Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 2:49 PM
Seriously, never touch my book for the past 3 months.
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Not even until today. =/ Perhaps, later I'll try to revise -.- Maybe...
I just pray hard for my math to get at least B and I'll be satisfy. If not C also can.
I HOPE MY CPA, SCIENCE AND CHINESE CAN GET A ONCE AGAIN.
I nearly got 4 As for mid-year exam lor. But I still failed.
As I got a U for my math. This shows that I NEVER STUDY AT ALL! LOLAHLOL.
I never lift my finger to touch my books @ home, never listen at class most of the time.
I WISH, I HOPE I CAN GET 4As at least, and 1 C OR B.
All right, stop I WISH I HOPE LIAO.
Now, for now, I really hope Grandma can walk on her own, at least with the walking stick.
Now, for now, I really hope Grandma can walk on her own, at least with the walking stick.
In the past, she can at least walk with a walking stick, but now she can't even stand up on her own OFTEN.
How I pity her and start feeling heart aching for her. Not only she'll feel torture too, Mum and I'll too. And Mum sacrifise her work and sleep. But me? Nothing. What else can I DO?
She can actually walk with the walking stick, but because she've a slim leg and fat upper body. Plus she've fallen down several times.
Its dangerous and for her own safety, its still better not to stand up.
Its dangerous and for her own safety, its still better not to stand up.
I miss her walking on her own with that walking stick.
But whenever she stand up, I feels that my heart bumps faster and irregularly at the same time.
Sort of nervous too? Ｕｈ－ｏｈ．As,,, she can fall anytime, anywhere.
Poor of Mum, need to take care of Grandma 24/7.
GOD BLESS.
Though Grandma can't do any surgery as she's old and doctor scared she can't take it during the operation.
Thus she've no choice but to sit in wheelchair, still. Sigh ah sigh.
Thus she've no choice but to sit in wheelchair, still. Sigh ah sigh.
Nearly teared, but I didn't.
Doesn't mean I never teared, that means I don't care.
Perhaps just that it's been long since I last saw Liyin.
So there isn't really any feelings anymore.
And we're not close anymore, and we've not been contacting.
Not like last time, she always shower me with love and concern during primary school days by sms.
Not like last time, she always shower me with love and concern during primary school days by sms.
But things still change once all of us were separated.
However, she's busy with her studies and boyfriend?
I can't possibly interrupt. Suddenly she mentioned us* (in her blog)
I don't know how to say, but WE know WE've drifted so long ago.
And I think I did make an effort to not let our r/s drift, but it takes two hands to clap.
I can't possibly interrupt. Suddenly she mentioned us* (in her blog)
I don't know how to say, but WE know WE've drifted so long ago.
And I think I did make an effort to not let our r/s drift, but it takes two hands to clap.
FULL STOP. Perhaps it'll end this way.
I miss and yet not and I guessed it'll never be the same.
(YES, you've neglected me. You know it yourself. I don't know what others think, but you've definitely neglected me.)
I MISS SHARON. XD
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