Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 8:54 PM
If you ask me if she's my friend, I really don't wish to admit.
She's too shameful to be true. Why do I've this friend? Can I don't have?
But do you think it's easy to let go? Do you think it's easy to not give a damn?
I CAN. If I can don't see her frequently. But I DO. And I cannot stand her voice especially.
HER stare, fake laughter, showing-off attitude and everything I can mention of.
I don't wish to blog about this 'friend' neither do I feel like caring.
Totally no hope and I fucking don't want to return to be the soft hearted me anymore.
( even though i seems to don't care in class but i just heck care while someone was furious, so do i, tolerating ONLY)
Anyway, do I despise dad? I actually do not know.
But I don't think so. But I'm in a confusion.
He doesn't fork out money as much as mum, I know that fully well.
I need to 'force' him or 'ask' him for money then he'll give. He's seldom so automatic.
Unless he's in a good mood then he'll be automatic.
I was lying down at the sofa and serious speaking, I dislike bro/dad to sit on the sofa cause mum helped me put a bed sheet for me to sleep (as I scared I'll kick grandma while I'm sleeping as her's leg is injured):)
I hope nothing happen to her. *touch wood* I know god will bless her. PLEASE.
So whenever bro sat down, (unless he bathe before he sat) I won't say anything.
I would say him if he just sat down when he just came home from outside so confirm he'll sit somewhere dirty and that's call germs. You see why I hate it.
As for dad, he got some smells which I hate it. So he sat on the floor, putting his hand near to my sofa to get some support.
I utterly hate it, cause of the smells in him. If not I wouldn't react so overboard.
I gave him that face & reaction that I MIND. Duh, obviously who won't mind?
It pollutes the air, its not only 1 person who's breathing the air. Its 4, mind you.
So its like after dad was gone, mum told me to ignore him bla bla...
Mum said 'WHAT IF', he just beat me up as it concerns his pride.
But well, does he give me that little pride? He even used his newspaper to hit my head.
Where would a father do that? NO EXCUSES even if he's drunk. Fucking idiot.
I've already tolerated it so don't push me further.
Aww....... ......Mr Christopher will be leaving this school tomorrow.
Just hope he'll be success in whatever he'll be doing in the future and whenever he's free, come visit us!
I miss Mr Issac, I hope he'll visit us, soon enough ):
Just took 1 photo with Mr Christopher.
Misses to you cher, best regards.
I was shocked with my 'test' results anyway.
Thanks to those teachers who add up the marks for our daily work and so on to let majority of us to pass with good grades. :D
I'm craving for magnum ice-cream, not the yogurt brand. O: Yucks.
ADAM, I guess I couldn't make it to Eve & Esther's birthday party if SHIELA couldn't make it.
THAT's so ):, she said she 60% can make it, well. ............ I'll pass Eve & Esther their present still if we couldn't make it.
Someone don't know how to auto, don't give people false hope when you don't like that person.
I agree with someone, YOU WANT to accept him THAT MUCH, but you just scared embarrassment.
MAYBE you think you're too pretty & he's that UGLY.
SUIT you, but maybe you'll get RETRIBUTION.
Well, I'm not cursing, I'm just saying maybe.
Why bring yourself to the standard of being so cheap?
NO GUYS want you then take him for substitute?
Have you ever heard of 'SHAMEFUL' this word?
YOU ARE THAT.
YOU KNOW WHY I SAID YOU LIKE THAT.
CAUSE I FEEL not worth for him.
UNHAPPY? You don't have the rights to be unhappy about it.
I remembered you ONCE told me,
you reflected at home yourself.
'why you're hypocrite and so on...'
AND YOU SAID YOU don't understand why you're hypocrite and so on...
At that point of time, I really believed you and told * maybe you really don't know.
NOW, I felt so foolish to believe you. C'mon, who don't know how they behave?
Unless you're possess by ghost or you've old senile. Don't give me that.
EVEN THE WHOLE WORLD ALSO DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE UP TO.
Only some people thinks you're that good and I pity them, ALOT.
So does those boys who'd a crush on you but mostly of them played you, you know fully well.
So is that call retribution?
SO NO POINT SHOWING OFF. YOU JUST ACTED GOOD IN FRONT OF THEM (mostly).
That's not the real you, so what point showing off?
Don't act as a good person to males (to make ppl fall in love with you) and treat people as you like.
YOU think you WHO? MISS PRESIDENT?!
*PUI*
You really have gone too overboard this time.
You think I want to quarrel with you? NO.
I just wish I've never known you.
