
Accompanied Grandma to market for lunch as usual.
That whore totally spoil my mood lor!
FYI, (for your information)
I'm not one who anyhow call people whore.
She's the person who caused me a police report in 2006.
Her name's Shirley, but I'll not elaborate the whole incident.
Walao eh, see her face, really felt like giving her one tight slap.
Today entry, will be a very very long one.
I'll just rant all the way, you may skip it if you don't like what's written here(:
I don't know when I'll/when I could/when I should file a waste of time report to the principle lorh.
Actually can say's to file a complain against a action teacher in my school.
Unsure of her name, but she guards the latecomers.
She's so unreasonable and whatever words come out from her mouth won't be nice.
FYI, she's not my DM.
The DM in my school's at least far far far more way better than her.
As in, compare to their's mouth.
She call people stupid or whatever bodoh whenever she like.
She totally don't think of the consequences! What kind of teacher's this?!?!?!
We're just latecomers, and come on, we're HUMAN.
Not any dog to let you rant at!
We're just late for school, not as if we're murderer or we did any arson.
If nobody file a complain towards her, I don't think she'll ever wake up lor.
And seriously speaking, I don't understand why must there be a conflict between Suyin and I today.
I didn't treat it as a quarrel, cause I wasn't against her.
I admit, I'm against Shiela, cause I out of good intention told her things, yet she gave attitude without saying "sorry".
Perhaps I'm wrong to be against her, but...
I won't be against her, if she and those malay guys didn't keep singing around, speak so loud when they obviously know I'm having a headache and am concentrating on mathematics.
In the first place, I swear I didn't even intend to do anything against her.
And Weikiat did told Suyin that I'm not feeling well, I'm very sure she noted that.
She even told me to rest well and don't be pissed.
Yah, perhaps I've accidentally gave her a angry face.
When one's angry, who'll avoid who to give that black face and who not to give?
How to, even if one want to avoid giving black face to people she/he choose to?
I'm in fault if she started to pick a quarrel towards me because I gave her a angry face.
Apparently, she knows I'm pissed with Haikal thats why I only stared at him.
I'm already giving him face and spare myself from getting trouble by not doing rash things like pick a fight or sth.
I'd control myself to the fullest I can.
Yet she and Shiela laughed, and not helping me/us to lower down their volume.
Yet, Haikal keep on sing and sing even though he know I was irritated and having a headache.
I don't blame him, cause he's still childish.
But.. Danni, Shiela, Suyin and some other guys there sure can use their brain and think right?
When DM comes, you all kept quiet.
And when she left, you all started to sing and talked loudly again.
You put yourself in my shoe, eh wait, it doesn't happen on you all.
You all sure say "WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO SUGGEST ME TO PUT MYSELF IN YOUR SHOE"
If this happen to you all, I guess you all also can't tolerate, and perhaps far more worst than me lor!
When CA's around the corner..
You all're still in the mood to play, ok, its none of my business.
But put yourself in other people shoe.
You all don't need to study, I/us need.
And I'm having terrible headache, so who can control her temper when she's having a headache plus pms? You tell me?
Whereas I'm already trying very hard to talk to you all nicely, but will you all talk reason and listen to me?
I'm not gonna pursue the matter, as it isn't gonna make anyone of us happy.
If I pursue this matter, perhaps DM'll just shift our class or whatever bad consequences we may get.
Suyin helped the malay guys, I won't say anything.
BUT, at least spare a thought for me/us.
And don't show that "face", it ain't likeable.
If I show you that "face" of mine, would you like?
Wanted to talk reason to Suyin just now,
but Weikiat insisted I don't.
Alright, I tolerate, maybe I'm the very very very unreasonable one.
Maybe I shouldn't even told them that I got headache and just let myself bang die!
Maybe when they asked me what happen to me, I should just say nothing, I just put the oil for fun.
Why I put them? CAUSE I INSANE WHAT?!?! RIGHT RIGHT?
By the way, I would like to make this clear.
Its not about another group also make a lot of noise,
is you all're the nearest to me, and you all's voice are so much louder than them cause you all're the nearest to me.
So you tell me, how can I possibly hear the other group's voice when you all don't stop talking and singing?
Not about being biased, but you all know how loud you all were, and how irritating Haikal and Danni were.
Everything has it own limits\.