Saturday, January 22, 2011 @ 12:11 AM
This year, I remember thinking of Huimin 2 times.
I think this shows that I will never forget her in my life.
Frankly speaking, after Huimin passed away on April 2010.....
Firstly, I was really stunned and upset. Afterwards, still can't get over it.
I needed friends desperately as my family can't help me.
I'm glad to have their accompany the next day, after the day we visited Huimin at her wake.
These 10 days in my new school, sometimes I thought if she was by my side and what course will she takes.
Actually I thought she might not be in mind anymore after a long period of time.
Nearly a year she left us. And I've not seen her for more than a year. (Not including at her wake.)
Sigh. Life. I know I might sound silly here.
But sometimes I really hope to leave this world or hope that I'd never been born at all.
Someone gave me hope when this year some small things happened.
I never thought that someone will talk to me. I never thought. I only wished.
Well, it never lasted and I still find it like a dream at times.
Never mind, just ignore it and get on with life as you should Ong Jiale.
Be happy. Smile ^^
I love Grandma. As always. He he.
P.S: I'm always finding perfection in my life, I know I'm not perfect myself but I guess I'm trying to be perfect in some ways. I guess. But I still don't think I'm really trying. Well, I guess some people are like me, can't help but love to find perfection in some things.
I think this shows that I will never forget her in my life.
Frankly speaking, after Huimin passed away on April 2010.....
Firstly, I was really stunned and upset. Afterwards, still can't get over it.
I needed friends desperately as my family can't help me.
I'm glad to have their accompany the next day, after the day we visited Huimin at her wake.
These 10 days in my new school, sometimes I thought if she was by my side and what course will she takes.
Actually I thought she might not be in mind anymore after a long period of time.
Nearly a year she left us. And I've not seen her for more than a year. (Not including at her wake.)
Sigh. Life. I know I might sound silly here.
But sometimes I really hope to leave this world or hope that I'd never been born at all.
Someone gave me hope when this year some small things happened.
I never thought that someone will talk to me. I never thought. I only wished.
Well, it never lasted and I still find it like a dream at times.
Never mind, just ignore it and get on with life as you should Ong Jiale.
Be happy. Smile ^^
I love Grandma. As always. He he.
P.S: I'm always finding perfection in my life, I know I'm not perfect myself but I guess I'm trying to be perfect in some ways. I guess. But I still don't think I'm really trying. Well, I guess some people are like me, can't help but love to find perfection in some things.
