Miss the basketball times with no name.Miss the running about with ex-god kor.Miss the old good times with ex-best male friend.Miss the primary school fun times with ex-best friends.Miss the time with some sisters I was closed with. (i miss this the most)Miss the happy times with Grandpa. (its not going to go back...) I find it too short, fuckit.None makes me really cry, except for... obviously.. the last sentence.
All are kicking alive, just that it's impossible to go back to the old good times with all the ex god kor, ex best male friend, ex best friends, sisters who was once closed with. 1 reason: the feelings no longer there, it'll be awkward, not the same anymore... at least we once been together. thats already very nice.... nothing last forever anyway. anyone will leave anyone sooner or later.
Mum had already take it easy, she have to. I believe Aunts and Uncle too. Life have to goes on.
SOMETIMES I REALLY WONDER WHY CAN'T EVERYBODY DIE AT THE SAME TIME???
Isn't it much blissful? Much happier? I reckon we won't even have any feeling.
Not even happiness or sadness. I guess that will be the best of all.
Everybody die together................................ the same time, second. the same date.