THREE MORE DAYS......................................................................................
IN MY WHOLE LIFE, there'll be a first stranger who is coming to my house to stay.
Guess who? A MAID. Actually, I don't know why, I don't like calling maid, maid.
Doesn't sound nice to me, so when I know her name, I'll call her name.
She'll only be staying for three days, hope it won't be long, I'm not use to having a stranger in my house.
Grandma is having her mind thinking wild again.....
I was shocked that she said with me by her side she look to the positive side and forgotten unhappy incidents or things.
Don't feel like leaving my house and me, but I going to China yet cannot bring her go........
(ACTUALLY BOUGHT AIR TICKET FOR GRANDMA, GOT TO WASTE THE TICKET CAUSE GRANDMA CAN'T WALK LIKE THE PAST, TOO EARLY ORDER THE TICKET ALREADY)
(but at least as long Grandma is fine now, waste the ticket is nothing.)
(SAY SO MUCH, LAST TIME REALLY SHOULDN'T SEND GRANDMA TO CHINA ALONE)
SEE, SO MUCH HAPPENED, WHO TO BLAME?!?!?! Luckily everything is fine now.Mum said luckily I suggested to go see Grandma in china if not Grandma might have been death now.
WHICH SUCKS, HATE MUM TO SAY THAT, but maybe it's right. Fuck, I rather I die.Wanted to told Grandma I dreamed of Grandpa, but scared will make her upset, so I didn't.
SO MUCH WANT TO TELL HER! First time in my life, I cried during dream and real life.
Dreamed of Grandpa like for few hrs, that I cried in dream and when I woke up, I was still crying.
Which was weird for me, I don't cry in real life when I cried in dream.
But the cry doesn't last long, the dream was a little,
un-real.
Moreover, the ending was sweet, all of us hold hands together, I was the only one crying and Grandpa was touching my head as usual.
As what he did in the past, when he was still alive.
Happy I dreamed of Grandpa still. Hope I'll be able to dream of him again.
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Now, I'm thinking how can I manage my time well in order to visit Grandma everyday if possible and during school days, is more HARD. Remedials all these. It sounds really REALLY difficult, as the venue is Ang Mo Kio. Really far. Shit it, I don't know how to manage my time at all, A STUPID IN MANAGING TIME. Next year, is a important year but Grandma is much more important. BUT I also can't neglect my study.
I think I can solve it. Should be. Right........ -_-
Never mind, I believe if I want to do sth, I can do it.