breathe.
As for few days, my mucus transferred down to my throat thus its like my mouth was full of mucus.
It was really hard for me and torturing. I kept trying to split it out and drank 1 cup of plain water and it does help a little.
Was damn annoying at that time. First time this kind of ridiculous thing happened.
I don't want similar incident to happen again, man O:
OH, and guess how much ice-cream I've been eating nowadays?
Its freaking 7! Within 2 weeks I guess. HAHAHA.
1 yogurt magnum, 5 almond magnum. 1 durian.
Yooooohoooooooooo. Of course I'm going to stop it for sometime and do some freaking exercise.
I didn't know why wasn't I sick of magnum. Weird.

NOW I know if got diabetes the best way is to eat less rice and eat more vegetable.
Those contain sugar eat just nice, not too much, not too less.

N I can't wait to catch this show!
Currently catching the other one now, 'tang xin feng bao'.
Now I'm freaking waiting for this! HEHE. Seems nice. :)

Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 12:48 AM
Mum spoken to me about something. SO MUCH that I felt like crying but I hold'on.
You know life's so unpredictable that I'm so scared anything bad might happen and I'll lost any of my kin, again.
So therefore I decides to not bear grudges with Huimin and I hope Weikiat do the same too and sincerely forgive her.
Its your choice if you don't want cause so you know I can't control your life.
I just scared 1 day I'll regret. Even though how she/he treat me, no matter how bad she/he is.
I decided to forgive and I'm unsure if I can forget. Cause this kinda thing won't change in a day.
So I decide to just let it be. At least we're still friends so when I lose you I won't regret.
Referring to the mean/heartless/flirt/hypocrite etc person I mentioned.

SCARED.

Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 10:41 PM
Tell you all something. I'm getting FATTER! Wahahahaha.
A great news to those haters, right? ;P
Let my weight be a secret. As this number its the heaviest in my life, so far.
Lets wait till I less some kg then I reveal OK? Lol.
Of course I'm not sad, I don't know why. AHA! Guess cause I've been happy eating nowadays?
Only those super nice figures and skinny yet white yet have boobs makes me envy. Like etc Suyin.
Not those skinny bamboo blacky. HAHA. Mean I know.
At least I don't reveal their name. I'm already very generous for trying to forget her rude acts.
Lets not talk about it yo.

Lets wish a HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY TO THE TWINS! ESTER AND EVE! MY FAVOURITE :)
Hope you all enjoy your birthday today, darlings!
See you all soon soon soon again.
And the girl, Jenny was so lonely, at last Sharon told me to ask her to join us then I asked her to join.
As I didn't know she kept looking at us with envy as we played happily ;x

Everything was awkward at first, but in the end everything went fun.
I tried entertained the TWINS and I think I did it? Especially SHUYUAN. So not like her worsz.
Alright, last minute bought gifts and last minute Sharon & Shuyuan wanted to join.
The more the merrier ye?
I enjoyed the food greatly and appreciate for the hosts.

Anyway I finally ate my magnum ice-cream almond yesterday! ;P 2 some more.
And finally drank my milk tea, not the bubble tea kind.
Not into bubble tea nowadays, not craving for old chang kee anymore.
Shopping soon, man.

:D




The gift I bought. They loves it.


The soft hearted 'hypocrite'.


The evil twins, Eve. I'm just kidding ;P


EVE


This's Jenny. (her thailand name) The lonely girl I mentioned.

She's half thailand and chinese. Same as the TWINS.

The twins & I. left;eve right;esther


Me, Esther, Eve & Shuyuan

@ 11:43 AM
Soft-hearted

I asked myself if I should remove that post?
I asked myself if I should forgive & forget?
I told myself forgiving is easy but it's always repeating.
I told myself its difficult to forget and I can't pretend to forget.
I asked myself because of them I be with her.
Isn't that some sort hypocrite?
I really don't know what to say else more.

But I promised, if she change for the better.
I really will forgive and forget.
I know it take times.
If she don't change, suit her then.
Since its only seeing the twins then I'll be meeting her.
Well.. ... lets forget it. Lets not be guilty cos I'm not the one at fault.

Do some reflection.

Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 6:46 PM
I love today! As today its the cross country's day but I didn't attend.
It sounded SO lame. Even though I love running, this year cross country just sounded SO LAME.
Luckily I didn't go, waste my time there. I rather sleep at home but I'd fucking headache.
ZZZ, painful enough. For the first time? O:O:O: HATE IT. Well, who don't?
I'm still craving for MAGNUM ICE-CREAM! Though yesterday there was magnum in the fridge, but its the yogurt brand. SUCKS.
I didn't finished my rice and I felt kinda guilty but as you know, can't force.
I don't have the appetite and I forced myself to eat, or is it I'm sick of the food?
The food is not appetizing and I'm still full. All of the reasons. Ya.
I'm curious why I got a C for my chinese. BUT WELL, lets forget it.

I asked Mum if 'friday, 13' is a unlucky day.
Coincidentally, today its the friday, 13 yet I didn't noticed.
So Mum fasted teared away the calender paper friday, 13.

I CRAVING FOR BUBBLE TEA, MAGNUM ICE-CREAM & OLD CHANG KEE.
Soon soon soon!

Fats O: But who cares.


- Perhaps I'm in the wrong. I'll try to show more respect to stone.

Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 8:54 PM
If you ask me if she's my friend, I really don't wish to admit.
She's too shameful to be true. Why do I've this friend? Can I don't have?
But do you think it's easy to let go? Do you think it's easy to not give a damn?
I CAN. If I can don't see her frequently. But I DO. And I cannot stand her voice especially.
HER stare, fake laughter, showing-off attitude and everything I can mention of.
I don't wish to blog about this 'friend' neither do I feel like caring.
Totally no hope and I fucking don't want to return to be the soft hearted me anymore.
( even though i seems to don't care in class but i just heck care while someone was furious, so do i, tolerating ONLY)

Anyway, do I despise dad? I actually do not know.
But I don't think so. But I'm in a confusion.
He doesn't fork out money as much as mum, I know that fully well.
I need to 'force' him or 'ask' him for money then he'll give. He's seldom so automatic.
Unless he's in a good mood then he'll be automatic.
I was lying down at the sofa and serious speaking, I dislike bro/dad to sit on the sofa cause mum helped me put a bed sheet for me to sleep (as I scared I'll kick grandma while I'm sleeping as her's leg is injured):)
I hope nothing happen to her. *touch wood* I know god will bless her. PLEASE.
So whenever bro sat down, (unless he bathe before he sat) I won't say anything.
I would say him if he just sat down when he just came home from outside so confirm he'll sit somewhere dirty and that's call germs. You see why I hate it.
As for dad, he got some smells which I hate it. So he sat on the floor, putting his hand near to my sofa to get some support.
I utterly hate it, cause of the smells in him. If not I wouldn't react so overboard.
I gave him that face & reaction that I MIND. Duh, obviously who won't mind?
It pollutes the air, its not only 1 person who's breathing the air. Its 4, mind you.
So its like after dad was gone, mum told me to ignore him bla bla...
Mum said 'WHAT IF', he just beat me up as it concerns his pride.
But well, does he give me that little pride? He even used his newspaper to hit my head.
Where would a father do that? NO EXCUSES even if he's drunk. Fucking idiot.
I've already tolerated it so don't push me further.

Aww....... ......Mr Christopher will be leaving this school tomorrow.
Just hope he'll be success in whatever he'll be doing in the future and whenever he's free, come visit us!
I miss Mr Issac, I hope he'll visit us, soon enough ):
Just took 1 photo with Mr Christopher.
Misses to you cher, best regards.

I was shocked with my 'test' results anyway.
Thanks to those teachers who add up the marks for our daily work and so on to let majority of us to pass with good grades. :D
I'm craving for magnum ice-cream, not the yogurt brand. O: Yucks.
ADAM, I guess I couldn't make it to Eve & Esther's birthday party if SHIELA couldn't make it.
THAT's so ):, she said she 60% can make it, well. ............ I'll pass Eve & Esther their present still if we couldn't make it.

Someone don't know how to auto, don't give people false hope when you don't like that person.
I agree with someone, YOU WANT to accept him THAT MUCH, but you just scared embarrassment.
MAYBE you think you're too pretty & he's that UGLY.
SUIT you, but maybe you'll get RETRIBUTION.
Well, I'm not cursing, I'm just saying maybe.
Why bring yourself to the standard of being so cheap?
NO GUYS want you then take him for substitute?

Have you ever heard of 'SHAMEFUL' this word?
YOU ARE THAT.

