I'm now writing this post in a miserable way.
I just came back from playing basketball.
Its really tiring, as in my hand is really painful.
Played for too long, I guess?
I from afternoon played till late night -.-
Okay, lets start from morning.
Cycled to school as usual, alone, again.
I'm really super unlucky, my bicycle actually got SHIT on the wheel.
Isn't that super unlucky? I was super irritated and felt like dropping tears.
But I controlled it, I calmed down myself and rubbed off the SHIT with tissue.
So damn smelly, but I've no idea the where that SHIT came from.
I'm so tired of everything, unlucky things happened to me in this year '08.
I can just say its all fated and I can't avoid it, I'm just PLAIN UNLUCKY.
After I rubbed, I got the SHIT on my 2 fingers, left & right.
Isn't that super embarrass and unlucky?
I went into the wash room and used soap to wash away, but I can't!
Then 1 of the teacher rushed me out, then I quickly came out.
But when I smelled it again, the smell's still there.
Okay, I hate it. I've to suffer for so many hours in the hall listening to the Dm's talks.
No choice, I touched my fringe as I need to clip my fringe.
As I scare Dm'll shout my name as my fringe is too long.
Oh ya, I suddenly remember that there's 1 accident outside my school's road.
It's real scary, the woman mouth was damn wide opened.
Plus the blood was thrown out on the road path.
I think its a really dangerous road, but simply no choice, I still've to cycle to school.
I'm also scare, because every morning my heart went up & down, up & down.
Real scary to cycle near the road, but what can I do?
If I cycle inside, those peers" of my school will let me way meh.
So crowded, I'll take forever to cycle to school even it's more safety.
NO, its not safety, I'm wrong. There's SHIT okay. FUCK PISSED*
I'm still QUITE PISSED about yesterday's incident.
It goes like that, my father want me to help him to pass to his friend $50.
Lily accompanied me to wait for him for like 15minutes or so.
He think he what uh? BOSS? @#$&@#$#@*!
Another thing which really REALLY pissed me off is that.
THOSE MALAY BOYS IN MY CLASS ARE PERVERTS.They fucking touched me anywhere, they're not even my boyfriend or what OK.
They think I what?
Cheap girl uh? WHAT THE HELL.
Hate me right, still touched me for what? CCB.
Skip this subject _|_
I THINK, its rather disgrace and scary to ride bicycle but I try not to give a DAMN.
Because people's looking at me now & then. They're still not use to it.. I THINK
Been *BEEPBEEP* by so many cars, really scare the hell out of me.
If 1 day, Dm or whoever teacher passed by I'll be death.
And I'm really curious why did him ignore me in school? JUST WHY? shit you.
The pain's killing me.