Unexpected & vulnerable. SUCKS!! This's life. What can we do?
Enjoy to the fullest. Cherish whoever is important to you.
I guess I'm too cope up with stuffs or my brain are either thinking of schoolwork, lump, working and it really left my brain without a word or a image of Grandma for 2 days.
For the past week, I visited Grandma everyday or 6 days out of 1 week.
Now, only few minutes thinking of her, & continue busy with my stuffs.
I should be sleeping few hours ago but I've left my brain awake and ending up thinking of Grandma.
Thinking of the past she used to walk with her walking stick, pushing her to the market, seeing her eating with pleasure, talking to her friends with laughter.
WHY must it be like this now. WHY! WHY! WHY!
FUCKING HELL! Who can I blame? What to blame? Why should I blame?