I can't let go of the memories, TOTALLY.
But I know I have to.
):
I realised that there's so many things which I can't let go.
And I regretted those decision which I've made.
The wrong stream & school > is the worst decision that I've made in my life.
I regretted everything, every single thing.
How I wish, the clock can turn anti-clockwise.
I remember once, I treat him the best, everything I'll confide to him.
I was frank to him & he was frank to me.
He was like my real blood brother & my everything.
I'm not even close to my real blood brother > ):
If one-sided wants everything to be back like the past, its totally impossible.
I find my life getting more & more meaningless.
I can't force myself to think of the positive, its too difficult.
I miss those sweet things that some of you said to me in the past.But everything have change & I can't force it to be the same.Study Study Study!!! __
I've waste 10 years of studying.
Nothing goes in my useless brain.
If I would to sell my brain, it'll be very expensive.
Know why? Because I
NEVER use my brain.
I just wish everything will turn well for me,is that so difficult?