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BYE MR CHRIS.
She's too shameful to be true. Why do I've this friend? Can I don't have?
But do you think it's easy to let go? Do you think it's easy to not give a damn?
I CAN. If I can don't see her frequently. But I DO. And I cannot stand her voice especially.
HER stare, fake laughter, showing-off attitude and everything I can mention of.
I don't wish to blog about this 'friend' neither do I feel like caring.
Totally no hope and I fucking don't want to return to be the soft hearted me anymore.
( even though i seems to don't care in class but i just heck care while someone was furious, so do i, tolerating ONLY)
Anyway, do I despise dad? I actually do not know.
But I don't think so. But I'm in a confusion.
He doesn't fork out money as much as mum, I know that fully well.
I need to 'force' him or 'ask' him for money then he'll give. He's seldom so automatic.
Unless he's in a good mood then he'll be automatic.
I was lying down at the sofa and serious speaking, I dislike bro/dad to sit on the sofa cause mum helped me put a bed sheet for me to sleep (as I scared I'll kick grandma while I'm sleeping as her's leg is injured):)
I hope nothing happen to her. *touch wood* I know god will bless her. PLEASE.
So whenever bro sat down, (unless he bathe before he sat) I won't say anything.
I would say him if he just sat down when he just came home from outside so confirm he'll sit somewhere dirty and that's call germs. You see why I hate it.
As for dad, he got some smells which I hate it. So he sat on the floor, putting his hand near to my sofa to get some support.
I utterly hate it, cause of the smells in him. If not I wouldn't react so overboard.
I gave him that face & reaction that I MIND. Duh, obviously who won't mind?
It pollutes the air, its not only 1 person who's breathing the air. Its 4, mind you.
So its like after dad was gone, mum told me to ignore him bla bla...
Mum said 'WHAT IF', he just beat me up as it concerns his pride.
But well, does he give me that little pride? He even used his newspaper to hit my head.
Where would a father do that? NO EXCUSES even if he's drunk. Fucking idiot.
I've already tolerated it so don't push me further.
Aww....... ......Mr Christopher will be leaving this school tomorrow.
Just hope he'll be success in whatever he'll be doing in the future and whenever he's free, come visit us!
I miss Mr Issac, I hope he'll visit us, soon enough ):
Just took 1 photo with Mr Christopher.
Misses to you cher, best regards.
I was shocked with my 'test' results anyway.
Thanks to those teachers who add up the marks for our daily work and so on to let majority of us to pass with good grades. :D
I'm craving for magnum ice-cream, not the yogurt brand. O: Yucks.
ADAM, I guess I couldn't make it to Eve & Esther's birthday party if SHIELA couldn't make it.
THAT's so ):, she said she 60% can make it, well. ............ I'll pass Eve & Esther their present still if we couldn't make it.
Someone don't know how to auto, don't give people false hope when you don't like that person.
I agree with someone, YOU WANT to accept him THAT MUCH, but you just scared embarrassment.
MAYBE you think you're too pretty & he's that UGLY.
SUIT you, but maybe you'll get RETRIBUTION.
Well, I'm not cursing, I'm just saying maybe.
Why bring yourself to the standard of being so cheap?
NO GUYS want you then take him for substitute?
Have you ever heard of 'SHAMEFUL' this word?
YOU ARE THAT.
YOU KNOW WHY I SAID YOU LIKE THAT.
CAUSE I FEEL not worth for him.
UNHAPPY? You don't have the rights to be unhappy about it.
I remembered you ONCE told me,
you reflected at home yourself.
'why you're hypocrite and so on...'
AND YOU SAID YOU don't understand why you're hypocrite and so on...
At that point of time, I really believed you and told * maybe you really don't know.
NOW, I felt so foolish to believe you. C'mon, who don't know how they behave?
Unless you're possess by ghost or you've old senile. Don't give me that.
EVEN THE WHOLE WORLD ALSO DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE UP TO.
Only some people thinks you're that good and I pity them, ALOT.
So does those boys who'd a crush on you but mostly of them played you, you know fully well.
So is that call retribution?
SO NO POINT SHOWING OFF. YOU JUST ACTED GOOD IN FRONT OF THEM (mostly).
That's not the real you, so what point showing off?
Don't act as a good person to males (to make ppl fall in love with you) and treat people as you like.
YOU think you WHO? MISS PRESIDENT?!
*PUI*
You really have gone too overboard this time.
You think I want to quarrel with you? NO.
I just wish I've never known you.
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BYE MR CHRIS.