YOU KNOW WHY I SAID YOU LIKE THAT.
CAUSE I FEEL not worth for him.
UNHAPPY? You don't have the rights to be unhappy about it.

I remembered you ONCE told me,
you reflected at home yourself.
'why you're hypocrite and so on...'
AND YOU SAID YOU don't understand why you're hypocrite and so on...
At that point of time, I really believed you and told * maybe you really don't know.
NOW, I felt so foolish to believe you. C'mon, who don't know how they behave?
Unless you're possess by ghost or you've old senile. Don't give me that.
EVEN THE WHOLE WORLD ALSO DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE UP TO.
Only some people thinks you're that good and I pity them, ALOT.
So does those boys who'd a crush on you but mostly of them played you, you know fully well.
So is that call retribution?
SO NO POINT SHOWING OFF. YOU JUST ACTED GOOD IN FRONT OF THEM (mostly).
That's not the real you, so what point showing off?
Don't act as a good person to males (to make ppl fall in love with you) and treat people as you like.
YOU think you WHO? MISS PRESIDENT?!
*PUI*

You really have gone too overboard this time.
You think I want to quarrel with you? NO.
I just wish I've never known you.

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BYE MR CHRIS.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 6:47 PM
Seriously speaking, I don't know what I should do now.
10 years plus friendship but like dung.
She's cheap and weird. To add on, hypocrite, loud and flirt. I don't understand her, not at all.
What should I do? Someone tell me please.

BUT NOW I'M DAMN HAPPY. WHY?
CAUSE I GOT MY SONGS!
Thanks to Sixian for helping me getting '3 7 20 1'.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0f7Kwz-lqY

- March 11
I feel soft hearted once again. Still I doubt her and dislike her, abit? Or more.. Idk):
Marlissa horny reminded me I didn't blogged thus I realised I didn't blogged for few days.
Should I say I'm happy for not going to overseas this year with schoolmates?
Well....... I guess not, maybe yes, if 'he' is really not going too :D
I'll be more than happy.
Woohoooooooooooooo, I guess 'he' not going la. *wink*


Should I act good with her? Or am I really good to her from the bottom of my heart?




Was out to tampines with Suyin and Sharon that day.



Monday, March 9, 2009 @ 2:09 PM
SOMETHING bothering me. VERY. VERY VERY HARD ON IT.
I teared, and I'm glad no one sees it. I supposed.
And I don't want people to see it too.
I'll smile once again & I guess I've did it?
:D



Keep yourself distracted today so you don't have to deal with unpleasant thoughts or unpleasant people. This might not be an acceptable solution for the long term, but for right now it's perfectly fine to stick your fingers in your ears and sing 'I can't hear you' when you're faced with realities you don't want to deal with. It's not about procrastination -- you know you have to deal with important things as soon as possible. But feel free to ignore annoyances

THIS IS SO DAMN TRUE.
I hope I'll just forget about it now or soon.

Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ 8:07 PM


Seems like I start to like Show luo. I'm kind of missing him now.
Anyway today is my first time seeing Campus superstar 3!
I like Ai Jia's voice and Mei zhi's voice. Their voice is nice I think.
I pity 1 of the girl, I cried. I can't believe I teared.
Her mother passed away, yet she's still standing strong.
I'm very proud of her & wish her all the best in her singing.
Tomorrow there's school. I must bring myself to like school.

Like what Mr Shahid said, I shouldn't lose interest in my studies.
I'll try to bring myself back to the study world, again.

30 more days and grandma will be going back, to china.
I'll be missing her, for sure.

Saturday, March 7, 2009 @ 12:36 AM
Time: 5plus - It was already very crowded, guess around hundreds of them were outside or even more.

His super fans.

Time: 6plus - It gets more & more people, all the 5 floors!
Didn't have the chance to take the video of him when he came out and all.
But I got it from people who took his dance video, but cannot see his face and its blur.
Time: 8plus - Until I'm tired of tip toeing and can only see him from 2nd floor and since I also cannot touch and take photo with him so just be clear minded and go.
Anyway I also not big fan of him, so I didn't struggled. Luckily.
BUT I still think of it, especially the crowd which makes me think more.


Its like never ending autograph session. It just goes on and on.
Lily said 'S.H.E also not so many people..'
THAT SHOWS HE'S MORE FAMOUS, I REPLIED :)


The MC said that there were around '2 - 3000' people.
But I think, its more than that. Outside the shopping mall, especially.
Sorry, can't rotate. He was just talking. :)

HAHAHAHAHA, he stared at the guy who danced as called by the MC.
Shocked stare I guess? O:
4 videos below are people whom imitating a dance call '撑腰'.



