I feel so disappointed in myself, but I just don't have the urge to study.
Science test was a gone case, I had it hard. Still, this didn't push me to study.
In this whole 4 months,
(i thought may already -.-) I guess sat was the first time I revised abit.
I feel disappointed yet I don't have the motivation to study.
I'm damn worried about grandma, and at the same time missing grandpa.
Tears dried up, I really had it hard in school. Times goes really slow.
I don't know who can I confide to, seriously. I find that when I really need someone.
I realised none can help. I realised none is true and I don't know why I've this kind of thought.
I hope may come faster please, I really couldn't be bothered with the upcoming mid-year exam.
God bless grandma, please. I can do anything for her. Really.
For her, I'm willing. Love her, always.