Sunday, January 30, 2011 @ 9:57 PM
All of these was my lunch on the 28 January!!
I thought I could finish it but it was too much -_-
This's crazy. I craved for Cheese Fries last minute and I ordered this instead of Peanut Waffle.
I missed Wanton for a few days and I finally got to eat it on the 28. Not nice! :-O, :@
I missed Tom Yam Mee Hoon Kueh for a day and I ate it the next day!
On the 27, I ate Mee Goreng :P It has been really long since I ate that. Yummy to the max!
I also ate Beef Guo Tiao and Salted Fish Fried Rice at night! Really yummy!!
Or maybe because I was too hungry. Ok, this is crazy. I've been eating a lot!
After my heavy lunch on the 28, I ate Spring Roll, You Tiao with Tofu and half Char Siew Bun! :-O
I also got myself a Track Pants and a Black Coat at Tampines ^^
On the 29, I ate Fillet O-fish as I was having a huge crave for it and in the end I add ala carte Nuggets.
Full to the max! I just can't control my mouth and I bought sweets which was the worst sweets I've ever eaten.
I ordered Red Ruby when I was still feeling really full, I didn't finish it for the first time.
Finally I bought for myself a Purple LED Watch as one of my classmates have it.
It's cool and nice, cost me $20 but worth the price as it's water resistance.
After that, we went to the Arcade. I had lots of fun shooting basketballs into the basket!!
And played some other games in there. After that, home sweet home.
I ate more food. Chicken Wings and Fried Rice!
Today, I couldn't resist food temptation. I ate don't know how many Chocolate Rolls, Fried rice with Eggs, Hot Dogs, Seaweed Chickens and Mac'spicy with Cheese!!
Although Grandma eats many meals a day but I think I eat more than her. Ha-ha-ha.
Am I a monster? Kekeke.
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Aunt June last minute didn't come to my house today, she comes here every Sunday ^^
Due to the big rain, I think everyday it's raining. Weird weather :-O
I just realised it has been long since I last took photo with Grandma! Hopefully tomorrow!! ♥
I'm intending to bring Grandma to the market at 7 am tomorrow, please let me wake up!!
I thought of bringing Grandma to the market on Saturday, and I couldn't make it so I thought of Sunday and I still couldn't make it.
Grandma is just so adorable. Kekeke.
My love for her will be forever but I wonder will my love be lasting for other people?
Well, I randomly saw this program on television about divorce. I feel that marriage is quite scary.
And when my lecturer told us about how marriage will get boring like after 10 years.
I believe some marriage get boring less than 10 years.
But if it's fated, just have to face it.
It's easy to say but when it becomes real, it's really torturing.
*yawn* It's monday tomorrow. Thanks God that lesson is starting at 1pm / 2pm tomorrow.
And 2 days break for Chinese New Year this week. Great ^^
I'm really tired everyday. Super exhausted everyday.
I thought I could finish it but it was too much -_-
This's crazy. I craved for Cheese Fries last minute and I ordered this instead of Peanut Waffle.
I missed Wanton for a few days and I finally got to eat it on the 28. Not nice! :-O, :@
I missed Tom Yam Mee Hoon Kueh for a day and I ate it the next day!
On the 27, I ate Mee Goreng :P It has been really long since I ate that. Yummy to the max!
I also ate Beef Guo Tiao and Salted Fish Fried Rice at night! Really yummy!!
Or maybe because I was too hungry. Ok, this is crazy. I've been eating a lot!
After my heavy lunch on the 28, I ate Spring Roll, You Tiao with Tofu and half Char Siew Bun! :-O
I also got myself a Track Pants and a Black Coat at Tampines ^^
On the 29, I ate Fillet O-fish as I was having a huge crave for it and in the end I add ala carte Nuggets.
Full to the max! I just can't control my mouth and I bought sweets which was the worst sweets I've ever eaten.
I ordered Red Ruby when I was still feeling really full, I didn't finish it for the first time.
Finally I bought for myself a Purple LED Watch as one of my classmates have it.
It's cool and nice, cost me $20 but worth the price as it's water resistance.
After that, we went to the Arcade. I had lots of fun shooting basketballs into the basket!!
And played some other games in there. After that, home sweet home.
I ate more food. Chicken Wings and Fried Rice!
Today, I couldn't resist food temptation. I ate don't know how many Chocolate Rolls, Fried rice with Eggs, Hot Dogs, Seaweed Chickens and Mac'spicy with Cheese!!
Although Grandma eats many meals a day but I think I eat more than her. Ha-ha-ha.
Am I a monster? Kekeke.
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Aunt June last minute didn't come to my house today, she comes here every Sunday ^^
Due to the big rain, I think everyday it's raining. Weird weather :-O
I just realised it has been long since I last took photo with Grandma! Hopefully tomorrow!! ♥
I'm intending to bring Grandma to the market at 7 am tomorrow, please let me wake up!!
