IN SCHOOL NOW :)
I dragged so much to go to school in the morning when I slept early yesterday and mum #*&#$^&$^!
I LOVE HER STILL KAY. Feeling very hungry now. 45 minutes to recess. Its like damn long!! *stomach growling*
Just now we talked and I guess we'll maintain like that temporary or forever.
I remember I teared when I said 'lets just be normal friends'.
But when it really happened, when we're really not so close, really seldom talk.
I realised this way is fine too. Though I know I'll definitely miss it and we might just be strangers saying hi & bye when we see each other on the streets after we graduated from secondary school.
Still, I never know I might just be good friends with her back in the later future and forget all the unhappiness.
Perhaps she might even be more mature and change for the better. *laughs*
Sometimes drama is like that and perhaps we'll end up like that too. ............................................................................... HAHA. *lost for words*
Was so elated to talk to grandma on the phone yesterday.
Its really troublesome to call her but at least got to talk to her, awhile.
I was terribly sad when she hanged down the phone. I got to hear her voice for only that few seconds.
I tried recorded her voice but it was like my voice was louder, luckily get to record her voice.
Just that not so clear and I'm glad her voice is loud, at least she doesn't sound sad.
Spoke to her really loudly as her ear drums isn't that good and just to hear the phone its rather tough.
I miss her babe. I dreamed of her just then in the morning. I can't afford to lose her.
I'm in a loss sometimes cause of her. Even sometimes I don't feel like studying cause of her.
I dreamed of her alot nowadays. Knowing that there's 1 month plus to go, I can't wait.
Today its the 23 April, I've to wait for 7 more days to May and 27 more days to 27 May.
Which is freaking 34 days, hai. I try to wait patiently for that day and it'll come in a blink of eyes..............I hope/............................................................