Perhaps it's time for me to control my diet and it'll be quite easy from now onwards.. I guess.
Since I've left not much cash inside my white-yellow-brown wallet, it's white in colour when I first bought it if I'm not mistaken.
I don't even know if Dad will give me pocket money for lunch and dinner for the day before.
As I took my red packet given by Grandma, I want to put the money back.
Have been eating too much nowadays, even when I feel full, I still can squeeze food inside my mouth.
Alright, I was telling Weikiat I'll be sleeping at 4am and guess what, more than 50% of the housework is still not done.
I keep seeing Lizard/Gecko around.. Eww. I don't understand why. Or I wasn't observant in the past?
85 supper with Clique was great!!! ^-^ Finally saw Shiela and Sharon!
Accompanied Shiela walked home and cycled Sharon home, saw Brother and he was telling me Mum and Dad quarreled.
It's the 1 2 3 times or maybe even more than that, luckily I wasn't home.
But Dad was overboard for not keeping his promise and saying Grandma..
I don't know what?
I also don't want to hear if not I'll bear grudges.. for a long time.
I do not want to bear grudges towards Dad anymore, but since he wants to do it, so let it be.
I felt like a puppet... Just now, few hours ago, that short moment.Never mind. Doesn't matter??? I think.
My lump is back. Is it because I don't have self-control? Must be!
The hatred is back towards some of my friends? Not really counted as 'hatred', sort of.
Feel so immature but I just couldn't control what I want to say and it's the facts.
I was happy seeing every single one of my friends, however.. Forget it. I'm just not happy.
I want to drink, seriously.
I won't as I'll have self-control.
I shall manage my emotion well. I'll try.
I want to shout it out loud and enjoy myself with Clique, soon?
Ktv sessions ♥ Never ending.
I wish, I hope..
Sufficient money for Ktv sessions, meeting up with some friends and Movie sessions.
Not to forget, Mahjiong sessions!!! ♥
I got to learn rollarblading soon.. I've many things I want to learn. I've not yet learn swimming! HAHAHAHAHA. It's hard for me.
Tell me, is it so hard?!What matters now is..What matters now is..
What matters now is... YES!!
GRANDMA WILL BE MOVING BACK TO MY HOUSE IN ABOUT 5 - 6 hours time!!!!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥:))) My love, my priority, my forever, my precious, my darling, my grandma, my kpo!
Love her so much! YES! I'll be seeing her everyday from today onwards!!!
Hope June will pass not too fast and everyday will be a fruitful day!
God bless Grandma to be able to sit up by herself and stand by herself with her walking stick to support.
TOMORROW WILL GET BETTER.
:)
Believe.. in hopes.
I will.
It doesn't matter if I suffer a little bit. As long as Grandma is fine and as long as I can be there.
I just love her so much like noboby can imagine. Grandpa loved her so much too, right..