Felt so damn fucked-up yesterday.
Request $12 pocket money for thursday and friday from dad.
And he was like keep drag the topic, that means pretend didn't heard what I say.
I even sent him a message before I asked him for the money.
Till he'd enough of my "asking", he said "I already bought 2 packet of milk in the fridge".
So I was like "You buy de milk, I also don't like de, you always buy HL milk instead of Freshmilk because HL is much cheaper".
"Buy milk and giving pocket money is a different case you know, and I own people money, I need to pay them asap, its not good to own people money for long you know, and there goes my nagging."
But he still never give.
Then I told him "I just drink cause you buy for the sake of me lor". ( I can't bring myself to tell him I don't like to drink HL, that'll be hurtful )
He continue saying "I give you $12, then I don't drive you to school can"?
I said "NO". But in the morning, I agreed still, as I need money to return my classmate and I need to eat.
So, I went to school by my own by bus. ARGH, must top up ezlink again, only when I save enough money.
I'm feeling guilty to spend so much of Mom's money instead of Dad's.