I thought of bringing Grandma to the market on Saturday, and I couldn't make it so I thought of Sunday and I still couldn't make it.
Grandma is just so adorable. Kekeke.
My love for her will be forever but I wonder will my love be lasting for other people?
Well, I randomly saw this program on television about divorce. I feel that marriage is quite scary.
And when my lecturer told us about how marriage will get boring like after 10 years.
I believe some marriage get boring less than 10 years.
But if it's fated, just have to face it.
It's easy to say but when it becomes real, it's really torturing.
*yawn* It's monday tomorrow. Thanks God that lesson is starting at 1pm / 2pm tomorrow.
And 2 days break for Chinese New Year this week. Great ^^
I'm really tired everyday. Super exhausted everyday.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 @ 10:10 PM
Thank you for always being so money-faced so I can bring myself to remind you to return a small amount of money to my precious someone.
I don't understand why is it so hard when it's just $2? Why do you have to let me feel so bad cause I can't forget it.
Although it's a small amount of money but your action made it seems like stealing and not lending!
I rather rely on myself to do the job. You only wanted to help when I sort of threatened you.
I don't want it to be like this. I would like you to help sincerely if not forget it.
Hopefully I can bring myself to remind you tomorrow again.
Come on, it's not hard at all. Just return the $2 and I will feel good, you will feel good too (not hearing my reminder.)
I can help not for the sake of money, I hope one day you can too. Thank you. God bless.
Sigh :( Whenever I think of how much you suffered, I feel so... Soft-hearted.
But you're a grown up, please be responsible and mature.
My beloved Grandma is just so adorable. No matter how many times I'm going to say this.
She is just so adorable. I love her. He-he. She just brightened up my day everyday I reached home after a long day in school.
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I think I will never forget what you said to me. That sounds good.
I don't understand why is it so hard when it's just $2? Why do you have to let me feel so bad cause I can't forget it.
Although it's a small amount of money but your action made it seems like stealing and not lending!
I rather rely on myself to do the job. You only wanted to help when I sort of threatened you.
I don't want it to be like this. I would like you to help sincerely if not forget it.
Hopefully I can bring myself to remind you tomorrow again.
Come on, it's not hard at all. Just return the $2 and I will feel good, you will feel good too (not hearing my reminder.)
I can help not for the sake of money, I hope one day you can too. Thank you. God bless.
Sigh :( Whenever I think of how much you suffered, I feel so... Soft-hearted.
But you're a grown up, please be responsible and mature.
My beloved Grandma is just so adorable. No matter how many times I'm going to say this.
She is just so adorable. I love her. He-he. She just brightened up my day everyday I reached home after a long day in school.
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I think I will never forget what you said to me. That sounds good.
Saturday, January 22, 2011 @ 12:11 AM
This year, I remember thinking of Huimin 2 times.
I think this shows that I will never forget her in my life.
Frankly speaking, after Huimin passed away on April 2010.....
Firstly, I was really stunned and upset. Afterwards, still can't get over it.
I needed friends desperately as my family can't help me.
I'm glad to have their accompany the next day, after the day we visited Huimin at her wake.
These 10 days in my new school, sometimes I thought if she was by my side and what course will she takes.
Actually I thought she might not be in mind anymore after a long period of time.
Nearly a year she left us. And I've not seen her for more than a year. (Not including at her wake.)
Sigh. Life. I know I might sound silly here.
But sometimes I really hope to leave this world or hope that I'd never been born at all.
Someone gave me hope when this year some small things happened.
I never thought that someone will talk to me. I never thought. I only wished.
Well, it never lasted and I still find it like a dream at times.
Never mind, just ignore it and get on with life as you should Ong Jiale.
Be happy. Smile ^^
I love Grandma. As always. He he.
P.S: I'm always finding perfection in my life, I know I'm not perfect myself but I guess I'm trying to be perfect in some ways. I guess. But I still don't think I'm really trying. Well, I guess some people are like me, can't help but love to find perfection in some things.
I think this shows that I will never forget her in my life.
Frankly speaking, after Huimin passed away on April 2010.....
Firstly, I was really stunned and upset. Afterwards, still can't get over it.
I needed friends desperately as my family can't help me.
I'm glad to have their accompany the next day, after the day we visited Huimin at her wake.
These 10 days in my new school, sometimes I thought if she was by my side and what course will she takes.
Actually I thought she might not be in mind anymore after a long period of time.
Nearly a year she left us. And I've not seen her for more than a year. (Not including at her wake.)
Sigh. Life. I know I might sound silly here.
But sometimes I really hope to leave this world or hope that I'd never been born at all.
Someone gave me hope when this year some small things happened.
I never thought that someone will talk to me. I never thought. I only wished.
Well, it never lasted and I still find it like a dream at times.
Never mind, just ignore it and get on with life as you should Ong Jiale.
Be happy. Smile ^^
I love Grandma. As always. He he.
