Fuck . This couldn't be more worst .
Why must this happened to me , again ?
First , I got shocked by Grandma when she sit on the bed.
After that , I sayang-ed her and hugg-ed her as usual and went to the living room to continue watching television .
How the mother fucking hell this happened again lah !
I scream-ed like fuck-ed when I heard "bong bong bong" !
Followed by Mum scream-ed after that .
Grandma just fall down and knock-ed her head , damn saddening )':
1 big balugu behind her head , I was damn panicked and scared .
Were shivering and nearly cried , luckily Mum and Brother was there .
Brother remembered the private emergency ambulance number . Luckily !
And luckily Brother's home , as I don't know how to do anything .
Grandma's so pitiful , being old and weak's terrible .
Somemore , she don't have energy at all to get up plus she's too heavy .
I don't even dare to hold her up as her flesh's very soft . I scare I might hurt her .
There's only Mum and I to hold her up , it can't be helped .
Ambulance just came , the 2 indian guy's damn strong .
They carried Grandma up in just 2 minutes like that .
Gonna sacrifice my sleep for Grandma , but its okay .
Its worth it if its for Grandma .
Just that , I won't be able to concentrate in school tomorrow .
Well , since I never really study anyway .
Why not accompany Mum to the hospital and as well to accompany Grandma ?
Its okay , its alright , its gonna be fine .
But I'm really sleepy now ): I wonder if I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart .
As I feel I'm so not a human now . Crazy ,,,
Sigh . May god bless Grandma .
May god bless Grandma ):
I'll sacrifice anything just for Grandma , even death . I'm willing .