He was more shocked at the girl.

He commenting the girl got her own style.

About his upcoming concert. - I guess in my whole life I also won't waste money on concert unless i know who he/she is. Not even if I like him/her very much.

When he sang.

When he dance.



PS: Can't see his face & not clear

Some video of Show luo's from youtube.
(Taipei)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u08T-Co-Pu8&feature=related

(Singapore eastpoint)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzTc5HtJhKI
This might be more clear and the song is utterly nice!

OH, and Show luo had came to singapore alot of times.

Just to post a little.
I find life really vulnerable and unpredictable.
I'm sad upon knowing what this world is happening (some).
Nearly drop tears for them. How lucky am I..... I thought.
I'm really lucky, born with a healthy body.
I should be glad for that and shouldn't blame on my features, anymore.
I've learn to appreciate and not blame. God bless those who ain't lucky.

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Friday, March 6, 2009 @ 4:32 PM
He's the one.


I'm now thinking if Simei eastpoint will be full of people.
If the toilet will be really full and the Kobayashi place will be pack of people or not.
Cause so you know, show luo is coming to singapore. Yes, Luo Zhixiang! He's the one.
I'm not a big fan of his, also not a fan of his. But well............. its a rare chance and I know I'll regret.
As last time Wuchun came to singapore, but cause of overslept I didn't go.
Actually I last minute can go, but I too lazy thus regretting for few days.
Now of course I've no regret about it, but I don't want the same thing to happen to me again.
See see him can already, though I know I won't have the luck to shake his hand or take picture with him.
Unless only I and my friends go watch him lor. You think possible meh? Sure alot people.
If I'm not wrong, he's quite famous..? I feel kinda excited and this's a rather shockingly news.
I want to see korean celebrities!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like all my favourite come singapore pls!
But they don't even know chinese, zzz. If they know how to speak abit of english also good la :)
Shouldn't be so crazy about celebrities, but I can't help it!!

Mum thinks its crazy, childish and mad.

She says celebrities also human.
Of course I know. But they only appear in TV & they're gorgeous.
*most of them* Thus the temptation to see them and touch them. HAHAHA!
Unless you're lucky, you see them on streets but so what? You don't know them.
Unless you're their past friends, current friends, relatives, mediacorp workers etc.
Maybe even some of them character sucks & so, we won't know.
We just want to see their look and feel them. But it'll just gone, very fast.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Stop being crazy, Jiale.

Back from Simei eastpoint!
Awwwww, I was damn tired for keep tip toeing cause Simei were like damn packed.
The 5 floors were occupied with humans. Like duh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I reached there at 5plus, clever me, missed the bus which Sixian and Lily were inside so I took another bus my own.
I didn't feel anything for Show luo in the past. But now I feel he's like damn handsome.
Actually its just a heat of moment thinking, I just think he's that handsome or I would rather say looks better in real life.
Only seen him from second & third floor, how I wish can see him more nearer. But its okay.
As I also not a fan of his and I don't know his song, at all. Except for hot shot's song. Is it his song? ;x
ONLY if got his disk then can get signature from him. Can see he like damn tired already but he still hanged on.
DAMN many humans outside the east point mall queuing for his signature, that means they didn't catched the part when he sang and all. Poor thing of them. LOL!
Me & friends also not his fans we still kept tip toeing and struggled you know.
I even screamed few times. HAHAHAHA. Erm, before I ate Kobayashi I was like can't bring myself to order and eat.
You know why? Cause I like can't wait to see Show luo (i didn't expect that) & wait, I'm wondering if Show is his name.
Okay, it doesn't matter. Just that there was this 1 bunch of girls, around my age, kept shouting Show luo as 'xiao zhu', 'luo zhixiang' damn irritating.
As in their voice is damn irritating but I don't mind cause they like Show luo too much but the part 'xiao zhu' very errr.... I don't know how to say but I wonder if he like to be called 'xiao zhu'.
Cause I think it isn't really nice to be called 'xiao zhu', its like 'zhu zhu zhu' (pig) like WTH.
But its his nickname, perhaps cause he really like and I think he got this name himself and even if he don't like this nickname anymore also his business. aha.
Anyway I agreed with Lily, the bunch of girls screamed like they got raped & I think that they screamed really weirdly.
None of my business actually. I was just quite happy when Show luo like looked at me cause he were looking at my direction & his blur face were like just so cute.
And there was 1 auntie beside me were also damn happy and made a act cute sound which is rather funny.
Okay la, I didn't expect a auntie getting crazy over him so retarded in a way like a teenager. HAHA.
I also don't do that when he looked at my direction, 2nd time he looked I so stupid didn't go wave. Zzzzz. I'm used to anti social ):
Never mind. He also won't remember me. But he like pointing at me, like how I always feel my dm looking at me when she look at my class.
Well.............................................. I shall stop here. If not I would go none stop.
SO CUTE LAH HIM. I'm still not a fan of his. Haha. Just too handsome to be forgotten.
BYE. Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow I supposed.

