i feel really disappointed in myself.
for the sake of my friends, i didn't turned up for Choir yesterday.

am unlucky today, again.
i really hate to be so plain unlucky.
sixian gave me the clip, cannot be found.
but the metal thingy, been found.
even though, i got extra clip.
but that clip is so much more important to me, hai.
i was real upset yesterday, much more upset today.
because mother was pissed with me, and she scolded me vulgarities.
but i can understand.

i really hate you. i do hate you.
you treat me very very very good.
giving me attitude is normal.
but i hate you when you said you look down on me.
you promised to help me in my studies, yet you never do it.
you purposely yea, that's why you broke your promises towards me.
since you're like that. i shall fucking heck care about you. fucker.
you made me cried like hell at night. just because of YOU.
having stress and headache's enough OK.
is being nt wrong? is being nt wrong?
why should i cried so hard?
all because you look down on me.
i thought you're so noble. but NO, i was wrong.

what to do? i really don't know how to get the hang of study.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Name: Wang/Ong Jiale
Age: 20
Nationality: Singaporean
Zodiac: Leo

Grandma & Family is always my top priority.
basketball, badminton, pingpong, softball.
I started to read books after twilight were published.
Hate heavy metal and techno, sucks.
movies, shopping, eating, studying.
soft-hearted. easily influence. friendly if you know me well.
anti-social by the face. talkative and nonsense.
true to friends and easily trust people.
loves to laughs, love to joke.

. Grandma to sit up soon!!
. FIFTH CHINA TRIP!!!!! <3
. Trip to KOREA, HONGKONG, TAIWAN, JAPAN AND NEWYORK
. Roam around the world
. Overseas trip with best buds

. FOLDED WALLET!!
. COLLAR LONG SLEEVE SHIRT!
. LONG SLEEVE DRESS!!!!!