Hey all! I'm back!
Fyi, I was overseas to china to visit Grandma.
It was from 27 may - 17 june and it got delayed as Grandma was not in a very good condition.
Thus it delayed till now, 2 July. It has been 37 days I'm out of hometown.
First feeling: Very strange and not use to it and missing Grandpa's house...
Missing my 3 years old niece, this year I then know I've a niece and I've so many....
I know I've 3 small niece in china so far,,, some niece even bigger size and older than me in singapore, china, hongkong and other country?
Maybe nephews too. But I didn't heard any about it.
SO if you asked me how I've been during the stay in China.
I wouldn't type a long story as none of you would want to read a entries of 37 days right.
So I'll just keep it short. AND I'm very happy that we finally brought Grandma back to singapore!
THANKS GOD! I've said, for Grandma, I'm okay with sacrifice anything.
Thanks!! I really don't know what to say. I only know as long as Grandma's fine, I'm happy!
A short summaries of this trip.
This trip have indeed made me learned a lot.
Sour, Sweet, Bitter, HotActually nothing can describe my feelings.
Just by words which doesn't seem to explain well.
But as long as Grandma's well and fine now, I don't mind suffering.
Though now I'm like old people, having here pain there pain, endless pain...
It was my wish to pass the pain to me anyway. I don't blame as long as its for Grandma.
I also hope Mum's leg will recover soon as she sprained. I sprained too but thanks god no more pain.
I shall cut to the chase.
- First few days I cried till I was tired and fall asleep
- I indeed learned and experienced a lot
- I was in misery and worried
- I was afraid to see the state Grandma was in china hospital
- I teared whenever I see Grandma
- The tube in her made it worst
- Rats, shit, ghost, urine, darkness was what I damn terrified of
(For Grandma, I wasn't scared to clean her shit & urine and I tried not to avoid the rats though I was still scared of it) As for ghost, long story........................ - Doctors in china made us confused
- Its our disadvantage in china
- Doctors in china seems to be bullying us and charge us higher price of hospital fees
- The hospital fees is damn ex for a day
- Grandma vomiting and no appetite to eat worries me
- Away from Grandma few hours makes me ain't able to sleep
- I hope I can be in her place though I was scared of death in the past but for Grandma I wasn't afraid anymore
- Whenever Grandma mentioned 'die la', my heart hurts
- Those nurse service sucks, doctors too (only got some good ones)
- Acne, pimples, dark circles was what I dislike
- Anything as long for Grandma, I'm willing
- I prayed to transfer pain to me and it really did
- Instead of being unhappy of having bruises, I was happy
- It worries me when she can't figure out if she was in china or singapore
- I wished to stay china forever whenever I see Grandma lying down
- Few days back, Grandma can sit up for around 1 hour and I was elated
- NOW she's back but was screaming in pain and she claimed she can't tahan the pain in her
Currently she's in simei changi hospital, I guess I can visit her by tomorrow!
Many more to say, but guess I can only remember this much.
I've promised to god that I'll accompany Grandma as much as I can.
As for the things I promised, I think I should keep it to heart and fulfill it quietly.
But as for the situation Grandma is in now, seems difficult to accomplish things I said.
So lets wait for Grandma recovery, I hope she can, and I believe she can recover!
As the pain she'd in the plane was really torture and I was glad she overcome it.
First time in plane I can don't sleep just for Grandma. But for her I'm very willing!
And just now what scare me was the plane suddenly shake very heavily.
I don't know how to explain here.
But ask me if you want to know my story during the 37 days in China.
Anyway, I can't believe Sharon is in malaysia now. And I got so much to ask her!!!
I miss Sharon, Lily, Suyin, Shiela, Marlissa, Weikiat and a lot more peers.
Kay, I'm feeling aching all over now and I'm having check-up with Mum, soon I hope?
Till here!