Thursday, March 5, 2009 @ 2:48 PM


Kinda worried about the Uncle I mentioned before in my blog.
Luckily there were 1 kind human helped him bought food so that he doesn't go empty on his stomach again.
Wanted to bring him some pancakes, but feeling lazy you see.
Never mind, there's always next time.
Oh my!! He's eating late lunch, hope he'll eat his dinner.
Aww........ ........... .. Poor thing. ):

Anyway, have you heard of a sentence 'Good things never last'?
I've heard of that and I think majority of you have heard/seen before this sentence too.
Sometimes I recalled back what people did to me (good things), like I never imagined he/she would did that to me.
Yet he/she did that to me, but for a while, only.
It felt like a dream. Totally, to the core.
And it does not last. And I utterly hate it.
Why're humans like that?? I totally don't understand why.
But so what? Its their choice to treat me good a moment and another moment forget all about me.
How I hope good things will last, forever. Why can't you all make this happen?):
I WANT THAT. And my life will be near to perfect.
Maybe you all won't understand what I'm talking about. But its okay.
I guess this'll never come true. Already said humans.
Humans changes fast enough that you can never imagine and its always & never ending changing.
YOOHOOOOOO! Tomorrow there's PE, I can't wait for badminton! ;p
I'm so so so lucky that my class girls are replacing me for cross country this year!
I freaking don't want to join, its like freaking fucking totally tired to the core!
I remember I was damn sweaty and tired last year and I don't like the run. Its way too long!
Somemore, I can never win the netball girls, they're so strong!
Mostly of the winners, for girls, are the girls in netball. Ain't they powerful?
o;

I don't feel like caring about her, but can I? Apparently, I still can't let go. That bit.
Normal friend will do. Hope everything will be fine for her & hope she'll brace up & come back to school.
I'll keep that little s for you all. Take care, always.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009 @ 6:22 PM
Where have my loyal readers gone to.....................? ... .... .. .... ):
Had a super nice nap at hall just now though feeling headache.
Don't feel like saying much today, so just enjoy the pictures.


My friend, Sixian drew it. Isn't it nice? YE YOU AGREE TOO ;)



Mum cooked this, delicious.


Thanks Cy sis for helping me to paste the sticker on my hp.
I'm loving it. Thanks for forging out the time. HEHE.


Isn't it pretty? Ye I know you all agree. My classmates likes it too. :D

Always the same wearing uniform pictures but I LIKE.


Took this rather long ago.. ........ last year..?
I was shocked to see it. IT WAS DAMN BEAUTIFUL!
You must see it in real life. Damn attractive and its the best sky I ever seen, so far.
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Name: Wang/Ong Jiale
Age: 20
Nationality: Singaporean
Zodiac: Leo

Grandma & Family is always my top priority.
basketball, badminton, pingpong, softball.
I started to read books after twilight were published.
Hate heavy metal and techno, sucks.
movies, shopping, eating, studying.
soft-hearted. easily influence. friendly if you know me well.
anti-social by the face. talkative and nonsense.
true to friends and easily trust people.
loves to laughs, love to joke.


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Wishes
. Grandma to sit up soon!!
. FIFTH CHINA TRIP!!!!! <3
. Trip to KOREA, HONGKONG, TAIWAN, JAPAN AND NEWYORK
. Roam around the world
. Overseas trip with best buds

Wants
. FOLDED WALLET!!
. COLLAR LONG SLEEVE SHIRT!
. LONG SLEEVE DRESS!!!!!

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