I've decide, I should stop writing bad stuff about her. Even if its the fact or what.
I'll try I mean. I can't promise I'll not write about her in the later future if anything changes or what.
I feel so juvenile to do all these sometimes thus I've change my mind set towards things. Many many things.
Recently I've try to let go and take things easy. If fate forbids it, there's nothing I can do.
There's always a saying 'It takes two hands to clap'. So I really can't do anything about the facts that I'm facing now.
Anyway, I'm in school now. Planned to watch 'Be silence' a malay movie in the afternoon later on but cancelled.
Guess will be catching it on friday or sooner. Darn it, now my public area there got something swollen.
I scare its something that will cause what in me. I hope I'll be fine. Still, I'm worried about grandma more.
I couldn't care much for myself.
30 more days to seeing her. Can't wait.
OH AND A GOOD NEWS TO MYSELF IS. *give me a tap on myself*
I studied a little bit today, that abit push me on. I hope I can pass my subjects in mid-year and I'm satfisy.
Till here.