Thursday, December 4, 2008 @ 4:43 PM
If one doesn't give up, one will see miracle.
I feel so blank for the first time. For the very first time.
I feel empty and indescribable feelings, like there's no phrase behind my feeling.
I feel empty and indescribable feelings, like there's no phrase behind my feeling.
I feel so terribly.. in pain. Weird. I feel like I'm writing a story which's rubbish.
I feel like shutting down my brain and I can be free from everything.
And I believe I can be free.
I feel like shutting down my brain and I can be free from everything.
And I believe I can be free.
GOD, PLEASE BLESS MUM TO BE ALWAYS HEALTHY.
I'll be so scared if Mum fall ill. *touchwood*
I know I'm lazy and so on.
I know I'm lazy and so on.
But I'll try my best to contribute in this family.
I hope I'll not get too stuck on shows, the first thing I got to get rid.
I'm hating Dad for who he are. Why're Mum the only one suffering?
Yet he gets to enjoy everynow and then. I hate it, can't he just fucking wake up. Argh.
Yet he gets to enjoy everynow and then. I hate it, can't he just fucking wake up. Argh.
