Sunday, August 29, 2010 @ 1:54 AM
When I realised that I can't compare to your friend or other friends.
When I feel envy or jealous. Was it the right feeling?
I think it's just all mixed-up feelings!
It sucks that my determination NEVER last long!
All I care about is just Grandma. Yes, it's true.
I do care about my future but I'm just being emotional about my stupid choice made.
There is always mistakes and regrets in life. It just can't be avoided.
We don't know if every choice made was right or wrong. We just have to go with our feelings and instincts.
Life is short. Really short. How much 10 years can Humans have?
We must live life happily and do everything you wish to do! Don't live to regret!
Of course, you know what to do and what not to do.
I'm 16 now, turning into 40s - 50s is very fast.
In a blink of an eye, I'll be old. Of course, I wish to be healthy and able to take care of myself.
When one is old, they have to take care of themselves very well. As old folks is very weak.
It's fated that I'm born into this family and to know those friends of mine.
I've to remind myself that "No one is perfect". I shouldn't demand too much from some of my friends!
But all I ask from all my friends is just to be earnest, honest and reasonable.
Isn't it easy?
Well, I understand it's hard for some people because no one is perfect.
However, I still don't understand why some people just couldn't do simple things. Argh!
Ong Jiale, take it easy!!
I shan't make myself angry over unworthy people.
Anyway, my Grandma is so adorable!!!
I know I've been saying it for umpteen times but she is improving! He he! ^-^
She is requesting to go Market almost everyday! She loves to go out!
(I mean, she always love to go Market but after her fall, she couldn't tolerate the pain in her backbone thus she don't like to go out because whenever she sit on the wheelchair, she feels pain.)
I know she still do feel pain but she don't nag anymore. She could even sit for an hour plus!
Until just now when Mum called, I told Grandma to wait for Mum.
She couldn't tolerate, as she need to pass motion. Ha ha. She showed me a shocked face.
In the end, she didn't pass motion. I asked her if she lied, she didn't answer.
I really don't know if she lied though. Doesn't matter.
I look forward to bring her to the Market tomorrow with Family! :D
Good luck to me for everything!
All I ask for is Grandma to recover. Which means that she can sit up on her own, stand up on her own, walk on her own(with walking stick or not) and for peace at home.
I can sacrifice anything but not the thing that I'm most afraid of. God knows.
(Yes, even death. If possible.)
Thank you.
When I feel envy or jealous. Was it the right feeling?
I think it's just all mixed-up feelings!
It sucks that my determination NEVER last long!
All I care about is just Grandma. Yes, it's true.
I do care about my future but I'm just being emotional about my stupid choice made.
There is always mistakes and regrets in life. It just can't be avoided.
We don't know if every choice made was right or wrong. We just have to go with our feelings and instincts.
Life is short. Really short. How much 10 years can Humans have?
We must live life happily and do everything you wish to do! Don't live to regret!
Of course, you know what to do and what not to do.
I'm 16 now, turning into 40s - 50s is very fast.
In a blink of an eye, I'll be old. Of course, I wish to be healthy and able to take care of myself.
When one is old, they have to take care of themselves very well. As old folks is very weak.
It's fated that I'm born into this family and to know those friends of mine.
I've to remind myself that "No one is perfect". I shouldn't demand too much from some of my friends!
But all I ask from all my friends is just to be earnest, honest and reasonable.
Isn't it easy?
Well, I understand it's hard for some people because no one is perfect.
However, I still don't understand why some people just couldn't do simple things. Argh!
Ong Jiale, take it easy!!
I shan't make myself angry over unworthy people.
Anyway, my Grandma is so adorable!!!
I know I've been saying it for umpteen times but she is improving! He he! ^-^
She is requesting to go Market almost everyday! She loves to go out!
(I mean, she always love to go Market but after her fall, she couldn't tolerate the pain in her backbone thus she don't like to go out because whenever she sit on the wheelchair, she feels pain.)
I know she still do feel pain but she don't nag anymore. She could even sit for an hour plus!
Until just now when Mum called, I told Grandma to wait for Mum.
She couldn't tolerate, as she need to pass motion. Ha ha. She showed me a shocked face.
In the end, she didn't pass motion. I asked her if she lied, she didn't answer.
I really don't know if she lied though. Doesn't matter.