P.S: I'm always finding perfection in my life, I know I'm not perfect myself but I guess I'm trying to be perfect in some ways. I guess. But I still don't think I'm really trying. Well, I guess some people are like me, can't help but love to find perfection in some things.
Friday, January 14, 2011 @ 10:35 PM
A brand new start. It's 2011.
Life - It won't go smooth all the time.
Currently feeling down.
Come on, Ong Jiale. Face it with a smile! ^^
Since you're fated to be in this world, just face it.
Your life is not bad, so do treasure it.
*headache*
Saturday, January 1, 2011 @ 12:24 AM
I've gathered up my courage to ask that someone to do something with responsibility.
I hope that person will really do it, I don't like to remind over and over again.
If not I can't get it off my mind. I wanted to let it go but I can't. I don't feel good.
I'll feel guilty and bad. Although I'm soft hearted but I still feel that person's action is bad.
So I must remind that person again and again.
I feel much more better after reminding again.
That person said it's an easy task but end up it seems so hard when it's really easy to do it.
Just now some things came to my mind when I was taking a stroll nearby my house downstairs.
I posted a lot of statuses like as if my facebook is my twitter or blog.
I'm going to repeat it here again.
Left hand sprained and when I want to put my hand straight, it hurts.
If I'm an old lady, I'll be in so much pain. What to do? Life is like this.
I believe this is how my Grandma feels.
When I told her my hand is in pain, she shaked her head and said "Your armpit is in pain and followed by your hand".
How can all these compare to Grandma when it was only my surgery that hurts a lot?
The only thing that hurts is my cyst is still here. Call it cyst or abcess.
I wonder if I'll ever need another surgery. I hope not.
But it's hard to say, I can do this surgery any time if it's not going to disappear and if it makes me feel uncomfortable.
Of course, I would really hope to remove once and for all.
But all I can do now is to just forget it first. I know it's here everyday but at least I can make myself feel better everyday by not worrying about it.
:-S I've said too much, like a blog.
Above was what I posted on my facebook. Such a long thoughts.
While I was walking, I thought to myself "10 days and I need to go back to school life, please get use to it and avoid making mistakes in a new school".
Anyway, yesterday was the first time I fried eggs for Dad, Mum and Bro.
Mum was angry because Dad ate the first two eggs I fried and he came to me unexpectedly.
So the third egg I fried was ugly in shape, so does the fourth, luckily the fifth was pretty.
Gave Mum the fifth one as she was nagging how Dad doesn't fork out in this family and wants to eat this and that.
I was angry while hearing her nagging as she said "You're a fool".
But I don't remember hatred as it's the fact that Dad is a person whom don't support us.
Mum is the one who works hard all year and still can't take a good rest at this age.
I always love Mum, Grandma, Sis, relatives and friends.
I hope that person will really do it, I don't like to remind over and over again.
If not I can't get it off my mind. I wanted to let it go but I can't. I don't feel good.
I'll feel guilty and bad. Although I'm soft hearted but I still feel that person's action is bad.
So I must remind that person again and again.
I feel much more better after reminding again.
That person said it's an easy task but end up it seems so hard when it's really easy to do it.
Just now some things came to my mind when I was taking a stroll nearby my house downstairs.
I posted a lot of statuses like as if my facebook is my twitter or blog.
I'm going to repeat it here again.
Left hand sprained and when I want to put my hand straight, it hurts.
If I'm an old lady, I'll be in so much pain. What to do? Life is like this.
I believe this is how my Grandma feels.
When I told her my hand is in pain, she shaked her head and said "Your armpit is in pain and followed by your hand".
How can all these compare to Grandma when it was only my surgery that hurts a lot?
The only thing that hurts is my cyst is still here. Call it cyst or abcess.
I wonder if I'll ever need another surgery. I hope not.
But it's hard to say, I can do this surgery any time if it's not going to disappear and if it makes me feel uncomfortable.
Of course, I would really hope to remove once and for all.
But all I can do now is to just forget it first. I know it's here everyday but at least I can make myself feel better everyday by not worrying about it.
:-S I've said too much, like a blog.
Above was what I posted on my facebook. Such a long thoughts.
While I was walking, I thought to myself "10 days and I need to go back to school life, please get use to it and avoid making mistakes in a new school".
Anyway, yesterday was the first time I fried eggs for Dad, Mum and Bro.
Mum was angry because Dad ate the first two eggs I fried and he came to me unexpectedly.
So the third egg I fried was ugly in shape, so does the fourth, luckily the fifth was pretty.
Gave Mum the fifth one as she was nagging how Dad doesn't fork out in this family and wants to eat this and that.
I was angry while hearing her nagging as she said "You're a fool".
But I don't remember hatred as it's the fact that Dad is a person whom don't support us.
Mum is the one who works hard all year and still can't take a good rest at this age.
I always love Mum, Grandma, Sis, relatives and friends.
