Yesterday out of a sudden felt heart pain again, today too.
I can't wish for the better but I hope nothing happens.
But if fate has to turn out like this, nothing can forbid it.
Am not really afraid of death, just alot of things haven't fulfill?
Mum's nagging made me feel so irritated, still, I didn't argue.
Just felt really unfair. I know I'm very lazy and all. I know all these. I'm very clear about it.

Sign. Don't wish to continue anymore. A very rush time for blogging too.
I guess mum is the one whom made my heart nervous every time O:
Feel so fucked-up