I look forward to bring her to the Market tomorrow with Family! :D
Good luck to me for everything!
All I ask for is Grandma to recover. Which means that she can sit up on her own, stand up on her own, walk on her own(with walking stick or not) and for peace at home.
I can sacrifice anything but not the thing that I'm most afraid of. God knows.
(Yes, even death. If possible.)
Thank you.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 @ 6:12 PM
WISH MYSELF A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (BELATED)
Thank you Mum for the treat and Dad for the birthday cake.
Thank you Sis and Sis's bf for the treat.
All of you are so sweet to me. My 16th birthday is quite a sweet one! ^0^
Especially, my birthday messages. It's the first year I keep birthday messages, let it be a 16th special.
Thank you Racy, Liyin and Sixian for the surprise although Sixian came late.
Every year, my wish will be the one and only wish.
Thank you Mum for the treat and Dad for the birthday cake.
Thank you Yaling for the surprise and the gift too.
Thank you Sis and Sis's bf for the treat.
Thank you Sharon, Suyin, Jonathan and Weikiat for the celebration.
All of you are so sweet to me. My 16th birthday is quite a sweet one! ^0^
Especially, my birthday messages. It's the first year I keep birthday messages, let it be a 16th special.
It was so unexpected of Racy, Liyin and Sixian to give me this birthday surprise!
Especially, Liyin, as it has been long since I last saw her and I don't expect anything from her.
I knew the surprise when Racy passed me the scrapbook she decorated. Ha ha, she very blur but cute.
Especially, Liyin, as it has been long since I last saw her and I don't expect anything from her.
I knew the surprise when Racy passed me the scrapbook she decorated. Ha ha, she very blur but cute.
Liyin kept saying her dumb? If I'm not mistaken. So bad of Liyin. HA HA.
I'm shocked that Yaling appeared at my house door too. But I was not home!
So the surprise failed too. I'm happy still!! :D
Yaling passed me the gift that I've longed for! But Sis bought for me first.
It's alright. It's the thoughts that counts!
Furthermore, I'm so rough. I'll be able to use it very soon.
Furthermore, I'm so rough. I'll be able to use it very soon.
I can exchange the mouse whenever I want too.
:)
THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO PUT IN EXTRA EFFORT FOR ME.
THANK YOU EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! I APPRECIATE IT!
THANK YOU EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! I APPRECIATE IT!
^-^
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 @ 1:03 AM
First time the three of us hang out together, just the three of us.
A pity that Sharon edited the effects of the photos that I want to print out. She deleted the original.
Never mind, three of us shall take photos soon again!
We went Bugis. Wanted to buy Koi's milk tea, my all-time favourite but it was such a long queue! (As always.)
It was so warm at the queue so we decided to go Bugis street and get some $1 drinks.
We bought some Pancakes also but was too full to eat it straightaway.
I carried it around and about half an hour later then we ate it. It turned cold, not nice.
Weikiat bought Fried mars bar, very sweet but delicious!
We ate lunch before walking around and took neoprints. Had an enjoyable day with both of you thought it was short.
Had a lot of talkings and laughter.
Took photos too, here it is!
My all-time favourite, Ku Hye Sun! ^-^ How great if there was Linda Chung's photo badge.
Weikiat was telling me to imitate this cat as he thinks I'm good at making this expression! Ha ha. So I tried imitating, ha ha ha.
A pity that Sharon edited the effects of the photos that I want to print out. She deleted the original.
Never mind, three of us shall take photos soon again!
We went Bugis. Wanted to buy Koi's milk tea, my all-time favourite but it was such a long queue! (As always.)
It was so warm at the queue so we decided to go Bugis street and get some $1 drinks.
We bought some Pancakes also but was too full to eat it straightaway.
I carried it around and about half an hour later then we ate it. It turned cold, not nice.
Weikiat bought Fried mars bar, very sweet but delicious!
We ate lunch before walking around and took neoprints. Had an enjoyable day with both of you thought it was short.
Had a lot of talkings and laughter.
Took photos too, here it is!
My all-time favourite, Ku Hye Sun! ^-^ How great if there was Linda Chung's photo badge.
Weikiat was telling me to imitate this cat as he thinks I'm good at making this expression! Ha ha. So I tried imitating, ha ha ha.
