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Don't bother to read if you're not interested.
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL.I ALWAYS THOUGHT MY FORM TEACHER IS A NICE LADY.BUT I AM TOTALLY WRONG, SHE IS BIASED INSTEAD.DON'T ACT 1 OKAY, SO WHAT IF YOU'RE A TEACHER? YOU LEFT ME ALONE YET STILL TELL ME TO HURRY UP.I LISTEN TO YOU CAUSE I DON'T WANNA WASTE MY PARENTS'S MONEY, FUCKER.don't ever mention any t-score OKAY. hai.. really upset. your FAULT.
Everything simply sucks a lot, it really do sucks a lot. I hate my life now, simply bored and tiring. I don't have confidence in myself, I lose confidence in myself I suppose. I totally lose interest in everything. Everything don't seem to go well for me. I feel so upset every single day. I got accepted by Choir today. But I'm still not happy, cause its 2 days a week. Argh! I can't rest on Friday, you know. Really not worth to stay at school just for the sake of Choir, I'm so not willing to. But I don't wish to leave school with 1 paper only, that's so embarrassing. Anyway, its a waste to spend $22 on school things. I hate it, damn you, shit you! You all think, we students, very rich is it? Fuck you la, Curse you, Shit you! @#$*^&!^@&! Taking from Dad money is already very difficult, yet you this fucking school still tell us to spend here and there. FUCK OFF LA. And I know why that damn Bedok View didn't accept me. Cause I'm a Normal Technical student. Not like some others who're in Express or Academic, that's why they got accepted. What world is this? 1 word, UNFAIR. Sucker. The damn thing really pissed me of is, whenever the dm shout, I'll lose concentration. She always speak in a loud voice when she caught students who break the rules. I can hear it very clearly cause her voice is super SHARP and my class is so super near her, WTF. We already so near her corner, yet she still speak in that kind of super loud + sharp voice. How can I continue study in this way? Luckily she was quite happy today, if not I'm doom. I was so frightened + shocked just now, I thought she was scolding me as my fringe is quite weird today. Watched "Phantom Of The Opera" at school today, again, I suddenly realised that the Phantom is quite handsome with the mask :) Those costumes in the show is so gorgeous can. Watch the shows how many times also won't bored, cause it's like so nice can. Its a surprise that Miss Marina actually arrange Shiela & I sit in 1 table. Was talking about a lot of topic with Shiela today. Stm, so I forgotten what we chit-chatted about. But I remember that Shiela said Mr Shahid's bicycle can be fold. How nice :D I love Mr Issac loads as a teacher. He's really nice, he treat us really good. Only him, the only 1 teacher who let us enjoyed yesterday & today. Because he know we've no mood to study as we still have the holidays mood. But when it's serious time, he'll be really serious. He's just real niceee ^^ But I don't know why Marlissa hate him, maybe because he's pervert. But he's just talking about pervert-jokes-stuffs. He won't anyhow touch we girls or what want. I'm super glad that Mr Issac is still our English Teacher. Mr Majid? Haa. I don't give a damn whether he'll be my p.e teacher this year, not important anyway. Even when I use hand phone, Mr Issac'll let me off. And he pretend that he never see, so nice of him, really nice :] He even let us off school early 5 minutes, isn't he super super nice? :D Riding bicycle to school can be embarrass at times, plus I'm a fat ass. So ya, heck care still. Need to save money, so I must cycle, no choice. Everything changed this year & I feel super weird about it. Luckily none of the Seconday 3 Malay Boys retain in our class. Guess they've learn their lessons? They seem more obedient than last year. Hai.. After what Miss Marina said in class in the early morning. I started to drop tears, just a little bit. Because I don't wish to broke down so easily in front of my classmates, and I already tried very hard to control.
Labels: Principle got bad impression on me, I guess D:
