I don't know what's holding me back.

Have what I always been praying come true?
Are he really gonna fufli my wish?
Or its just all pure coincidence?
I admire my pe teacher, Mr Majid.
Even though I think he's abit insane at times and attitude.
He's COOLLL, I think. xD Haha.
Anyway, Mum forbids me to go Malacca today.
Very sudden right?!?!! Damn sudden for me.
I don't know what she's thinking.
At first let, after that don't let. After that let, now don't let.
All cause of the ghost festival month, which's today, the first day.
Sounds creepy, but oh well, if you don't offence the good brothers.
They won't disturb you. 人不犯鬼,鬼不犯人。
You don't offence them , they don't offence you .
I don't know what to do, if Mum's really serious to forbids me to go Malacca, she've the rights to cancel the trip.
Even the always don't-bothers-dad's worried too.
Mum keep nagged just now, found her very ridiculous and unreasonable.
But think of it, actually she worry so much, nagged so much's also cause she's too protective of me.
She says she agreed to let me go cause she don't want ME to feel disappointed.
She wants me to be happy, she sad, never mind.
Sigh, but I seriously want to go Malacca that much.
Some people don't even have the chance to go when they want.
Plus I'm going with my beloved classmates, right? :)
I hope I'm able to go & I'm gonna be doing fine there!! xD
God bless & I love God.