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Friday, October 17, 2008 @ 1:10 PM
Wondering why this place got such a long queue? Its the vegetarian noodle stall at block 58 market! :]


My retarded alike mushroom hair! -__-


Hell. Just took a nap for 2 hours like that, never even in deep sleep.
Went to market to have breakfast. Found vegetarian food so delicious when I really feel like having it.
Seeing 1 uncle selling soya bean in the market make me kind of pity him.
Shopped half way in ntuc, Grandma got to pass motion, so that makes Mum pissed.
Didn't even have time to take a nap, and I got to go temple.
I felt so lazy on the way to take bus 14 to interchange and take bus 33 to the temple.
Its around Joo Chiat PI road, say far also not that far, say near also not that near.
But Mum and I and a lot humans stood inside the bus so squeezy and the bus seems like its gonna fall anytime as there were packed of people.
Stood for around 10minutes and the bus were like driving so slow. Not only that, its like every stop, nobody need to drop down.
Thus, people who was inside the bus increased.
I remembered got 1 stop, one uncle entered from the back entrance and the bus driver spotted him.
Everyone laughed as it was damn hilarious!! Plus the wife never board the bus you know -___-
Felt so sleepy on the way to the temple, so jelly, and I can feel like I'm going to lala land anytime.
Mum wanted to take cab go home, but she called Dad to fetch us at last.
I thought Dad wanted to come cause he wanna pray for toto.
Chey, he was really that good to drive us back without any motive.
But I guess he's just feeling guilty of the free food he ate that Mum cooks it everynow and then.
It was so crowded in the bus 33, seldom that people are so crowded beside me pushing me here and there.
That I felt sort of breathless, still hold on through.
But don't know why, when I reached Marlissa's house, was not that sleepy anymore.
Awww. I still need my photoshop as I want to edit away Lily extra hand in Shiela and I photo.
I want to do something, something for her. But I need the photo only to be us.
But guess I've no choice but to leave it like that.
As Sis don't wanna install for me till I clean my books in the storeroom. Oh well.
I think Shiela won't mind lah, hahaha. (:
Now, I'm in Marlissa's house, first time visiting her house worszxs.
While I'm just typing this post. Marlissa pulled me out for lunch. LOL.
I'm not sad lah my dears, Shiela and Marlissa thought I was.
I'm in deeply thoughts of my Grandpa now, therefore I didn't smile or talk much.
Anyway, Marlissa's second sister is friendly and look alike compared to Marlissa.
A pity that I ain't able to see her big sister, think she'll look quite alike compared to them too.
Uh, too bad, guess I can't join them for visiting people's house and taking red packets on sunday=/
AHA! Like chinese new year, but for malay is hari raya lah.
Anyway, went to temple today, hope everything'll go well for my Grandpa in heaven or whenever he may be. I hope he's happy. ^.^
Hope Grandma's leg will go to the positive side and not the negative. Better and better.
And I hope Grandma will live for years and years, for me to take care of her.
For her to see I marry, for her to let me learn hainanese and communicate with her during all these years learning.
For her to let me take more photos of her, and for me to have more photos of us.
May everything go well for her, like what she did today.

It was really funny. She usually sit in the wheelchair and wheel herself to the bathroom and sometimes I'll help her to the toilet if I hear her walking stick sound or I see her walking towards the toilet.
So what she did was, she actually pulled the wheelchair along and walked so fine and not sit on the wheelchair you know. She was standing beside the wheelchair wheeling it!! *winks&shocked*
I don't know what to say, but she walked so fine, like as if her leg is fine.
Its like she was being possessed. *touchwood* But I guess not.
I asked her 'Why did you walked your own. Are you Tan Lim Moi'?
I sort of kept repeating and saying some other things.
Then she smiled and said 'You siao uh'?
She smile as usual, like her own usual self. But I still think its weird.
I miss my pass away Grandmother, but.. I suspect things from hearing what Mum said.
Hope its not true, and god bless Grandma always.
At least she today was like being posses, she walked so fine.
So independent and not so dependent on Mum like she always did.
She's so cute everyday, which there's so much to mention.
Actually all old folks are cute, if you pay more attention on them, you'll realise how cute they are.
I love Grandma more and more each day.
Mum says I seems to treat Grandma like a baby. Maybe I did.
But I fully know she's old, not a baby. Just that I treat her like how I treat a baby I supposed?
I miss Grandpa alot alot alot, and how I hope I've a photo of me and Grandpa in my phone like how I take photos with my Grandma.
But its too late, too late. -cry cry cry
But, also no use, he's gone, he's gone, VANISH FOREVER.
I sincere hope he's happy and fine; and born into a good family.
I only take photos with Grandma after Grandpa's gone.
From then on, I realised how important Grandma is.
And I slightly become more caring towards her and not like last time don't even give a damn or think of them or wanna get close with them.
I wish I could change the time and be more filial to them.
And visit them every sunday and talking to them more.
I don't know what else to say, but I just wish to treat them much better as I know I can did that.
But I never did, never think of it, I don't have their heart at all.
Though I don't know why I made a card for Grandpa before.
But I fully know that I always think that Grandpa's great and he sayang-ed me alot and others.
Just that I didn't have any action. What else can I do or think at my age that time.
Perhaps I should think more or can think more. Or should show my gratitude that time but didn't know how to, or scared show wrong gratitude.
I seriously don't remember. But I know I was small.
I hope I treat Grandmother nicer too. But I never did, I think.
I was too small then, I only remember I kept taking money from her when I shouldn't.
I wished upon a star that I can see Grandpa and Grandmother again.
I lost both of them in 2003 and 2007.
Didn't have much feelings or memories with Grandmother.
But Grandpa I did, just luckily I went China when Grandpa persuade us to go.
I never regretted but I feel so sad whenever I go to all those shops in China which Grandpa once brought Mum and I to.
I'm missing those times spent with Grandpa.
First time didn't know I'm infront of computer nearly falling asleep while blogging*
i feel like closing my eyes & not thinking about anything anymore. i feel like talking rubbish.
I FEEL LIKE BACKSTABBING SOMEONE. I FEEL LIKE PIERCING MYSELF ALL OVER.

Retarded photo of me and Grandma! Ignore our hair. Cute of Grandma! ^^


Found this place look like the Malacca places I'd went before.
Actually found some singapore's place so unfamiliar. Hahaha.



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Name: Wang/Ong Jiale
Age: 20
Nationality: Singaporean
Zodiac: Leo

Grandma & Family is always my top priority.
basketball, badminton, pingpong, softball.
I started to read books after twilight were published.
Hate heavy metal and techno, sucks.
movies, shopping, eating, studying.
soft-hearted. easily influence. friendly if you know me well.
anti-social by the face. talkative and nonsense.
true to friends and easily trust people.
loves to laughs, love to joke.


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. Grandma to sit up soon!!
. FIFTH CHINA TRIP!!!!! <3
. Trip to KOREA, HONGKONG, TAIWAN, JAPAN AND NEWYORK
. Roam around the world
. Overseas trip with best buds

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. FOLDED WALLET!!
. COLLAR LONG SLEEVE SHIRT!
. LONG SLEEVE DRESS!!!!!

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