Grandma is back to her own house!!! SUPER UNBEARABLE!!! __ Just hope that time by time she'll be use to staying at her own house which for years we didn't visited the house, (now its my Uncle's house), and hope I can visit her often!!! Super still not sure of the location. God will watch me right? I guess so or maybe not. Stupid, me help myself. LOL! :-) Hey be happy is the way.
Suddenly, I felt so remorseful. So regretful for not going Grandpa's house every sunday when he was still alive.
Why wasn't I few years older last few years?!?!?!?!?!?!
But I think it doesn't make much difference either, but maybe it will also make a difference.
Doesn't mean I might love Grandpa/ma more like how I love Grandma now.
Now, I really miss Grandpa, miss him than anything.
If its not that Grandpa passed away, I won't be so close to Grandma now.
Its was because that none can take care Grandma, so my Mum took her in.
I didn't give a damn about Grandma when she first moved to my house when Grandpa passed away.
It was on the 2007 January... Until Mum told me to care more for Grandma. I started to.
I don't know how I started, but I know the more I communicate with her, day by day, I began to really dote her.
HOW GREAT IF LIFE CAN RESTART ALL OVER AGAIN.
For me to treasure Grandpa more in the past.......
I'll be so much happier to see Grandpa around with Grandma, everyday also not a problem.
Though Ang Mo Kio may be far, but for them, I'll be looking forward to everyday.
Though I might not be close with them, as I wasn't close with them, thats why I didn't really care about them.
I'll scream in joy if I'm able to see them everyday....................... Not possible... Of course..
EH!!!!!!!!! Maybe when all of us are dead!!! That'll be nice too. A hell/heaven reunion! :)
Not like the past, I dragged to go to Ang Mo Kio as I can't tolerate a 1 hour bus ride.
Always vomiting when I reached Ang Mo Kio, and the distant is far. Actually its just all about far. Damn it.
Knowing Grandpa dote on me and the others, but I don't really realised in the past.
ALSO, regretful for not going china second time while Grandpa still alive. Fuck.
This sentence is so true 'people always tend to treasure things after they lost it'.
I don't know if this sentence suits me as I was not close with them.
Sounds like an excuse... Fuck, I don't know la...
At least there was a first time going to China when Grandpa and Grandma was there.
Though the memories is not clear, still, at least there were once. At least there were photos.
Suddenly felt like god is playing on me and some of you out there.
For making us losing our love ones etc.
