Grandma was eating chicken wings few days ago.
I was thinking if in the future me *touchwood* if, lying on the bed.
if I would have the appetite to even eat.She used to sit down to eat.
Lie down to eat, I feel.... really..I.. lost for words.. sigh.
Lets talk about things which made me happy:)
Some funny conversation between Grandma & I.
Few days ago, I told her:
'Ah po (grandma), you so pretty'.
I wanted to say 'cute' but like no cute for my Grandma's language.
So I just said pretty. As I think its somehow the same la.
Then I asked her 'did anybody say you pretty'?
She replied 'no'.
I asked 'really'?
I asked 'then did anybody say you fierce'?
She replied 'don't know'?
Racy gave me this soft toy.
I showed it to Grandma, as I was very happy.
I asked her 'pretty or not'?
She replied 'pretty than you'! With a cute smile.
I said 'EH!' Smiled back.
She asked 'Boy or girl gave you? Boy right..'? With a cheeky smile.
I replied 'No la, Girl'.
She said 'So expensive, girl meh..'
Surprisingly, she knows its quite expensive.
Last monday.
She suddenly said 'only you and me at home'. Kept smiling.
I laughed 'ha ha ha ha ha'.
She said 'you help me clean urine, later i shit how'.
I replied 'choy choy choy* means touchwood*'
She laughed.
And then.. suddenly spout nonsense, hit her chest and said die again.
I sayang her said 'no no, don't think like that'.
Stopped myself from saying 'I die first' in case she tell Mum.
She pout her mouth to me when she asked me sth and I answered her. Ha ha! So cute.
Grandma think she's poor thing.
Its true but many people is worse off than her, its also true.
*touchwood* Now I'm young, Grandma see me, when I'm old like her, she won't see me.
That's of course, as she's 83 years old now. *touchwood* I might be even worse off when I old.
So its better off if I going to have some illness that makes me can't take care of myself.
I should die than to live. I doubt I'll have any grandson/granddaughter that would give a damn about me?
Ha ha, I think so far away............